Melody of my Life..

ok i'm very tired.. but shiok lol.. went to oschool for WKM lesson from gin.. woohoo~ like it so much! no.. LOVE it so much XD but i foun dout that i'm very lousy =( like.. i see everyone else can get it so fast but me is like =( at the side.. but thn well.. hopefully i can get better ba =) a longggg way to go haha =(

i got this mentality sia.. dunno isit rite or wrong.. it's like i feel that as a dancer u shouldnt break =\ cos when u break, the accent is TOO different.. and when u're damn used to brekaing accent, u'll lose ur hiphop/dance accent very soon =(

it's like.. if u didnt use nokia phone and went on to use samsung phone for a long time, u'll forget how to use the nokia phone again.. ok i dunno how to say but ya.. =\ jiuming ar! i wanna do both =( nvm la.. forget it.. gonna put 80% in dance.. and 20% in brekaing for the time being.. eventually i wanna be a dancer.. not a bgirl..

and also i dun wan my 4yrs of hard work to go down the drain.. and also it's my dream ma haha =) gonna go for WKM lesson every wed i guess =) oh and i went with jun and ash.. wahh the feeling i once had.. omg.. damn happy =)

maybe it's fate that wans us al to be tgt afterall =) next week more of them wil go.. shir and si i tink.. ya.. so somehow or rather.. al of us might be back again.. but well.. maybe things stays liddat wil be better.. since al of them cant commit that much.. like wat ash told me "i cant commit my 100% to the practices that i wil get if i join a crew"

yea.. tink it's quite true and being liddat is more responsible =) i did alot of test today lol! gonna post them tml i tink.. today very tired le.. somemore tml got UT =( COMPUTING! SHIT! X( i shall get a pass.. hopefully ba hais.. sian.. juz gotten down al the 6th presentation for al my lessons.. see le wil die @_@

cheryl send me a notepad on al the codews as well.. i see le i almost died lol! eyes almost pop out =( jiuming.. tml dunno how to survive liao.. lol!! oh ya.. went to DXO as well.. in conclusion it suck! =\ we got the VIP thingy for free flow.. and guess wat. the free flow is they wil serve u shots of vodka til u say stop.. and whne u say stop u cant get anymore -_- and happily i got 1 miserable shot nia -_- cos i didnt noe cannot le.. tmd.. sian! wat a FREEFLOW ehh..

ok i wanna go orhorh le.. nitey everyone.. muacks

tonnes of things running thru my head day n nite..
wat shud i do? wat shud i choose?
is it rite? or wrong?
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