i need a space to rent so here i am again.. i'm seriously seriously beginning to hate my mum alot.. i hate it when she have to check my wallet sercretly every morning.. and if there's more thn 50dollars, she'll take the 50 and leave the rest for me to survive.. so i always have to survive with like 10bucks a week? nice mother i have? HA~ and now she noe that i'm working in pub, she expect me to work EVERY SINGLE DAY so i can earn more money and GIVE THE FKING MONEY TO HER.. wtf???? i got 100 buck in my wallet ytd and she took 70 of it.. wtf?! i'm so fking piss i dun wan to go work anymore.. i rather stay home play my game rot to death and have no money thn to work my life off and let her suck all my money away.. damn it.. she took the money not for anything emergency or wat.. she took it for fking MAHJONG! how the fk can i not be pissed?! and just now she ask me to give her another 50 i immediately rejected and say "i no money u wan u go take back from ur frens" she herself no money to spend already still keep lend ppl money.. trying to act hero?! LAUGH MY ASS OFF! and when i reject her she stil talk like some cbk saying "wah now someone talk got WIND already hor?" wtf?! fine i dun talk lor i dun work lor.. rot to death lor. pcb tink already damn pissed off how the fk i have this kind of mum!? fk my life!

A little update of what i've been up to recently.. Have been working in a pub Speed Legend in BoatQuay for the past 3 days and seriously i'm drained~ totally dried x.x haven been drinking for 2months and suddenly straight drink 4 days in a row is no joke :( but anyway i'm hopping over to raining bar soon hehe~ aka the famous colour zone :D yup the place where i grew up LOL~ anyways another glorious thing is i've won the Expert competition in Arena (audition) on 7th dec! dun blame me for being haolian i know i am and I WAN TO BE HAOLIAN! LOL =x waited for 4 bloody years and i finally got my first medal! xD si AfiinityIvy keep say he got 3 liao ;eeks ma de HLHLHLHL! roar! i wil get more de! trust me! anyway just LP to freesia and thanks to Jim aka -Sparks- hehe~ we cleared it easily unlike the last time i played =\ mo qi mo qi ;hoho~ anywaya am gonna tag hard to LP on xmas again :D jyjy!

ahh had some very nostalgic feelings in my heart so thot of writing them down here (: just went to meet up with Mr A (one of my ex if those who knows - the guy that made me felt so love).. wanna noe why i'm so crazily in love with him? he's the very first guy that made me felt so xiao nu ren and wanting to be protected by him.. he's the first guy that made me felt so secured in my entire life :) anyways.. he happened to be in my area so we just kinda catch up with one another.. lots n lots of thots went through my mind while i was with him.. one of the strongest feelings were.. "it's amazing how i can face someone which used to cause me such HUGE pain in my heart long ago.." he didnt hurt me so dun get the wrong idea.. he's just someone that i used to love sooooooo damn much that i can nearly throw away my life for lol =x someone that i think is the one that i love the most in my entire life (: well it's been more thn a yr since we broke up and it feels good meeting up again (: a whole new status as a friend feels good too :D he's someone that taught me alot about life and guided me so much.. when i went down, the first thing he say is "next time if ppl ask where u stay, just say near ave 7" this is just so him! lol~ i remember when i just shifted to woodlands, he used to bring me around and teach me how to go to yishun via mandai and stuffs liddat lol~ always a lecturer in my life :) we didnt go to anywhere specific, just driving around my area, chatting bout cars, his stereo system, his life, my life.. from the conversation i reali can feel.. Humans really do change.. we humans just wants to upgrade our life so badly dun we? i remember how he used to tell me bout his car.. how satisfying he was with it.. and now it's a whole new thing lol~ but still i feel comfortable just being around him.. oh well that's wat attracted me to him last time haha.. am glad that didnt change thou.. stil the Mr nice to chat guy :) we stop by at some ulu ulu place at changi and chatted there.. it indeed was a nice and relaxing chat which for a moment shuts all troubles outta my life.. and after awhile we just head home straight.. he called to chat while he's on his way home.. this brought back memories too man :) in the past that's wat he do also, after dropping me, call n chat til he's home.. haha~ and we talked bout our past and also my past 2 bf after him haha~ he mention that i'd hate my last bf alot due to him bastarding me.. but i said nope.. not at all.. i just take it that it's another part of my life my memories.. well no matter wat.. 2 person being able to be tgt is already a blessing isnt it? and the break up is due to both parties arent able to suit into one another's life so i guess break ups might not be that bad either :) he say i'm a very forgiving girl.. lol~ *blush* i just felt that hating someone is very tiring and i dun wan to hate :) i dun deny i did hate my last ex when we first broke up.. but after that i felt that hate is way too tiring.. i rather let love as a fren heal me thn to fill myself with hatred isnt that alot better? :) well felt good i could go outta my house for awhile just to chat with an old lover friend of mine :) am glad everything's goin fine for him too.. hope that everything will goes well for me soon too ^^

p/s: this part has nothing to do with today but i just had a beautiful nightmare last nite =\ oh well hope for the better :)

nostalgic feelings..
i do miss u as a fren too :)

MAD WOMAN IKO =\

it's crazy! i dunno wth i've become.. someone that dun wan to sleep even when i'm F-king tired.. waiting everyday starring at my laptop for wthello i also dunno.. starring to see is he's online ornt.. starring to see if he's home.. waiting for my damn phone to ring hoping it will be him.. gahhhhh! wat is so wrong?! >=( i cannot let myself get so crazy over him! slap me awake pls thanks.

one thing i dun like about alcohol is it makes me think alot alot alot more thn wat i should think of =\ sigh~ just heard some stuffs and i swear i dun feel good at all :( but anyway from the very beginning i noe i shouldnt even fall into this thing.. i noe perfectly well this is NOT right.. so i should be prepared for anything that comes after that.. well.. ya i'm prepared i guess =\ but does it have to be THIS painful? :( perhaps it's good to be directly straight in my face right deep into my heart thn i'll let go faster? oh well.. succeeded thn =\ sigh~ all the waits.. all the i-dun-dare-to-sleep nights.. all the i-miss-you nights.. all the hanging on yet holding back nights.. guess i have to put it to an end before i reali becomes a zombie.. guess i have to lock myself up again to wake my bloody self up again.. i'm stupid am i? ha~ oh well.. life goes on :) dun ask me if u're confuse reading this because i myself am flooded with too much thots and am sprouting rubbish here i guess.. oh well.. gd nite..

enough tears shed..
enough confused thots..
enough of me being a idiot..
jiayou :)

omg la.. recently i tink i'm having emotional break downs T.T came across this video in facebook.. it's about relationship as well.. but not BGR.. it's more of a relationship between a dad and a daughter.. i hated my dad.. and i believe it takes a miracle for me to forgive him.. but i teared so badly when i heard this song and watch the vid.. sigh~ i too wish my dad could be the one who pass me to my husband in the future.. sigh~ i miss those days when i still have a perfect home :( oh well.. here's the vid and lyrics..



Daddy, You can let go now - Crystal shawanda

Wind blowing on my face
Sidewalk flying beneath my bike
A five year olds first taste
Of what freedom's really like
He was running right beside me
His hand holding on the seat
I took a deep breath and hollered
As I headed for the street

"You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go"

I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one I've been a daughter
To one I soon would be a wife
When the preacher asked
"Who gives this woman?"
Daddy's eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
'Til I whispered in his ear:

"You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Oh I think I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still feels a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go"

It was killing me
To see the strongest man I ever knew
Wasting away to nothing in that hospital room
"You know he's only hanging on for you"
That's what the night nurse said
My voice and heart were breaking
As I crawled up in his bed and said:

You can let go now daddy
You can let go
Your little girl is ready to do this on my own
Its gonna be a little bit scary
But I want you to know
I'll be okay now daddy
You can let go
You can let go

i wish to forgive..

got this wonderful link on facebook.. it's a song i wanna share here.. truly touched my heart and cried like nobody's business T.T guess this is a true story.. the story's below, i'll translate it in english too :) too wonderful T.T



Lyrics - 最后一次 (Last time) the "last" here means final.. not the past ok

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
Before i close my eyes for the last time
我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
In your arms, cant bear to give up
心里有千万语还没说给你听
Millions of words in my heart, unsaid to you
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
I use all my strength, doesnt wish to close my eyes
这次告别就不能再相遇
After this goodbye, never will we meet again
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
I cant be with you any longer, but do not forget
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised you'll continue leading your life..

先走了 去了好远的地方
I'd leave first, to a faraway place
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
No longer can i watch the sunrise with you, cant wait for daybreak
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
All the memories, erased, but it's not easy
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
Life and death are destined, don't be too sad
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
Before i close my eyes for the last time
我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
In your arms, cant bear to give up
心里有千万语还没说给你听
Millions of words in my heart, unsaid to you
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
I use all my strength, doesnt wish to close my eyes
这次告别就不能再相遇
After this goodbye, never will we meet again
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
I cant be with you any longer, but do not forget
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised you'll continue leading your life..

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
Before i close my eyes for the last time
我想对你说我爱你
I wish to tell you I love you
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
In your arms, cant bear to give up
心里有千万语还没说给你听
Millions of words in my heart, unsaid to you
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
I use all my strength, doesnt wish to close my eyes
这次告别就不能再相遇
After this goodbye, never will we meet again
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
I cant be with you any longer, but do not forget
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You promised you'll continue leading your life..
我 永远 爱你。
I'd love you forever..


关于【lavigne 最后一次】背后故事 The Story Behind this song~

有一对感情非常好的小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚

正当高三开学不久
学校体检
检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰

就像宝宝皮肤一样
最后会因为皮肤太嫰
承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂

虽然不能医治
但那个男孩和双方家长
都要求那个女孩住院
就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点

当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候
那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的
不再把自己关在病房里不见人
而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落
也就在那时她开始写日记
努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间

当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候
女孩才发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事
那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩
荆莿鸟的绝唱

若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就找朋友帮忙语录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩
喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血
但都坚持要自己唱

当U盘出来之后
那个女孩竟然要求安乐死
还说一开始就打算这么做
而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着
还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话
手术关灯熄灭之后
那个男孩出来
那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩
那个男孩听完之后
和他妈妈说
女孩最后对他说的是：
在也不要看日出了

不过我不怕
因为是你陪着我睡着......
我爱你

因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了
所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩

2008年年头
那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候
失足堕山
被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片里面
朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨

有人说是
当时这个女生得了重病
这首歌是要给她男朋友

也有人说是
这首歌是讲述那女孩子被抛弃
在自杀前写的一首歌

也有人说是
那女生得了癌症
因为她的男友喜欢听歌和创作
在他走之前想写下一首歌
让他男友留念

也有人说是
他和他的男友很相爱
可是不幸男的生了重病
然后那位女的变写了这首歌给他
过后写了之后男的去世了
女的也跟着自杀

不过唯一能肯定的是
那女孩真的去世了


There's a very loving couple, whose both parents are very satisfied with one another, they're preparing to get married after graduating from university.

During the body check up in their 3rd year of studying, they found out that there's the girl had unusal amount of protein in her blood. She than went to the hospital for a check up and she was found suffering from a rare genetic disease - stealth skin. Her skin will slowly become very tender as the severity of the disease got worst.

It'll be just like a baby's skin, but in the end it'll be too tender to be able to support the muscles and pressure of the blood vessels.

Thou it could not be cured, the boy and the families of both, wanted the girl to stay in the hospital to prolong her life.

When the doctor confirmed that the girl had only about 1year's lifespan left, the girl seem to throw all her fears away and stop locking herself up in the room. She spent every single day with the boy and the families, out for walk, looking at sun rise and sunsets. She started writing diary to record everyday she had that will eventually pass, every single moment.

Just when she was penning down one of the times when she went out with the guy, she realised that under that pen, mostly was about she and him. She realised the guy had already became a part of her, a part that she couldn't live without. So she decided to leave a gift for him - this song.

Few weeks passed, the melody and lyrics are all done. So she got her friends to help with the recording. At this point she was already very ill, to the extent whereby the skin on her throat will bleed everytime she uses too much strength on her throat. But she still insist to sing this song all by herself.

When the song was done, the girl requested to be put to sleep. She even said she had this in mind since the beginning. She too told the guy that she wants him to be with her til she falls asleep and she had something to say to the guy before she sleep.

After the lights of the surgery went off, the guy left the room. The mother of the girl passes the song to him and after hearing it, he told her mum that she said "Don't ever see the sunrise again. But i'm not afraid, because u're with me when i go to sleep.. i love you"

Because the girl loves to see sunrise, so the guy decided that he will go to everywhere he can to gift sunrise to her.

In the beginning of 2008, The guy died as he fell while goin up a mountain to take pictures of the sunrise. When he was discovered, his body had already decomposed. But in the picture that he took, still contains the warmth of the red sun.

There are many different stories regarding this song. but the only thing that can be confirmed is that the writer of this song, is dead.. and she died when she was 17..

LOL was dead boring here at work so was doin some of the quiz on fb and LOL this 2 made me smile =x pictures are edited to cover the mr someone =p



both also 88% but both are different application :D

attended jie's ROM at mono ytd awwwwwwww so sweet la~ XD i wanna get married! LOL =x it's my first time witnessing a ROM and it's a reali special one at mono ok! lol~ ppl goes ard asking one another "when ur turn?" and nabeis~ it's a insult to ask me when i'm not even attach can T.T saw a few old frens and omg all reali old liao x.x when i noe this bunch i was 18? lol~ wonder who's next for it lol~ ytd was a crazy nite at st james x.x rena n frens were at fly, jie and bunch also at fly but another table, haru they all at boiler, sii at powerhouse lol~ running ge tai~ xD didnt get drunk but ultra high.. ended up ran up to mono to hide with zenn they all lol =x am super super tired now~ bored at work so came to write nonsense here hehe~ after the ROM makes me wanna fall in love again~ lol! =x but i noe the timing's not right ba.. everyone's attach!! T.T me and angela are complainin bout being in the singles' club lol~! nvm i shall hold the status of the president in the club thn ~.~ ok blog again when i'm bored~

rahh~ i'm soooooooooo missing him now :S

i did a test on facebook and i seriously tink this is freaky it's almost 100% hit the bull's eye LOL~ except a few thou..

Dear Ryuiko Michya, The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows:

You are walking in the woods with Mr C. Mr C is the most important person in your life.
(i doubt he is the most important =.= it's just at the moment he is)

You see a rabbit. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
(LOL! i always dun see the urgent-ness of problems do i? =x i totally agree with this la!)

You stroke it´s head. with the animal? The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passively/aggressively)
(does this means i'm on the passive side? i'm gentle afterall aint i? muehehehe)

You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. It is a mid size cottage. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
(i'm not a greedy person ^^ but of cos i'd wanna lead a average life or slightly above average la)

Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? You answered no. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You´d prefer people not to drop by unannounced.
(this is just so true~ who disagree?! come talk to me *i'll bite*)

You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. Chairs and flowers on table are on and around the table. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
(so means im generally happy? since i got flowers?)

You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. The cup is made of glass. . The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with Mr C. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
(ERMMMMM~ not durable? LOL ok so it's best not to step in it ehh?)

You pick it up. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards Mr C.
(i pick him up?! wth?!)

fun! LOL~~~ if u wanna noe who's Mr C, ask me personally =p NOT everyone will get the answer thou lalala~

HELLO SINGAPORE!
wheeeeeee~ i'm back from my very first holiday trip without my family :D and this is the furthest i've ever been away from home~ let the pictures do the talking :D

ok this is just the plane's wing lol =x

and here we are! Korea's Incheon airport xD

You'll see this when you sit on the toilet bowl LOL

Incheon airport!

Their "7-11" :D

They reali sell things on the plane lol~

Sheraton Walkerhill~ this is where i spent my last 3nites at :D

Stylish room ehh? according to Coyl lol~

And this is my Vain spot =x this is defintiely before i put my "tools" on the tables LOL

HDB in korea! xD

Not much diff from singapore isnt it? but i swear the weather's best *love*

Their Subway station (MRT station)

Here comes the train xD

HAHAHA! FD4 in Korean LOL looks cute!

I never thot i'd ever be sitting on a subway in korea!

I truly salute to the koreans who can remember all the train routes x.x i get dizzy just by looking at it~

i've been seeing this bridge for almost everyday but i still dunno it's name lol~

it's pronounce as CHAM-SIL not JAM-SIL~

This pic is taken from a gallery whereby they feature all the famous artistes in Korea like TVXQ, Shinhwa, Rain etc etc~ and there's this interesting name LOL IKKO! HAHAHHAA! *shy*

one of the performance at Lotte world

i'm in dreamland

pardon me for the dark pictures as my camera flash isnt reali good and pardon me for blurred pics as my camera's focus also reali isnt TAT good ._.

me and stupid desmond

ok from here on, are very lousy quality pics~ i swear i wil get a camera if i travel next time :( but anyways these pics are taken on a ride which tells us the story of Sinbad~

ROARRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Lotte world :D

Hot-Air ballon rides!

nice view ehh? :D

My dream dream land! omg!! castle!!!

Pretty!!!!!!

This is wat i call DREAM-LAND!

camwhoring lol =x anyway this is NOT my shades =.= we're waiting to watch 4D show so that explains the classic shades ._.

i wanna ride this with my prince charming one day!!!! =x

the two trademarks of lotte world :D

Pupas of butterflies~

noisy cricket :D

disguting swimming crokroach ._.

walao~! not even a single english!

This is a hightech device! we were eating in a fastfood restaurant and this device will vibrate and beeps just like a phone/pager when your food is ready and thn u can collect it form the counter :D

nice streets! love these neon lighted streets **loves**

Prints on the roads lol~ i dun understand thou x.x

BBQ IS LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

sinful me! but YUMMY! xD

Korea's Bugis street xD

initially thot this is biscuit or some cracker and when i ate it, OMG it's sugar =.= it's darn sweet la!!!! and fattening T.T

ricecakes with super kawaii design! cant bear to eat it la x.x

sorry act cute =x

cheesecake =.= taste more like sponge cake

HIGH SI WO! w-inds. latest MV! my eyes got stuck on the tv =x

God, forgive me for making ur temple look like a haunted mansion T.T i promise i wil get a better camera next time ok? :(

By the road~~~ (like idiot la!)

press the button for service~ another high tech device ._.

a basket filled with potatoes~ SINFUL LA!!

i love korea cos squids are EVERYWHERE! XD grilled, dried, fried, BBq etc you name it they have it~ waalaa~

8 pieces of drumstick~ it's DRUMSTICK not DRUMLET~ for 2 of us only -______- and i ate 3 while that lousy desmond ate 1!!! dammit

this amount of food for just 2 person ._.

SQUID! **LOVES**

camwhore again =x

roadside stalls are sooooooooooo wonderful in foreign lands! and this beef hotdogs are SUPER SPICY LA! X.X

Yongin Everland! we had a hard time finding our way here =.= cab drivers for some unknown reason doesnt wanna come here x.x and lucky we took bus no. 5800 and YES! we're here! so anyone intending to go korea, remember~ to get to Yongin everland, take bus no.5800 or 1113 (without any other number at the back) from gangbyeon station ok :D

等到“生菇” (Hokkien) - wait til grow mushroom

tiny scorpions lol!

disgusting~

tuxedo yandao~ *they're soooooooo cute*

"i like to move it move it~"

awww~ so sweet **kiss kiss**

I'm a Big bad wolf! ahwooooooo! ehh sorry it's Fox =x

dumb croc i tink he got frozen~ he stayed at this position for donkey hours x.x

nice pose dude.. you're VERY flexible~

these birds are let loose n the room, and i went crazy x.x

this is wat i call B-E-A-U-T-Y

i doubt you can see wat's this~ but it's alot of butterflies flying ard :D

lion cubs are sooooooooo adorable i just wanna have one :(

donkey desmond! =x

peeping owl! caught on camera! LOLOLOL

yandao bo? :D

very very glutton monkies lol~

lion skull =\

dogs are always something that made me smileeeeeeee!

hahahaha! i see the way they walk i seriously cant hear but reali LAUGH-OUT-LOUD!

lazy sea lion~ glide his way thru LOL

poor squirrels are all caged up T.T

This is NOT a kangaroo~ it's a wallaby~

This IS a kangaroo :D

Guinea pigs! LOL shin's fave :D

Hophop bunnies bunnies hop!

This is the MOST adorable monkey i've ever ever seen! he's so tiny! and his cage is designed like a baby's cradle lol~ he's soooooooo playful xD

and this is another cutie~ he's not that playful but he love sucking his thumb! LOL

skunk!

i almost fainted while i saw this~ this is the cutest thing on earth!

Lion cub!!! super super tiny super super calm and super super cute!

he stayed calm even when the 2 baby fox are hyper running ard him playign catching LOL~

ultra hyper active baby fox x.x

here's a lazy one thou lol!

look carefully~ 2 sloth are hugged tgt hanging on the tree to sleep LOL~ best way of sleeping ;D

i thot this bird is fake til it's eyeball move ._.

european style are love~

this is a rotating house.. a very fascinating ride!

it feels like europe lol~

this is the craziest roller coaster =\ i didnt dare to take it.. it's maed from 100% WOOD and this is only HALF of it's whole track =\ my camera cant capture the whole thing~ so, imagine how dman scary it is =\

it's HALLOWEEN!

casper?

pumpkin king!

love this pic so much!

lousy camera :(

trademarks of Yongin everland :D

awwww~

Harry potter!

and it's BBQ again for our last dinner in Korea~ oh and desmond tio tok LOL~ at most it shud be bout 50k won but they charge us 90k won LOL =x

and it's chill out time at starlight lounge in the hotel located on the 16th floor :D

goodbye korea~

reach singapore at 9.20pm and overall i'm very happy with the trip :D thanks desmond for the sponsorship lol :D and i felt reali lost when we couldnt speak korean LOL~ well it's a good experience thou, very very fun :D and i tink the ppl there seriously tinks i'm a japanese LOL~ 99% of them speaks jap to me x.x which created more ? in my brain LOl~ but oh well, it's fun! xD ok and here's a list of wat i've bought :)

hahah! bought this cat ears hair clip for halloween! wheeeeeee~

gifts for some ppl :D

these are freegifts they give out when we purchase things lol~ VERY generous x.x

cute lighters lol~

and ta-da~ finally somethings for myself~ a whole set of make up! lol =x

this i heard is a famous cream in korea, BB cream~ til now it isnt tat bad and works very well as a make up base :)

my pretty pretty foundation :D

oh and souvenirs? lol~ 2 boarding pass, a casino chip, a Korea Ezlink, a ticket to Lotte world and shuttle bus schedule from the hotel LOL~ ya la call me a garang guni~ i dun care =p ok now holiday's over and i gotta get ready for my job in the casino ^^ pray hard for me! and thank god for this wonderful journey i have and safety of me~ once again thanks desmond!