alrite juz gotten my bloggy done :D nice??? for me i LOVE it~ i never dun love my work do i? lol =X anyway inspiration's from chao ge's liang zhi lian ren.. lyrics' on the front page.. nice? dun understand? ask me for translation :D ok i was busy with my bloggy and busy studying fo UT tml.. *pls let me pass with a B or A* i might have a chance of reviving myself from the dead lol =X today the math faci F-king good siak! ok nvm shall wait til my results are out thn i see he relai that gd ornt =X guess i gotta run! i haven bathe yet! SHIT! gd nite!

for some funny reason my computer cant seem to access blogger's webby! =\ so i cant reali update my blog recently.. to my loyal readers, pls be patient.. *keke faint ba* stil can tag thou.. but dun spam.. thank you very much :D

was doin abit of shoppin online for my "personal area" in my room's new look.. saw afew things that's not bad.. but couldnt find wat i reali wanted -.- so here's a few things i MIGHT consider ar..

this bloddy chair is wat i reali wan.. but the asshole pricing is mad.. so i decided on another chair that i came across.. look out for it below..



this light seems cool :D but i dun tink it's my theme anyway.. wil get another f\lamp from bugis or the lava lamp i sae at jurong point.



am considering using this as one of the storage for me lol~ but not sure yet cos i might wan a ermmm "drawer" instead.. i dun reali noe wat is it called but something like a drawer..



TADA~ the one thing that has a possibility of 99.999...% of me getting my hands on it :D nice?



while flipping thru ikea's webby, i saw this! my best fren!! lol =X baby gt this snake at his place.. i wanted a pink one ok there isnt =(



this is a damn cool thingy~ it;s something like wallpaper but u can do it anyway u like!! they do personalise designs as well! but the pricing abit ERMMMMM~ =X so i decided to do it myself :D well i'm a DIY fanatic! XD here's 2 design i like and MIGHT use =X

ok i'm super tired after dance and a day of sch.. so am gonna post pics instead of words :D

dinner on sat nite.. the ultra beautiful and ultra spicy steak me and baby prepared -.-





dinner on sun nite.. the ultra creamy pasta invented by baby! lol cheesy sunday :D





ok i was late for UT today so i flew down in this funny cab -.- looks like maxi cab but not.. normal pricing and it's damn comfy!!!





i noe out of these 3 pics i took NONE of them show how big it is -.- i tried to take pic of it but i shy lol =X



i gotta admit HP with editing image function are FUN XD here are some pics i played with using my phone :D







he made me angry on that day so errrr hehehe~ =X



i had no more pics to play with so.. hehe~



i swear if he get me to eat more green apple, this wil happen -.-



DANCE COMPS!!!!! CHECK THEM OUT!!!





http://www.dbl-o.com/jimbeam

and something not nice happen to me today during chingay rehearsal.. the mr P sucks! he's juz out to tekan lush la.. watever~ in short, he embarassed me and emi infront of all the performer.. after few min, he embarassed hakim infront of everyone again.. and at the end of the day he juz wanna embarrassed the whole of LUSH so he gave yn-concered comments saying we're weak yada yada~

but hello juz for ur info mr P, we didnt give our 100% today.. and oh did i say we onli gav elike 10%?? dun under estimate us before we screw ur day i swear.. wanna noe more about wat happen? tml i'll blog IF i'm free =X i'm damn lazy now gonna slp le.. gd nite!

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WAIT!!!!!!! i was suddenly DANG awak by this webby that was emailed to me.. i wanna kill myself! X( it's on v.day pressie.. and for no reason i receive it! argh! it's all about me-to-you bear! fark! check this webby out..

http://www.cbgonlinestore.com/shop.php?action=moreInfo&tab=CBG%20Store&brand=&criterion=id&category=133&keyword=&date=&status=ac&order=

this is what i'm gonna die get for myself! i DON"T CARE!!!!! grrrrrr!!!! shit la i wan die.. and it's 152bucks plus shiping =( and there's stil another one is gift set got mug, 1 me-to-you bear, bhobolate and alot la~ that one cheaper.. but abit stupid la.. i stil wan my watch! limited ed u noe?!?!?! and i need a watch now! argh i'm goin mad!!! preview of the watch and the gift set..

here's the gift set..











and here's the BIG BOSS!!!

was kinda goin thru al my super old post and suddenly alot of things came back to my memories.. haha~ i guess keeping a diary is good for memories refreshing =) went al the way back from my very first post til now.. baby's sleeping so i'm bored and here i am reading and bloggin.. cant help but tink that i've grown a whole lot =) in the past, i'm easily hurt, holding every r/s too tighly ended up getting wounds in the heart..

teared myself to slp countless times and getting emo over lotsa nonsensical things *they werent nonsensical to me in the past* and of cos i cant imagine how my way of bloggin change so much! lol!!! honestly.. go thru my older post and i reali mean OLDER post.. judge it urself.. when i was emo, reali is emo til can be a famous poet lol~ but now ar.. emo also rahh here boo there juz go goo goo ga ga -.- but it's a gd thing thou at least i'm much more a cheerful person who always look on the brighter sides =)

and lol! i cant imagine i can write beautiful post too! i actually came across a post whereby i wrote a "story" of how me and errrr one of my ex met and got tgt.. haha! remove the names la.. and it'll be a beautiful piece of work that can be recorded in the book of love =X ok this shows that my english has gone from bad to worst =\ and walao! ic ant imagine i've ever accidentally be a 3rd party sia! tmd! X( i swear it was accident! @#$%^&*

and f cos other thn love, memories of frens were al back too~ had a post on how much i'm missing my frens in my life at that time.. clovers, stellarnines, UAn seasoned artistes and so many more.. juz a supper with them and i'm damn happy.. and despite how tired i was i'll drag my feet there to meet hem =) alrite i stil miss them alot.. the other day was talk with sii bout CNY and we were al wondering wil we be able to all meet up once again =\ sighs.. i wish..

i'm missin every single one of my frens now.. sigh.. why do we ave to grow up? why are there separations? i wish there isnt =( and definitely i wont ever wanna imagine baby leaving me =\ ya i noe i blog bbout this in every r/s that i'm in but serious i mean wat i say.. baby plays a big part in my life now.. my weekends are dedicated to him and of cos my heart is his.. so dear god.. dun separate us PLEASE *pouts* i just wish everyone back in my life *frens i mean* sigh.. my once so happy festive spent with everyone of them.. my once so happy days and nites spent with al the UAN peeps..

was reading a post on the F-up jeremiah =X i dun care la~ and wahh if he never appear, i swear al the UAN artistes now stil training hard on our dreams lo! FUCKER! i miss those days whereby the drama peeps wil be in theaterette, singers wil be at the 5th lvl dance floor and us dancers wil be at mezzanine.. all of us doin our shits and gathers at avalon cafe for a jumbo hotdog with cheese and smoothie.. slacking on the sofa and 6 of us trying to squeeze our butt on a tiny sofa as it's darn comfortable..

at times, joel wil play the piano or guitar to entertain us and joseph too.. bryant wil be bugged by me to play those classicals on the piano and to teach me flight of the bumble bee by mak sim.. awww~ i miss those days.. and of cos cant be forgotten the aroma of the jumbo hotdog once we step out of mezzanine.. heavenly~ and times when we dance til nos trength, our legs wobble as we walk down the stairs from mezzanine.. tiring days i have but fun-filled..

everyday dancing from like 6pm til last train.. noon time wil be my sleeping hours or at times town with clovers.. or even movies with stellarnines.. omg i'm seriously missing those days.. =( sorry kinda gettin a lil bit emo here haha~ not tat bad juz missing the past =) hopefully things wil turn out fine between me and my frens real soon as in hopefully some magic happens and POOF we're all tgt again XD crazy dreams haha~

i guess i'll stop reminiscing the past and get my arse to bed before i lost my slp again tonite~ lol! btw, LIVERPOOL PAID ME 8BUCKS JUST TO BE WITH BABY AND WATCH THEM PLAY! XD lol ~ ya i bet on liverpool with baby and i won 8bucks :D small bet la.. keke! but realis ia exciting til my heart wan jump out liao =X anyway i saw bernice on the newpaper! lol =X of cos.. about liverpool.. ok she's gerrard's BIG fan -.-

tml wil be rotting day at baby's place thn head home to study for the bloody COCKnitive test on monday *fuck the faci and fuck the module!* cb~ pray i'll get a B arbo sure die.. i'm gonna study hard for this last test of COCKnitive and sleep early tml and wake up fresh on monday make sure i wont late so i got time to copy and paste my ans in! bloody hell~ lucky monday is enterprise lesson YAY! lesson wil end by 2.30pm! hahaha~ might go shop with brenda and lifeng.. whee! XD chinatown haha! special huh~ ok reali gtg.. gdbyes =)

The beautiful sky i saw at jurong east MRT station while on my way ot baby's place :D



baby and me at TF4! :D but why my eyes so small?!?!?! X(



in MoS toilet lol~

TF4 was nice =) i got ultra tipsy before i even step onto the dance floor *how nice* -.- baby and frens open 2 bot of martell *tat explains why i'm ultra tipsy* met alot of new frens there.. cant remember all but can list a few out stil.. ppl like dk (crazy fellow that gays with my bf), kate (super pretty and hot yet nice girl and i swear she look just like the other kate!!), cass (the girl whom i always see on WG yet nv talk lol), yifan (i forgot we got talk before ornt but it seem like he noe me!), yisi (the girl whom i tink is very sporty), darwin's fren whose name i forgot =X and blah blah~

and of cos frens of mine were there.. darwin, justin, nigel, mitchell, dinnie (the classmate gang), ben aka psyk (he was shock by the way i dress lol!!!), park, andy, zhenwei, xiang (they were overshock to my new look! lollollol), joey, xian, xiong, peiyuan (my sec sch gang), and i cant remember who else.. oh! lifeng of cos was with me the whole nite :D

kinda showed her ard abit.. didnt have the chance to bring her to smoove and al the rooms like pure blahh blah~ brought her into vip room but she kinda dun like it.. i too didnt like the atmosphere too much inside vip room ytd.. =\ was kinda "new" there.. no idea why.. like everyone i dunno one sia =\ oh and of cos saw ash inside the vip room.. haha~ dharni as well was at mos :D just kinda remember that RF was there and hakim from EG too! lol~ he's dearie's classmate! my god! small world..

was kinda fun la.. juz drink drink and drink lol! but felt kinda guilty cos i ask darwin they al go end up they like didnt get to enjoy much =\ hopefully they did enjoy at least abit ba.. i vomitted in the toilet *SHIOK* i wasnt like super drunk yet i vommited lol! first time sia~ thn me, kate and feng became nanny of the nite by helping another 2 girls cos they were like GONE~ lol =X

baby say i kpo =( but aiya can help jiu help lo rite? i last time also got helped by other dtrangers ma so now i wanna be a nice person whenever i can :D we left there like ard 4am i tink.. back home ZzZzZz like there's no tml lol! today, feng called me to go sch but i was so tired thn i slept til bout 4pm.. baby continued slping as he went back camp to report sick this morning and something very fucked up happened.. wont wanna say much but stil i must say she's a bitch! reali is fuck til cannot fuck! old virgin no on ewan! curse her fall down the drain and break her leg ar! better stil paralyse! and she wont die cos she must suffer! BITCH! X(

ok enough i guess.. i'm hungryyyyy~ waiting for baby to wake up thn dinner thn back home :D am aving craves for ajisen again =X SHIT~ wanna eatttttttt~ wil post pics tonite! gdbye

bahh~ say goodbye to my qiao qiao hair =( i itchy backside went for rebonding today.. ok the result wasnt that bad but i stil prefer my qiao qiao hair =( maybe i no longer love those straight, no life hair le ba.. lifeng did perming!! NICE SIA! waliew i'm so jealous la! i swear i'm gonna keep LONG hair and go perm! X( hopefully by my bday can perm! XD

i wanna get something like this..




ok stop dreaming! *smacks* and here's few of the pics la.. siansation.. enjoys..

our first month~ XD




DJ shafiz!!! lol~ bored in class la~


say goodbye to my QQ hair =( *wat is sihui doin behind?!*


hurhur~


da chang jin~~~


ahaha!


SEE! so flat!!! OMG X(


the irritating fringe is being punish by me! X(


liddat better rite????

hehs~ am very bored so here i am to post this..

ok i overslept for performance today =\ sians! wasnt in a very gd state of mind so didnt go for chingay practise as well =\ shit la! 2 weeks liao.. DIE X( but anyway.. went out with baby to westmall and thn to JP.. juz a very short meet up, dinner shop ard.. gotten a new mascara :D fasio one.. but thn i realise i got the wrong colour -.- but lucky stil black.. i wanted the new one pearly black with shimmer one.. sian!

but nvm la.. can use can liao lol~ if this is gd ar i tink i wil get the pearly one :D and gotten my liquid eyeliner as well cos mine's finishing =\ and yes! baby pay for them! XD so nice~~~ mwah! anyway i was surfing on fasio's webby and i realise i love the make ups they have!! and best is they're from tokyo.. a asian country.. asian country usually produce the right make up for us asians :D and tokyo!!! i mean japs are usually known as small eyes ppl -.- which i am one of them too! kns~

but who says small eyes cant be pretty! look at linda liao~ she's darn pretty ok!!

and of cos not forgettin elva!

but i stil tink linda's my queen =X ok enuff nonsense.. i tink i'm darn bored now =\ guess wil catch some pokemon ba since nothing to do =) after that wil KO off to the mango tree in my dreamland XD tml gotta settle the TF tix and meetin sii for laksa!! XD whee~ ok i'm very sinful for eating so much =X i wil jian fei one!!!! BLEAHH~ gdbyes.. btw i've link the fasio webby up.. check them out when free ba =)

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! XD

ok i'm gonna keep it as short as possible cos this is the 2nd time i'm writing this post!!! X( my window got some unknown prob and the previous one i type and was uploading LOTS of pics CLOSE!!! dammit! ok nvm back to blogging..

tml's me and baby's 1st month! XD sadly we cant spend it tgt on the actual day so we spend it today =) was a simple and nice day nothing special yet felt there's something special lol~ ok nvm MAD~ reali had fun ytd nite at his place.. enjoyed the fight lol =X was crazy whole nite til today haha~ but reali.. squeezin on a small bed is much better thn sleeping alone on a big bed.. that onli applies when u're with ur love one isnt it ;)

went back home to change and thn had our lunch-ner at new york pizza nearby my place.. had some cam-whoring period hehe~ wil post them tml since i'm DARN tired posting pics here -.- dame my lappie! argh~ thn we head on to city hall to get baby's mousey and thn to PS for movie school of scoundrel.. nice show thou baby fell asleep like 50% of the show *as usual* =X thn we juz jalan jalan around lo~

oh ya! there's like ALOT of things i wanna get and trust me.. they're NOT cheap =\ got my eyes on 3adidas jacket =X might reduce to 2 ba =( thn 1 guess handbag *f*ckingly in love with it!!* and a guess watch *might depend on cashflow whether to buy it ornt* lol~ sad case ehh? =( but nvm la.. these are all "wants" not "needs" =) stay contented :D ok there's something i wanna rant about.. pardon me for that yea?

i realise.. there's LOTSA bitches and bastards are in love with my mr mango !#^@&#*( but one particular one i'm very pissed with *have no reason why so dun ask me* this is what she wrote on her blog.. which made me start to wonder is my english outdated or does her english sucks? "But it is nice seeing him making out with his girlfriend though. =) Sour grapes!" WTFWTFWTF?!?!?! making out?! HELLO~~ my heartbeat almost stop upon seeing this! WTF?! what she means sia?! jiuming!

and this part.. "I think i am nursing a crush on him at first sight! He looks a little of edison chen and daniel Wu! His name is Floyd. Gawd.. I am going gaga!!!" love at first sight?!?!?!?! OMG~ for heaven's sake u guys haven even met yet!!! *faint* i reali am starting to ponder that her english got some problem there =\ and can someone fall in love and go gaga over someone u haven even met? wat a slut! CHEAPO! and edison and daniel?! lol~ i cant stop laughing after i saw this =X i'm sorry but i turn bitch when it comes to such things.. i have my rights as a gf right? i wont complain to him cos i noe it's not his fault for anythin.. i juz wanna rant and rant.. lalala~ i'm a bitch XP oh and of cos i dun blame him for anything nor angry with him :D am stil happily lovin him XD

which part of the both celeb does my darling look like TELL ME!!!! X( indeed they're handsome but i'm sorry not my type.. thn how come i fall for my baby since i dun like this type of guys which miss bitchy categorize them tgt???

i can be REAL nice as a fren or even as a stranger.. but when i turn nasty i'm sorry but please be prepared for the worst.. :D she's juz some bloody underaged bitch that's fucking stuck up la! dun believe me? read her blog! ask me for it! kaos~ initially thot she's alrite.. neutral.. but somehow i trust my instict after reading her blog! and trust my bf to say "u got a fierce competitor!" WTF?! competitor?!?!?! i cant even stand the sight of her la! his taste got so bad?! *OMFG*

ya indeed she has LONGGGG hair, white skin, "nice" eyes, skinny.. why i say "nice"? cos it's NOT nice at all!!!! bloody hell~! fake lashes! single eyelid! who noes? she might have gone thru like 874658726582467529 times plastic surgery! omg! i rather kill myself thn to admit she's a COMPETITOR! a big FUCK YOU __!! argh gross~ cant be bothered la! juz dun bloody poke her nose into our lives.. the more i tink the more i wanna kill myself~ ARGH!

ok nvm~ up to him if he tinks she 's pretty.. i dun fucking wanna give a damn.. i tink my dabian's prettier.. like i say i'm a bitch for now.. thanks for forgiving.. here's a few pics which i definitely tink wil make my nite nicer juz by look rather thn thinking.. wait.. if u tink i'm being super affected by it.. YES i am.. but another thing is i cant be bothered because it's juz another bimbo~

ok sorry for this 2 pics as i snap them on train.. and i initially didnt wanna post it up but i reali cant stand minnas trying to call other ppl who look much more decent "minna" and keep bitchin bout them and yet behaving like as if the whole train's theirs!

i like this mousey!!! XD so cute~~~~~~~

can u believe that this small packet of gummies and marshmellows cost me 5bucks?!?!! @^&*#@#$%^&

this pic were taken on the day my lappie went bonker in sch -.- see how bored i am? taking pics of my boring duties as my lappie's down this is lifeng's hand btw.. lol my first duty : blog!

duty 2 : hold the mousey for ken as his lappie was damn lag that day and we need to scroll some shit over like some 5digits excel sheets @_@

see! the crazy longgggggggg sheet ZzzzzzZzzZzZZZZzzzzzzz

duty 3 : snap pics of idiots-wanna-be in my class LIFENG!!! =X

duty 4 : cam whoring!!!

here's pics for x'mas :D firstly is my pressie for baby :D

this is a crazy shit! 600+bucks wine/beer *we dunno wat is it lol* thanks to sze wei :D

juz this kills us! lol =X

my botak! i love it! XD

ahahahahaha~

my botak's angle of photography -.-

hehhs~

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNI! XD done by my baby.. nice?!?! muehehe better say yes!

loving u now and always XD mwaaaaahhhhhhhhh~