alrite a little update here since today's my wonderful off day and i'm waiting for my nails to be dried :) hmm tink i'll start with the good news first? tsk~ firstly, on the 10 march 2010, i've gotten myself a new audi cpl who'll appreciate my time and wont MIA from me ._. anyway i've also learnt not to take virtual world too seriously too :) but i have to admit i stil couldnt forget c4u =\ well no matter wat it's 2 bloody yrs! even longer thn my real life longest r/s ._. blah anyway it's over :)

another thing is on the very same day, i've found my new love, baby kiera *shy* to those who dunno, he's my fellow colleague at work whom i noe before the orientation hehe. it's amusing when both ur bf and u are dealers LOL! 80% of our topic is bout work, 10% is on movies and another 10% is on random stuffs ._. interesting r/s ehh? never like any of the ones i've experienced LOL~ well not as lovey dovey, not as overly sweet and passionate as any other r/s but stability is wat i'm looking at now :) i wan a long term stable bf not a short termed, passionate and suddenly gone bf.. of cos i hope he'll be the one :)

training have almost come to an end for blackjack and i'm starting on baccarat once my assesment which is this week ends =\ pls pray for me X( am very anxious over it =\ everythin's good at training and this is seriously the most fun job i ever had :D have alot of good frens and am enjoying every moment. but one thing ar, i tink i'm seriously falling sick soon x.x been having flu for past 2 days and sore throat for bout a week.. feeling very slpy and energy-less at work which i never ever had felt before ever since training start. felt very drained and i dunno why x.x

ok last but not least.. the bad news =\ i wished i dun have to mention this in my blog but oh well.. my dearest fren Annie from my sec sch, passed away on 11 march 2010. it was overly sudden for all of us to take it. she MIA-ed for 1 or 2 yrs and suddenly we got a call saying she's gone. it was due to bone cancer (i dunno the proper name for it) she had been having symptoms of it since sec sch. but all doc said nth was found out til 2009 when she was alr in stage 3 of bone cancer. i'm not very sure of the story but all i noe is.. Annie was one of my best friend in sec sch since sec 1. we were both in netball and went thru terrible trainings tgt. while chatting with shiqi and zhenyun bout our netball training 10yrs ago, it was heartwrenching when the flashbacks occurs :( it felt terrible looking at her photo and offering josssticks to our dearest fren. all of us haven met for quite awhile and yet we've gathered over this.. it reali sucks. tears filled our eyes and i believe all our hearts were broken. it's very very painful to see a fren gone. someone whom we've known for 10 yrs. when her mum told us how she behave during her last few days, it breaks our heart even further but we were not allowed to cry. her mum is VERY strong and in return she consoled us. lol~ i reali look up to her wonderful mum. very very strong woman. her mum's wish is that we'll celebrate Annie's bday on 27 may for her at mandai. so i guess we'll be there ba. i seriously dunno how to sing happy birthday happily that day =\ but i'll try my best. for my best fren for my frens. reali felt that we shud cherish every single soul that's ard us now be it ur frens, love ones, family or even enemies. it's all precious gifts from god. dun wait til it's too late..

p/s: i waited too long.. annie mentioned "meet up soon" bout few months ago and i didnt take it seriously.. draggin and draggin.. now this meet up wil never be fulfilled. regrets lingered in my heart.. always..

May the Blessings of God be with you and ur family..
In Loving Memory..
Annie Lim Pei Xian

boo!it's been bout a week since my training at MBS started and i swear everythin is SO FUN!!! xD i'm in team 54 and my trainer's myla (idk how to spell) and ricky :D both very nice and i tink ricky cannot tahan my nonsense LOL he's slowly becoming as nonsensical as me :x til now we've learnt bout chips and a tiny bit on cards and i'm alr having terribly cramped hands :( my left pinky got a tiny blister thanks to riffling of cards and mid finger joints got blueblack on both side thanks to chips :( but time passes fasta nd it's fun working there :D today's my off day and wanted to sort some notes for everyone but ended up i couldnt compile much of it so gave up :x and i audi and dota whole day :x hehehe~ 1 whole week nv game fr 24hr today game le very shiok :x and i got my new cpl alr ;luv mr OGA aka tiko tsktsk~ hopefully this time wont have any hiccups ba ._. hmm wat else to update.. actually nth much recently just the training part ba. wil go into more details if i got more time :D goin dota now! wheee <3