Happy 1st Month~

it was indeed a happy first month to us (: dar gave me a nice "presentation" of the gift ^^ he lied that he woke up at 4plus X( but he actually woke up earlier! lol~ rahhhh~ thn he made some noises to hint me to open the door for him.. when i went out i saw this..



on a closer look.. it's..


and ta-da.. this is the gift from him on our dearest 1st month anni XD


nice rite!!! XD so sweet of him!*loves* and the missing piece is....
ME! hehehe =x
poor dardar slept for only 10 pathetic minutes that night before just to complete this T.T
we than went to town for dinner and movie [alvin and the chipmunks] <- VERY NICE!!!
wanted to spend the special day together alone but erm.. ended up meeting gorgor they al movie together.. well but at least we spent the day together and had a nice dinner at pepper lunch ^^


the pretty view of orchard nearing christmas ^^
it felt good just standing there in your arms even thou nothing much was going on (:


that's how we spend our nice sweet first month ^^


Happy 1st month anniversary my love.. *muackies*


may many more months to come..
may this last til the end of time..
i love you..

i wan to commit suicide after coming to this webby X(

http://www.metoyou.com/index.php?action=Product&categoryId=232

RAHH~
i've always wanted somethings about tatty that's more useful unlike the teddy bears.. and now i see it but i cant get it T_T *bangwalldie*

Attention Santa~!!

woots christmas is here again XD cant help but to think of my annual christmas wishlist once again =x so those who thinks are my very nice nice frens.. keep a lookout here ya? =x and if u could leave a list somewhere and let me noe ^^ to help me save my headaches from shopping for gifts XD


Dear Santa..

1.A bag that i can stick to for LONG =x best is i can put my lappie n jacket in so i can bring to sch

2.My fave brown flowery tube dress which i last saw in march 07' at fareast

3.The adidas "I love japan" jacket

4.A nice slipper so i wont slip and fall

5.The super nice and big tatty bear that cost 400bucks =x

6.2 more pairs of new jeans a light coloured one and a black one

7.A few more top for my wardrobe be it tee or sleeveless i juz want more casual wear X(

8.A new nice and easy maintain hairstyle

9.A happy and merry christmas for al my families and friends ^^

10.A happy and merry christmas for me and my dearest love


i aint asking for too much am i?? =x santa santa~ juz ans a few of my wishes above and i'll be very thankful to you XD anyway am very looking forward to christmas once again XD my christmas was always gd.. may this year be gd too (: with my love entering my life, i believe everything wil be prettier thn the past few yrs (: even thou i am not able to have christmas feast with the 3 of them again (the clover that never dies), i stil wishes them a merry christmas form the bottom of my heart..

merry christmas to you

My dad?? more like a asshole!

i have such a asshole father! f*cking hell.. can i ask u where got ppl side outsiders rather thn own family one?! a slave for money! prideless bastard that tries to save some face for himself! *PUI* that asshole gave me a good nagging session like 5min ago. and seriously, i've never ever felt so @#$%^#@#$%^& before! X( how can there be ppl that contradicts themselves SO DAMN WELL one??? pls tell me what on earth is he thinking. or rather.. are u sure he is reali 55years olds? more like 5yrs old hao ma~~~

this is wat he juz nagged at me..
see for yourself how nonsensical it is ok..

"i never ever think for myself.. al i think and care for is you.. if i care for myself my life would be much easier"

so is he trying to hint something? HA~

"i'm not rich.. even if i have no money with me i'll borrow and give it to u.. i'm always worry that you got no money to spend"

ISIT?!?!?! next thing i see is a brand new sony ericsson HP he's holding ^^ and IF that reali is the case, why the fuck am i stil so poor now??? i dun anyhow spend my money if u noe me well..

"why you always seems so bo chap about the family?!"

you think there's anything i can do??? FYI~ i'm not even of a legal age to decide what's gonna happen to my house! and btw, other thn my mum, i got no more family ^^

"the electrical bills are so high! can u save?!"

so u expect me to quit sch and work full time?! FYI~ this asshole dun even allow me to work PART TIME!!! when i work he stopped me, when i dun work he nag me.. WTF?! and why are the bills high? it's basically the fuck up tenants that on the light for 24/7!

"you think if you go rent a room outside, you can have all these freedom? u can bring ur frens up ur place? u can on the lights 24/7?"

i shoot him back saying that's wat the tenants are doin now.. he said the following..

"i dun care.. if without them, we wont even have the money to pay our electrical bills!"

WTF?! of cos they have to pay AT LEAST the amount for the electrical bills la! they wash clothes like 4 - 5 times a day, bath for like an hour, dun turn off the heater and lights! he sides them cos they PAY~ pathetic prideless ass~

"i just want you to study hard"

thn why the fuck are u nagging about everything else?!?!?!?! you tink my school work is too relax?

"which guy is your boyfriend? dun be a slut that sleep with every guy you know"

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF?! can someone murder him for this pls?! when on earth i'm someone like this?! ok maybe cos everytime there's alot of guy-friends at my place.. but stil it's not right for him to think that way rite?! if i were to slp with any guy i noe, at least i would have gone on 1 by 1 not all at once?!?! and the basic is to lock the door isnt it?! but my door is always not locked!

and after i seriously raised my voice and shouted back at him, he kept quiet and change topic immediately.. ta ma de~ he explained that he saw me n my dearie hugging to slp few days back.. SO?! it's juz a hug to slp.. does he see me hugging everyone else to slp?! and isnt it obvious enough that the guy i hugged is my bf?! *faint*

i seriously dun understand why i have a father like this.. i'm not a child i repeat.. NOT a child anymore! i'm fucking 20 yr old and i noe how to think for myself! havent i been thru enough to learn wat life is??? havent i pass by the lowest point of my life by myself?? omg~ i seriously cant stand him.. can he or me just die?! X( i wan nothing to do with this asshole.. totally NOTHING~

if you murder him i'll be grant you any wish you wanted X(
my dad is dead..
i'm only left with my mum since i last remember..

the longest post ^^

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i've updated my long long post XD