here's some other test that i did =) too bored bobian.. hehe..



this is on which anime princess i am.. but this i reali have no idea wth is a properprincess lol! me elegent?!?! no way! obedient?!?! no way! i do enjoy being one princess =) i like attention and spotlight no deny =) luxuries? who dun enjoy them? but i dun yearn for it as long as i can survive =) beauty?! no way.. haha =X

oooo i like the pisture of the eyey =X so nice! lol =X eye small = mysterious ar? =X no lei i trust everyone -.- eeyer this one sounds abit psychotic lei =\ enjoy playing mind games =\

adidas can? =Xwheee~ i love sports.. but not all =X

ahem ahem =) sensitive is gd?!?!?!?!! LOL! hannor! always kana heart broken =( *u better cherish me* =p

i'm pison! i got a blur heart1 X( *LAME* ppl love my attitude as well? =\ ok lo.. i'm great thn =X

romantic comedy! lo! my fave!!! XD

ok fine -.-

i am emotional and passionate man! lol =X

ma de.. stupid classmate send me a fucking disgustin email argh! fuck dun wanna say it anymore X( GROSS! ok brought home a few more orh chei (blue black) =( sobsob.. went to HHIG juz now.. learnt KRUMPING (wrongly) and harlem shake (wrongly) -.- help! i need proper guidance!!!

hais.. sian.. and me n fil was rather blur with the choreo today.. at first couldnt get it.. but ok le la.. i tink is cos diff ppl diff style so we cant get used to diff styles ma =) it's like i can do VIP's dance so well.. i now can adapt to LUSH's and i'm learning gin's =) happily learning =)

deary surprised me today! he appeared at RP!!! omg lol! thot he's not coming.. i was at e3 practising with mint, thn suddenly she say "EH LARRY LEI!" i thot she disturbing me.. so i didnt care.. thn one part the dance muz turn so i turn and BOOM i saw him lol!

so happy XD but he seems not very happy =( well.. after al the "not happy" things this morning.. hais.. *cheer up k deary =)* dance ends and thn NDP practise -.- very very tiring!!! i got big aunty ar! yet i'm shaking my ass away.. kaox.. but didnt prac alot..

after prac.. i slack awhiloe there thn go over to rpc find him le =) he's training the psc girls there.. and i saw inertia there as well haha =) was helping out tish with some stuffs thn helping yoyo with songs and teaching mell the steps for 8th july as well =) argh! matt forgot to bring my earring! rahh! MATT!!!!!! X( he fell today.. ahaha orbi =p

see deary like not feelin very well =( wanted to hug but thn .. ya.. ppl there.. erm.. ya.. haha =X but felt very very happy he came =) hehe.. *mwah* i dunno wat to blog le.. juz VERY HAPPY XD nites! p/s: fai is psychoing me not to go sch tml -.- and now me n matt is arguing about GPA lol! to see if we can skip anymore sch lol =X

ok go chat with deary le bleahh! nitessssssssss!

i'm so happy..
i'm so glad..
that i've got you..
i won't let u goooooo!
even if u chase me away.. i wil stay..
-cherish-
*loves*

kaos.. juz finished presentation.. ok today's situation in my team is SO DAMN COOL -.- my team member consists of me, faizal, shiyu, izumi and asilah.. at first i see this ytd.. i was like "orh ok la got fai and izumi can crap with me.. at least not so sian"

end up! today.. left me, fail and shiyu -.- izumi nv come.. asilah went home.. faintz! so i got this thing in my head "shit.. we're gonna be a 3man.. 2brain team -.-" haha! cos ya.. shiyu.. nvm him.. talk le i give up.. =X and YES it's true with the 3man 2 brain thingy..

me and fai work like mad today lol! reali is fully break sta in do our work lol! FIRST time sia! thn we also nv crap alot like usual.. is onli after we do thn we crap lol! but heng ar.. we can work reali well with one another so things got done smoothly =)

during presentation.. walao.. that shiyu reali wanna make me cry ar! X( he even read rfom slide also got prob! *FAINTFAINTFAINT* me n fai is like "wtf he doin?!?!?!" rahh! end up fai read for him also lol! bth! but thn ya.. today's lesson was fun =) me n fai was counting the number of times rachelle say "LOR" lol =X sorr rac.. didnt mean to laugh but reali cute!

i see someone present.. kaox.. reali turn me off like fuck! X( he whole day damn damn damn POR lor!!! kaox.. tryin to lick teacher's ASS! not boots.. is ASS! fuck sia! somemore like to shoot nonsensical questions and NOT accepting our counter back.. fuck man..

seeing his lan jiao face reali wanna juz slap him.. so knn er xin la.. teacher also let him por til fly high to sky liao.. kaox.. hate this kinda of situation... bleahh! look down on him!!! i shall get my grades accordin to my effort! HURMP!

juz heard about new media from T.. hurhur i wanna change course =((((( i dun reali noe wat my vourse is about man =\ but i wanna change to new media.. i tink i emil garnesh ask him about my course first thn see how ba.. i'm the pioneer batch so there's no one i can ask also =(

ok wil be back to edit my blog later =)

cramp cramp cramp! damn menses cramp to the max! X( i've been having the stupid menses cramp from the second i open my eyes til now! damn it! in another words i skip sch AGAIN! X( and everyone is asking me wat happen to me lol.. thanks for ur concern ppl =) even those not very close with me one came and ask "wah not coming sch again?! wat's wrong?" sweet rite!!! see i got nice classies =)

slacked whole day at home.. i'm rotting! -_- wanted to go esply.. thn end up bee not goin.. thn lester also not goin.. so i not goin le.. thn me n lester was chatting like damn long.. walao! he suddenly say "eh feel like eating durian.." LOL!!! madness! thn we started to crap aout durians.. thn end up i was damn tempted as well lol!

we set liao.. friday go geylang durian tgt lol! he say "let's eat every fruit there!" lol! sure dabian like mad after that.. =X but thn ya.. i wan it! start saving money this 2 days! whee~ stayed home watched video.. watched my beauty and the beast! nabei.. that show never failed to make me cry =( damn sweet la! bth! thn watched my al time fave lion king! SIMBA SO HANDSOME! XD

wanted to watch lion king 2 and lion king 3.. but thn got a bit sick of it ar lol =X i can memories every single lines in it le la -.- wah my tummy reali damn painful =( been eating and drinkin al warm stuff whole day.. but nothin seems to help =( and ate one stupid panadol for menstrual.. also aint working.. hurhur! =(

later eat 2 more.. hopefully tml wake up ok le.. =( wah this reminds me of gary's mom's xian dan.. lol! last time remember i was at his place suddenly cramp thn his mom gave me one pill.. wahh! reali zai! imagine at first i was sweating in pain.. rolling on the bed wanting to juz die.. and gary's damn lost.. dunno wat to do.. and i was crying.. lol!

thn his mom came home.. wah! suddenly got the "my savior!!" feeling =X thn his mom scolded him stupid ahahaha =X thn the mom gave me one very tiny white pill.. and i eat le i ZzZz immediately lol! thn wake up BOOM i'm fine le.. 100% fine lei!!! walao.. never feel so amazing b4 lol!!! shud ask him to ask his mom wat pill is tat.. thn i'll get a whole ot of them to stand by.. since i'm so weak =(

and now i'm stil cramping my way thru =( stupid la.. why muz i be a girl?!?!?! i wanna be a guy =( see.. guy got soooooo many privilege.. no cramps.. can juz take out shirt when hot.. can change in public.. even during s*x they not painful.. no nid give birth! ma de! @#$%^& that's why they always say.. "girls are created not to suffer.. but to be dote on" make sure guys ard me.. be it my bf or my fren's bf or my fren.. better make sure u ppl follow this RULE!!! X( or i'll kick ur dick make sure u cant "mari kita" anymore ar! *hinting my bee horrrrrrrrrrr!* =p

i hate menses!
my another wish is to destroy menses!
i miss my bee =(((((
he's sick =(
bee.. take care hor...
how i wish i can be there juz to hug him.. hais..

part 2 =)




my fave dog as well!!! XD

izit?!?! i reali dunno about this lol =X so i'm a qualified lover =)

oopss.. bee is aquarius =X they say aquarius too CALM for me =\

izit??? can any of my ex tell me if i relai am a romantic girl?? lol =X i reali dunno ar!!

nono i dun like learning -.- r/s.. yea.. slow and steady =) frens impt? OF COURSE! i'm sweet, caring and committed??? muehehe *shy*

this question is on which FF character i resembles.. thou i reali dunno the story but ya juz do for fun =X wah self sacrificial lol! so wei da ar?! =X PINK RIBBONS XD PINK DRESS XD

i liker her! this question is on which charmed character i resembles.. and YAY i like her =) i'm in love with an angel! lollololololol =X my heart rules my head.. yes =(

this is on wat kind of blogger am i? izit??? no lei.. -.-

this question is "r u fun to be with in a r/s?" this one i also dunno.. ask my ex ba.. lol.. but dun ask all.. cos some of them reali CMI =X

hey this IS me! lol =X i mean.. ya i am liddat.. PRIDE =p

-.- ya i dislike al the funny funny patterns but i aint a wooden block!!!! >=( hurhur sad lei! if sex is needed to spice up r/s.. walao.. i tink i dun wan r/s le lor.. =(

Fuck la!

fucking cheebye.. reali dulan with my parents one lor!!! al hypocrites! my mum haven been giving me money for like a week liao.. i didnt complain cos i noe she also no money.. but thn tink again la.. why she no money??? it's fucking because of her fucking bad habit la.. mahjong mahjong! FUCK la.. lose money thn come home back face..

thn my dad juz came home pass me money for my lappie instalment.. FUCK! wat i'm dulan about is my mum keep telling him "eh u can help pay for her lappie ornt? i very chuan lei.. need to give her money everyday and pay her transport.." EH FUCK LA! who the fuck in the firstplace when we get lappie say "aiya one month 100+ onli can la.. no prob la" thn concession "aiya 50 onli ma can lor" FUCK! thn now liddat?!?!

thn my dad.. wah!!! hypocrite ar! ya la true he got give me money at times.. but he told my mum he EVERY WEEK give lei! BIG FUCKING MIDDLE FINGER to him lor! he at the MOST 1month give once lor! and he tink his 50bucks VERY big ar?! my HP i'm supporting it myself now lei.. and u tink poly stuff reali cheap ar?!?! cheebye!

thn somemore is HIM HIMSELF tell me to not tell my mum that he got give me money.. so i nv say.. thn juuz now he say "u ask xinwei whether i got give ornt lo.. i give her EVERY WEEK HOR!" thn i juz say la "eh fuck where got everyweek!" thn he also lanlan.. juz give the "i very ke lian face" thn keep naggin his old grandfather story liao "money is hard to earn.. u shud spend lesser.." FUCK U LA!!! wat i spend on?!?! i even stop taking dance lessons ok!!! everyday after sch i go home.. wat else u wan?!

thn my mum also keep nagging after my dad left.. she say "u so old liao shud go work le lor.. study for wat?" cheebye! is who ask me study hard one?! and reali is cheebye.. now i juz started in poly lei.. i juz get everything settle down.. i hardly even have time to dance.. and i'm soooo tied after sch everyday.. u ask me go work?!?! wat can i work as with my sch time table??? 8.30 - 4.30.. HOW?!?!

unless i go pub.. which i wil be damn fucking tired the next day.. u relai wan that?? if yes thn i shall go and work.. cheebye! thn u urself shud juz tink about it urself as well la hor! i'm here saving every single cents i can.. u're there goin out to mahjong everynite WITHOUT FAIL! and losing moneys in 3digits amount! and smoking ur life out.. knn! reali dunno wtf u doin also la.. cheebye

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i'm fucking pissed with my parents i swear!!! why god gave me a family liddat???? tink i reali reali dun like money meh? tink i reali reali dun wan to enjoy life like al my frens meh? tink i dun wanna ktv every week.. movie every week??? I WAN OK?!!? but i CANT! why cant they understand me? even buying a shirt which cost 15bucks i have to tink like 3000times whether i reali wan it.. why cant they see things from my point of view?

i mean i dun need al the luxuries.. i reali dun need.. i can live without them.. but thn why muz they stil complain? do i anyhow spend money? i dun go for branded stuffs.. i try to keep my budget as low as possible.. sometimes even skip meals.. juz to save those lil stupid money.. fuck la.. enuff bout this cheebye thing..

ok today went to sch for HHIG.. didnt go lesson.. cos was sick.. ehh i swear i sick la.. wat i lie X( ma de.. saw andy juz now.. he say i bluff blouff sick -.- ma de.. wateverrrrrrr! =p dance was gd.. i relai no strength ar.. thn dance til my thigh muscle like stuck liddat =\ cant dance alot also.. =\ thn we choose of HHIG club shirt colour as well.. lol there's pink and lime green.. i vote for pink like mad lol =X pink relai nice la =( but got a feeling green wil win =(

thn went for movie with bee =) actually not watchin le cos very late le ma.. end up temptations are hard to resist =X lol! watched garfield 2 in the end.. haha.. DAMN FUNNY!! cute show.. DIE MUZ WATCH! lol =X b4 movie we went to eat at foodcourt.. had zhu rou zhou =) it's always nice to eat porridge when u're sick haha.. YAY big aunt come liao.. it's like FINALLY!! -.- so shuang.. not pain lei.. ok la maybe abit.. but not very.. =) thank god!

but felt sucky.. fever, runny nose, puffy eyes, tummy cramps.. OMG! juz now walk home also feel like i'm flosting lol =X and matt say my eye VERY VERY puffy lol -.- but he and money keep bullying me -.- MA DE! bully sick ppl hurhur! thn tish, mikal and CA also.. keep "ehh la*ry ARRRRRRR!* faint!!! -.- mikal most qian da one lor!!! non stop! ma de! thn CA very cute.. he was disturbing me "eh u and la*ry.." thn he give the jian face -.- thn i give the "-_-" face thn like sian sian cos sick ma.. thn he shock lol!

thn he ask me "wat happen? quarrel ar" LOL!!! i juz say no la i sick lol.. thn he -.- thn he ask me take care blahh blahh.. very funny la.. but they la bully me la =( my whole body aching sia!!! =( and neck very stiff.. =( tink lie down too much =( hurhur.. sian.. muz slp soon.. tml cannot skip lesson le.. communication i skip 2times in a row liao lol =X tink of faci face relai turn off sia =( nvm.. tml morning i shall imagine i change faci le.. lol =X

loves loves loves loves loves..
never end............

wah super tired @_@ rush home asap lol.. tired but not sleepy.. actually is sleep yar.. but dun dare to slp.. if nt later tonite cant slp again thn i sian liao.. lol.. dunno y hor.. i'm missing bee so much now =\ reali is mad one lei =((((

juz done with my sch work.. internet was down terribly in sch -.- so we had "lecture" i tink first and last time in my whole poly life le ba lol =X but i seriously do prefer lecture sia =\ can learn so much =( thn now we PBL learn SAI =( ma de.. sibei sian.. my nose reali droppin liao.. the whole nose so painful sia ! =(

jiuming ar.. ma de.. my fren juz send me a PORN! X( nabei.. but ok.. i watch is notcos of PORN ok.. it's cos the story very funny.. ok not story but it's cos the guy ar.. MA DE! reali tink the girl is sex TOY sia! try damn fuckin lotsa position -.- and al the funny funny thing lol!! =X ok shudnt say too much ar..

and another one was a 16yr old girl being RAPE by her aunty and uncle!!! WTF! damn poor thing la.. i tink even if i were to be a guy, i see le also wont wat lor.. see le more dulan nia.. >=( okok enuff bout this kinda things.. i've deleted and emptied my recycle bin -.- when i watch it i MUTE it ok.. cos it's damn noisy -_-

blahh.. so sian.. at home rotting.. OH OH OH!!! i juz bought my mouse! YAY! it's like FINALLY -_- hopefully it wont spoile again ar.. this is my 3rd mouse liao zzzzzzzz but this one very cool lei.. black one.. thn reali look like a real MOUSE lol =X thn the scroll key can change colour one.. erm as in the colour changes itself la.. lol..

damn nice.. i like the pink colour!!! XD and when i say i got a mouse again.. tat also means i'm officially BROKE! yay how nice -_- relai is left 10cent for tml liao.. dunno how to survive le.. sians.. tink bring sandwich to sch ba =( argh i'm veryyyy tired... @_@ i go miss him le.. oh ya! tink bee dunno wat he doin.. sms me alot lol =X and i tink his typo abit very jialat ar.. so i guess he's stil slping when he sms me lol!! but the smses are damn sweet la lol =X

missing u missing u missing u
my dearie beeeeeeeeee~
*muacks*

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ok didnt wanna waste my number of post i intend to juz post edit here =) juz watched grave of the fireflies.. noe? that one "zai jian ying huo chong" OMG OMG OMG la! damn damn nice!!! XD cry like mad sia!!! ma de! thot is anime when i dl.. end up open.. is live one.. ppl act one.. thn i thot wont be as nice..

end up WAHHH! i tink much much better thn anime lor!!! so real can?!?!?! but thn watch le hor.. i wan more world peace =( i dun wan war man! imagine al the lil kids sufferring liddat! FUCK! how can they bear to be so cold hearted?!?! >=( but seriously i never been thru, i wilo never noe wat is it like so i have no rights to comment..

but thn.. HURHUR! i dunno la.. see le super sad.. how can seita ans setsuko die?!?! X( seita so shuai! setsuko so cute!!! =( okok that's not the point.. but thn.. how can ppl let those kids suffer???? there were so damn many selfish ppl man! knnbccb!!!! !@#^#&^&*! but thn in the story it says when seita died, there's this new law on kids safety during war.. MA DE! so slow?!?! cheebong!

ok nvm.. i'm mad.. =X but thn the story i mean the anime waqs produced in 1987 lei!!! my birth yr =p hehehe so proud of my yr =X ok this show was produced in the memorial for the souls who are lost during WW2.. yea.. with much respect to honourable ppl! *SALUTE*

world peace..

@_@

I AM EXTREMELY TIRED!!!!!!!!! =(
slept very late ytd.. couldnt get to slp hais.. didnt have a very gd nite ytd =\ hais.. dunno y also but tink is jux the combinations of the stupid moodswing i'm having due to stupid big aunty who wan come and dun wan come.. >=( thn tummy cramps, tummy aches, runny nose, late nite emoness..

rahh! and these causes a Big bomb =( didnt have a gd closing for ytd with bee again =( sian la.. but i tink this time is my bad le la.. but reali bobian ma.. stupid pms that kills.. fuck fuck fuck! i HATE pms >=( #$%^&*(! hopefully bee wil understand ba.. =(

anyway felt very very sorry towards him =( *sorry bee!* give me 2more weeks and i'll be perfectly fine le ok? =\ cos tat's when my stupid big aunty goin home i tink =\ hais.. in class now.. sian la.. dunno wat faci talkin also.. wat "ascendin" "dedending" "randomise" *faint* juz let me die ba.. -_-

not feeling very gd today as well.. once wake up first thin is AH CHOO! liao -.- and had been ah choo-ing non stop til now.. HELP! X( didnt do my hair properly make up also anyhow.. also anyhow wear.. in shorts now.. juz dun feel like doin anythin la.. juz let me stay alive today and able to go home and ZzZz ASAP can le =( off i go.. *AH CHOOOOOOOO*

i'm so shag
i'm so sorry
i regret...

boringgg.. =\ went out with him and lester today.. went to fulfill my modanyaki crave XD FINALLY! so damn nice la.. wheee~ thn we went to PS cos he wanna play DDR.. yea man.. he's gd.. bo way gong.. lol =X

OMFG!!! i've been ah chooing whole day longggg~ ever since ytd! @_@ my nose's dropping out liao.. sians.. fuck la.. everytime liddat one lei.. @#$%^&*()! dun have time to finish my nail art.. juz painted it full white.. tink tml thn do la.. since tml nothin to do after sch..

wil go home straight.. classie also nv go out tgt after sch le.. =( thn emi also not free liao..=( thn he also not free tml =( hurhur! felt like a abandoned child =( abit kua zhang la lol.. tml computing @_@ jiuming ar.. muz go slp soon le.. arbo DIE!! sians.. life's bored.. give me life man! i need a life! =\ mad mad mad..

one more wish i have to my wishlist.. that al the games in the world i mean PC games.. wil be DESTROY!!! >=( nvm.. dun wanna say much.. and one more wish is WORLD PEACE! juz read some stuff la.. dun wanna say much.. but juz felt abit BOLIAO AR!!! -.- why why why?!?! argument after arguments.. hais..

i wan peaceful world.. frenly world.. and i juz wnna be happy.. tat's al..

is this life?
why others can have it so fun?
why others can have it their way?
why cant i?
hais..

i'm happy =) nothin much to blog.. juz happy XD tml thn blog more ba.. muacks muacks muacks

happy juz to see u.. happy juz to be there.. huggie huggie hug XD

i didnt go sch again =X mad mad mad.. but same thing la.. i tink of faci face.. i turn off immediately -.- nvm la.. first week of sch reopen can slack abit hehe.. next week on muz reali work hard liao.. gonna get a notebook for me to write notes le.. fuck care about the "paperless campus" thingy of stupid retarded poly bleahhh!

went to DXO juz now.. for the illers' event "in your face" no coment la since it wont sound nice =\ the battles al CMI and UNFAIR! but thn bleahh our dharni won bleah bleah =p i was screamin and cheering for dharni.. my lungs almost fell out X( lol! but ya he won.. muehehe

suddenly weird sia.. saw alot of ppl last time old frens ar.. but nt close one.. at the most give a smile one.. not even hi-bye.. today end up al "ehh hi xinwei!!! long time no see XXXXXX" all damn fake la! buay tahan this kind of ppl.. worst! one of them saw me.. "OMG! long tim no see!!! *hughug* wah u became so pretty! slim down alot lei.. how u do it? omg u're in lush rite? wah so gd sia.. ur dance improve alot.. blah blah blah" -.-

see how fake these ppl are??? hais.. lucky i'm not stupid to let them sweet talk til i fly.. it's ok man.. i shall be fake as well =p but i'm true to my true frens la =) OH YA! one of my old fren saw me also goes like "ehh u now with FTC ar? fuck man why u so gd?? bgirl iko" -.- nabei i dun even have chance to say "i'm not in FTC i'm juz a fren of theirs.." thn the person juz go on n on til i say i'mnot in FTC thn he "oh ok" thn walk away -.- NABEI!

after the "party" we went to esplanade.. danced abit cos saw tapa they al.. weee dman shiok! my bones are stiffing up man lol =X time to losen it up =) OH.. tapa told me JUST NOW.. "eh iko.. 2 july u MUST perform at zouk" WTF?!?!?!?! and now's like wat date liao?!?! haven even practise??? OMG *faint* thn in august lush gonna organise a dance com as well in woodlands.. YAY! i wanna perform nei lol =X

lush organise = lush cannot compete.. TAMA DE.. SIAN =( nvm la.. can see see look look.. whee~ so fun! organise events wahaha! me dee and tapa wil be doin most of the organising part cos we most free one lol =X tml meeting them dance as well.. woots.. for 2nd july one.. juz now learn abit.. HENG ar.. not that hard as last time one.. or is it i used to it le? lol..

they trained me so hard that i reali can feel the improvement man! and the feelin is SHIOK AR! lol XD anyway.. after that me, FTC and fuyo went to mac at somewhere la.. lol.. walking in the rain! YAY how nice -.- thn that stupid aaron disturb me.. cos charlie sacrifise his umbrella give ash and dharni lol.. thn me, winnie and aaron sharing.. thn aaron suddenly say "eh y u nv walk with larry?" thn he continue to winnie "wah charlie very wei da.. eh winnie u dunno how to automatic man.." -.- get it? if nt forget it..

thn eat lo.. thn talk talk talk til juz reach home and bombom.. li hai ba.. -.- anyway took cab home with jonathan,alex and norbin.. norbin very funny.. the cab go ALL the way to his block DOWNSTAIRS! lol! cos he say "aiya i wan u al see my new house ma" lol!!! thn they very very very lame in cab.. BTH! thn chatted with jon abit.. hmm seems like tonite we talk the MOST liao lol!

stil remember i used to dun like him lol =X cos he battle that time the face reali ultimately XL la =X but ya he's a very nice guy.. he actually alight earlier where he have to walk abit juz so that i can reach home faster lei.. nice rite? and aaron also very ncie.. iwas very wet in the rain la.. thn he pass me a towel *unused one* lol! ok now i noe nice guys do exist stil la.. haha =X tired sia.. gonna slack abit online first =) thn go orhorh liao.. abit tired.. tml stil muz dance! whee~

call urself the master of krumps???
more like master of crumps..
stop insulting the dance..
it's clowning.. not krumping..
FUCK

(_-_) faints!

i'm juz SOoooooooooooo tired today =\ slept at 4am @_@ thn woke up at 6.30am HOW NICE -_- very long nv SO tired le =\ anyway got UT.. hopefully can pass thou the chances are like 30%? =\ sians.. today's lesson was enterprising.. heng ar.. faci not bad.. cos the module reali is sian til can BAO ZHA one =
i damn damn talkative in class.. no i shud say in SCHOOL lol =X i juz hop ard disturbing classmates, thn see alot of dolls pictures with izumi =) wah reali is zai til i nothin say.. dolls lei.. got their own house.. clothes.. they're nothing different from humans!! got bed somemore..the price not cheap one lo.. one set of shirt can cost 700bucks (_-_) faints!

ok back to myself.. hmm in sch relai went mad la.. juz hop ard.. talk talk talk disturb laugh.. -.- juz like a siao girl =\ thn ok and i did a stupid thing la.. wanted to write the FMT on board and realised that i'm very short onli when i wanted to complete liao -.- end up as faizal write.. and end up.. he's like the most 10cm taller onli la -.- lol!!

tink my brain reali not working today lol =X after sch went to HHIG.. oh ya.. b4 that.. i was sick lol! instant fever.. =\ in class when doin rj i almost juz faint la =\ got slight fever.. thn juz feel like goin home =\ but i went for HHIG la.. cos dun wanna miss anythin ma =) b4 HHIG start, i went to canteen with vern, nic and one of their fren.. they ate and i steal =X wahaha cos i cannot eat ma.. arbo sure vomit when dancing de =
thn me n vern "invented" the new SPOONFUL of ban mian lol!! cos i ate his.. thn i hold the spoon he put 2 flat pieces of ban mian, 1 ikan bilis, vegetable and i tink meat ar.. lol!!! like damn cute la! XD thn went to dance.. tired tired!! my whole body like cannot move lol! after ytd WKM + today's breaking = R.I.P =\ oh well.. TRAIN!! XD i can do aBIT of head stand le!! YAY! thou my leg stil cant leave my hand ut ya i can let my leg leave the ground =)

thn juz stayed after HHIG and jam lo.. damn shuang! whack like nobodys business and krump like mad woohoo~ shiok! thn tish keep asking "eh u not tired one ar?" lol! this is nothin man.. worst things have been thru =) even durin HHIG i stil super hyper =\ well.. the consequences of not enuff of slp = HYPERNESS!!! lol! thn juz play alot la..

play play til larry came lol!! damn funny and i didnt noe -.- til i see him standing at the door lol!! thn al juz continue jam and jam la lol! oh ya! had a mini battle on tops today! XD waliew i battle matthew MA DE! he cheat one!! make me laugh til buay tahan thn i lose RAHHH~! unfair!!!X( next lesson's hiphop.. i battle him back!!! bleahhh!!! XP ok here's soe photos.. actually wanted to upload my quiz result as well but tml la.. hee tired =x



i'm the princess yea! lol =X

so squeezy can!?! lol!

al of us are SOO Different but fate brought us tgt =)

al the 87 dun wan admit.. keep saying we're under 18 =X except liyi lol!

scan so small -.-

my half face =(

i like this man! i look so fair XD

now i dun like this -.-

JIUMING! ah lian spotted!!!! X(

typical lesbian photo?? lol WE ARE NOT!

see the caption? "eien no 17sai" means forever 17 yr old lol =X

i tink liyi look cut ein this photo =)

again.. i'm not a les -.-

too boliao in class today =X eating this special pocky! izumi bought it.. onli in japan and those special shop have wor.. and she's so nice to give one to me!! XD

aiya lazy flip the picture lol =X that's y the bg my lappie is sideways lol =X but nice pocky rite?!?! strawberry ne!!! i LOVE IT!!!!

see!!! japan thing ex means ex.. in A packet.. onli got 3 miserable stick -.-

muahaha! juz bought this =X STRAWBERRY!!!!! so red rite?!?! and it's BIG!! damn BIG!~ and damn SWEET! nice nice nice!!!

guess wat's this.. lollipop? honey? lol.. no la.. juz my drink lol =X a cup of 7up raspberry.. =X it's suppose to be PINK -.- but dunno y became erm.. orange?? =\

ok can see how boliao i am?? =X haha okok tired le.. go chat with him thn i go ZzZZzz le =X bleahh.. NITEZ!!!! muacks

ok i'm very tired.. but shiok lol.. went to oschool for WKM lesson from gin.. woohoo~ like it so much! no.. LOVE it so much XD but i foun dout that i'm very lousy =( like.. i see everyone else can get it so fast but me is like =( at the side.. but thn well.. hopefully i can get better ba =) a longggg way to go haha =(

i got this mentality sia.. dunno isit rite or wrong.. it's like i feel that as a dancer u shouldnt break =\ cos when u break, the accent is TOO different.. and when u're damn used to brekaing accent, u'll lose ur hiphop/dance accent very soon =(

it's like.. if u didnt use nokia phone and went on to use samsung phone for a long time, u'll forget how to use the nokia phone again.. ok i dunno how to say but ya.. =\ jiuming ar! i wanna do both =( nvm la.. forget it.. gonna put 80% in dance.. and 20% in brekaing for the time being.. eventually i wanna be a dancer.. not a bgirl..

and also i dun wan my 4yrs of hard work to go down the drain.. and also it's my dream ma haha =) gonna go for WKM lesson every wed i guess =) oh and i went with jun and ash.. wahh the feeling i once had.. omg.. damn happy =)

maybe it's fate that wans us al to be tgt afterall =) next week more of them wil go.. shir and si i tink.. ya.. so somehow or rather.. al of us might be back again.. but well.. maybe things stays liddat wil be better.. since al of them cant commit that much.. like wat ash told me "i cant commit my 100% to the practices that i wil get if i join a crew"

yea.. tink it's quite true and being liddat is more responsible =) i did alot of test today lol! gonna post them tml i tink.. today very tired le.. somemore tml got UT =( COMPUTING! SHIT! X( i shall get a pass.. hopefully ba hais.. sian.. juz gotten down al the 6th presentation for al my lessons.. see le wil die @_@

cheryl send me a notepad on al the codews as well.. i see le i almost died lol! eyes almost pop out =( jiuming.. tml dunno how to survive liao.. lol!! oh ya.. went to DXO as well.. in conclusion it suck! =\ we got the VIP thingy for free flow.. and guess wat. the free flow is they wil serve u shots of vodka til u say stop.. and whne u say stop u cant get anymore -_- and happily i got 1 miserable shot nia -_- cos i didnt noe cannot le.. tmd.. sian! wat a FREEFLOW ehh..

ok i wanna go orhorh le.. nitey everyone.. muacks

tonnes of things running thru my head day n nite..
wat shud i do? wat shud i choose?
is it rite? or wrong?
-help-

tired tired tired.. very tired @_@ went to watch "almost love" after HHIG practise.. hmm nice show.. thou not as nice as windstruck.. but ya stil nice.. but hor.. i ZzZzZz in the middle =X too tired le la =X HHIG was gd.. fil's choreo indeed is nice =) with rila's help as well =) nice nice.. sorry ar but i'm super tired.. lazy to blog and dunno wat to blog about also.. so juz gonna post a few pic i boliao went to find in sch juz now =X and also some nonsense boliao stuffs la =) enjoy!!

gypsophila
i actually went to look up the name of my fave flower in chinese call Man tian xing.. =) i always cannot remember it's real name -.- but now i noe =) it's call gypsophila =) chim rite? it means "lover of chalk" i dunno y also =X the nickname is Baby's breathe =) aww! such a nice name!! XD i like the chinese name as well! man tian xing.. whole sky with stars OMG! i like it cos it reali looks like stars! XD and also the meaning of it means "Innocence, Pure Heart" nice rite??? haha and also i like it cos it's usually served as not the main flower like rose, sunflower blah blah.. it serves juz like lavender.. as a deco to bouquets.. and i tink i'm somewhat like it =) serving not for myself but for others =) here are some photos of it..

hehe i did this =) nice rite?! i mean the overall result not my face k lol =X i juz LOVEEEEEE the gypsophila woohoo~ XD

haha and here's pet plant or plant pet.. watever la -.- but seriously i wanna get one lei =X lol.. it's so fun la.. seeing tiny things grow =) and this is real cute!! there's many different one.. and i like this lol.. cos it looks like a heart =)

and here's the colour changin lava lamp!! omg! nice rite?!?! imagine my com table beside my lappie got one! AWW!! so relax sia! been to bry's place and he have one X( his is red and damn it! it's damn relaxin.. til i fell ZzZzzz that time =X

ok this is actually a rainbow maker lol.. name sound corny ehh -_- but it's somethin nice i guess =) the website says this..

A unique solar powered device to really make the most of the sunlight. The solar panel powers a quiet motor, which in turn rotates a genuine Swarovski crystal.

As you will no doubt recall from school days, the daylight we can see is made up from a multitude of colours, and crystals can "refract" the light, splitting the light making its component colours visible to the human eye.

All this produces constantly changing "mini rainbows" that move across the room!

Incredibly easy to use - just attach to any window that receives direct sunlight (using the supplied suction cups), sit back and enjoy!

but sadly.. these things are on UK's webby =( and i'm sure singapore dun have one.. =( =( =( but thn i wanna find Gypsophila's seed and grow them lei =( imagine i can grow my most fave flower.. OMG OMG!!! but hais.. like i said.. i cant seem to find anywhere in singapore have =( well.. juz gonna keep those dried ones that i have ba =) i stil have one =) which was from dharni =) lol!! stolen from the gallery outside avalon long long time ago lol! and had a flaten one by myself stolen from somewhere but thn dunno at where now =X sian.. wish i have a whole garden of them =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!

*in case u come my blog spy*

FUCK LA!

it fuckin hurts when someone juz dun understand at al.. i say A he tink B i say B he tink C.. al the "maybe" "i think" "to me la" al fake one.. sometimes i reali wonder izit my english got prob or my language is that hard to be understood..

i tink i've decided.. i'm not gonna help anyone anymore.. unless they come to me personally.. it's like.. not once or twice i kana shits le lor! first i wanted to help them.. the 2guys.. end up, one give up cos of gf.. another one half hearted..

thn i wanted to help her.. en dup? because of bgr also.. give up.. in the first place is WHO say "okok yes i wan! i wil workhard!" it's al nonsense ok!!!! and some other ppl even say "yes yes i wil work very hard!" end up? sit there.. slack.. complain very tired.. very hot..

and now? he thot i'm comparing.. FUCK! watever la.. dunno wat to say also liao.. this is call in chiness hao ren nan dang (hard to be nice ppl).. hais.. maybe i shud juz care about myself la.. i cant even save myself haha! wat am i tinkin? helpin ppl when i'm so sucky??? i'm not even fit to join competitions lor! let alone teaching.. wat a joke HAHAHA!

dun tink it's cos it's him that's special that hurts me alot ok.. i feel hurt is cos he cant see things from my point of view.. it's not about the person.. whoever say this kinda things to me wil juz have the same effect la.. and ok i have to admit it is MORE painful when it's someone special..

haha.. after these few days of spendin time tgt.. after these few days of getting along.. this is wat i get?! cant even understand.. hahaha! how nice ehh?? argh fuck la.. juz feel i'm fucking fuckin hurt now la.. cb! tml got UT and yet i cant slp now argh! reali is cb sia! sure fail liao la.. fail fail lor. fuck it sia..

i'm not gonna use my diploma that much anyway.. gonna juz be wat i wan and wat i like.. i'm SELFISH ok.. haha.. dun ask me anythin.. thanks.. -pissed-

this hapen to be my horoscope reading for today as well.. haha how nice....

Something that can't be ignored will dominate your energies today. Put out fires.
In Detail
Your passion for justice is hotter than ever right now, so you might find yourself butting into a wrong situation that you feel needs righting. Friends will admire your principled ways and will call you a hero when you stop a silly situation from growing into a fiery argument. Although you want to avoid conflict, something you simply can't ignore will insert itself in your life and force you to take a stand. Sticking to your principles could ignite another kind of passion, so get ready.

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haiyo~ wat a day.. TIRED =( first day of sch so damn suay (read my previous post).. =( actually wanna do some notes sortin at home one.. end up my eyelids are too heavy to be lifted more thn 0.5cm =X so tat's the max i can open my eyes til and yup.. i slack my day thru =X

dun even feel like coming online actually.. i mean iw anna online but i dun wanna look at my lappie lol =X i came online and went to watch tb =) watched the channel 8 7pm show and 9pm show.. thn 8pm i watched nightmare before christmas on youtube =) yea it's nice =) but thn abit very short ar.. abit catch no ball also =X

juz did my RJ and yea i'm very tired le =( mummy's making me sandwich -_- MAMA! i said i'm on a diet rite?!?! rahhhh! well.. shui bian la.. juz dance more lo.. tml's UT =( problem solving HOPEFULLY can get a B ba.. no nid A but juz B i happy le =\ tml's problem solving lesson also.. now this i HOPE can get A.. lol!

this is like the onli module i can get A la =( nvm i'll gambate in acting hardworking one muehehe =X today alot of ppl nv go sch.. super no mood also sians! tml got NDP practise in sch as well @_@ jiuming ar.. hopefully this time choreo wil be nicer =X tink wil la.. got filzah helping shud be ok =) i ask her to do more whacking wahaha =X bleah~

tired le.. go watch my new drama "nobuta wo produce" le =) it's a very weird show la dunno wanna say lame or wat -_- nvm i stil abit catch not alot of ball now.. hopefully wil be ok soon lol.. ok off i go.. gd the bye =)

it's my first time having someone with bad temper.. =\
but yea.. shud be able to handle i guess..

SUAY~

wah today can say is a ultimate suay day =\ never as suay as today b4 =( ok i'm gonna list down the lists of my suay incidents today..

1) today is computing and i believe i wil die and indeed ya i died =(

2) i overslept.. not onli me.. larry too.. he supose to morning call me end up noth of us overslept..

3) it's raining =(

4) had bad hair day today.. juz couldnt get my hair in the correct place -_-

5) my moisturizer also finish liao =( and i didnt realise it

6) my eye make up also giving me alot of prob.. the lower part of my eye keep kana black either mascara or shadow =( thn look like orh bak kak

7) my ipod went low batt as well =(

8) my train got stuck in between yishun and sembawang for ard 5min. and i'm rushing cos i'm late =(

9) we queued damn long today for the food and i'm DAMN hungry!

10) VERY pissed with ppl who dun respond to my question and keep making lotsa noise when we're tryin to figure out ourselve..

now is onli 12.45pm and there's already like 10 points of suay thing liao -_- can u imagine how wil the rest of my day be like??? omg.. i needa get a mouse for my lappie as well.. damn sick of touchpad le.. damn hard to use =( jiuming ar.. i dun wanna study liao =((((( tml's problem solving UT sian.. tink i'll juz die again ba.. =( sure late again one.. hais..

but thn hor.. miss woo say our UT for computing we did very well -_- thn i say "huh.. C+ lei.." thn she say is very gd le -_- wtf.. so she tryin to say i suck at it izit?! X( but she say the whole yr 1 got average is C.. so get C+ is not bad le.. ok lo.. since she say that thn sui bian lo.. my dream for changin course i give up le =( at the rate i'm goin.. DREAM ON! =( ok i go bangwall le.. gd bye =((((((((((

that yoyo juz now thn send me the photos that we took on the NDP preview the preview show lol! with the cutie milos =) damn cute sia!


ahh~ i didnt noe i covered the milo =X he called me stupid for tat -.-

dunno which camera man izit.. neh bong.. take til so high.. see our head lift like mad -.-

yoyo holding world's smallest milo lol =X look like some advertisement hor? lol!!

ok outta here.. nothin muchto blog about anyway =X one main thing is.. larry's sot sot one lol =X nvm bout the details haha =p nitey!