Melody of my Life..

FUCK LA!

it fuckin hurts when someone juz dun understand at al.. i say A he tink B i say B he tink C.. al the "maybe" "i think" "to me la" al fake one.. sometimes i reali wonder izit my english got prob or my language is that hard to be understood..

i tink i've decided.. i'm not gonna help anyone anymore.. unless they come to me personally.. it's like.. not once or twice i kana shits le lor! first i wanted to help them.. the 2guys.. end up, one give up cos of gf.. another one half hearted..

thn i wanted to help her.. en dup? because of bgr also.. give up.. in the first place is WHO say "okok yes i wan! i wil workhard!" it's al nonsense ok!!!! and some other ppl even say "yes yes i wil work very hard!" end up? sit there.. slack.. complain very tired.. very hot..

and now? he thot i'm comparing.. FUCK! watever la.. dunno wat to say also liao.. this is call in chiness hao ren nan dang (hard to be nice ppl).. hais.. maybe i shud juz care about myself la.. i cant even save myself haha! wat am i tinkin? helpin ppl when i'm so sucky??? i'm not even fit to join competitions lor! let alone teaching.. wat a joke HAHAHA!

dun tink it's cos it's him that's special that hurts me alot ok.. i feel hurt is cos he cant see things from my point of view.. it's not about the person.. whoever say this kinda things to me wil juz have the same effect la.. and ok i have to admit it is MORE painful when it's someone special..

haha.. after these few days of spendin time tgt.. after these few days of getting along.. this is wat i get?! cant even understand.. hahaha! how nice ehh?? argh fuck la.. juz feel i'm fucking fuckin hurt now la.. cb! tml got UT and yet i cant slp now argh! reali is cb sia! sure fail liao la.. fail fail lor. fuck it sia..

i'm not gonna use my diploma that much anyway.. gonna juz be wat i wan and wat i like.. i'm SELFISH ok.. haha.. dun ask me anythin.. thanks.. -pissed-

this hapen to be my horoscope reading for today as well.. haha how nice....

Something that can't be ignored will dominate your energies today. Put out fires.
In Detail
Your passion for justice is hotter than ever right now, so you might find yourself butting into a wrong situation that you feel needs righting. Friends will admire your principled ways and will call you a hero when you stop a silly situation from growing into a fiery argument. Although you want to avoid conflict, something you simply can't ignore will insert itself in your life and force you to take a stand. Sticking to your principles could ignite another kind of passion, so get ready.

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