Melody of my Life..

Down =(

went to sch today for HHIG.. learn poppin lo.. very sian.. nothin much.. somemore he teach al wrong one =\ i mean.. ya la true can be use to dance.. but its cheating.. ben teach me those b4.. the cheat and the real.. but me n mikal juz kept quiet la.. he's the boss anyway =
thn went to eat at CWP with germaine.. we chatted alot.. talked about her bf.. he ex love life.. thn i talked about mine as well.. hmm.. ya i admit i envy her alot now.. but thn again.. she went thru shits too.. maybe everyone has to go thru shuts b4 they can truly cherish and treasure wat's given to them ba..

i went thru al my smses to delete some of them.. and OMG i saw jason's and kel's =\ well.. memories.. i deleted al of them.. except for a few from jason la =\ we lost each other once.. not even as a fren.. but now.. well since we managed to save the frenship after these yrs.. hopefully things wil be fine =) i mean.. dun have to patch up ma.. juz be frens also is gd enuff =)

like wat he said.. "dun feel sad cos we've lost each other.. but be glad that we once had it all" =) ya.. true enuff.. my fren ryo.. told me this b4.. "our life is like a essay.. every r/s is a part of the essay.. there's "," and there's a "." when the "," come, it's time for a rewst in both parties before things work out again.. and when the "." arrives, it's time fr a new beginning" =)

cant imagine someone like him can say such thing lol =X but thn it's very true la =) i dun expect me n jason wil have anymore chances to be tgt.. at least for now.. cos things aint very very clear now.. he's attach.. and i cant feel anythin anymore.. u noe.. when one's been hurt TOO deeply, u tend to feel numb =\ but well.. it's the past anyway =) al of us makes mistakes =) it's how u learn them, that's impt =)

hmm.. i tink he's having a rather bad day =\ i mean HIM =X said he low moral.. hais.. i cant help him at al =( can onli hope he'll be fine ba.. wanted to cheer him on.. but thn i tink i better dun la.. leave him alone for the time being ba.. tink they're al stress over tml's boty.. =\ hope everyone's doin fine.. =) well.. nothin to stress about i guess.. i mean..

when u do something u like.. u shud enjoy it rite? and of cos.. enjoying = no stress.. i noe it's easier said thn done la.. but i guess that shud be it ba.. relax and everythin wil turn out fine =) seriously talkin about stress.. i dun tink i'm the least stress over NDP lei =\ jialat! i wanna do well for that.. i dun wanna anyhow jagar jagar thn end my show =\ omg omg!

i need some push =\ my next show wil be on 8july.. for some family day thingy at national stadium as well.. but i tink wont be a VERY big one la =\ hopefully everythin turns out fine for me as well =\ hais.. dunno y.. mood aint very gd either =( i go drama le.. bye..

"how my heart frowns if u're down..
i'll be ur teddy bear i'll be ur clown..
i'll take u round and round..
and if u dun mind i would be ur standing ground..
even if that means i drown.."