Saturday, April 29, 2006
woots.. today's sch's freaking great!! haha =) now that's wat i called learning man!! today's on cognitive process and problem solving.. ok i dun reali noe wat this module is about anyway =\ but today's abit on physics and maths =( at first i sian 1/2..
thn when doin the discussion on how to do our presentation blah blah all.. thn i sian cos i reali dunno wth andy's talkin to yvonne n kokwai =\ but heng ar.. andy say "i explain to u later" wah.. at least i wont get sian or the "F" feeling.. =) he thn reali explain EVERYTHIN to me lol.. and seriously.. tink today's session made me learn the MOST liao..
u ask me "wat have u learn in rp so far?" my answer wil be "i dunno" =\ but at least after today.. i can say i noe abit liao.. lol.. physics!!!! =) dunno wat mgh = 1/2 m v(square).. reali is "simi wa koh" =\ but at least i noe abit la..
principle of conservation of energy
mgh = potential energy
1/2mv2 is kintic energy
today our presentation made me feel REALLLL proud of my team and even myself =) i can talk like so freely and answer all the question given by the faci.. =) and andy of cos gave GREAT contribution.. no him = RIP (rest in peace) =\ i tink i love my classies la =) shudnt let those few ones spoile my attitude towards my classies =)
after sch went to eat and shop abit at causeway (AGAIN) -______- lol.. thn went to evangel famly church to watch nic's performance.. went with andy,sheryl and liyi.. the show was gd =) nice performance.. the ppl there r reali nice la =) reminds me of ymm peeps =...( oh!!! and i saw kiankuen and nicky today!!!! my ymm besties!!! miss them so damn freakin much man!!! kiankuen saw me and he's like HUH!!!!!!! MICHELLE?!?! lol!!! so cute rite?
the service was GREAT!!! thou the pastor's deafening me =X no offence! the preach's on "pain" thn involves "backslided christians" "emo pains" "physical pains" "mental stress" alot on the youths daily life stuff and probs we face.. i somehow liked the church =) but i'm missing ymm now =( how i wish the youths could come tgt again n juz go to our m'sia church camp again.. hais..
well.. all of us have to grow up.. all of us have to go for our different aims in life thus the seperations will happen.. =( oh.. the pastor's one sentence hit me on the head.. "jesus always tells us to come as we are.. we dun need to 'clean' ourselves or 'prepare' to come to his presence.." OMG LA!!!! remember i always say i'm not ready to go back to church.. =\ ok now i tink they're juz excuses..
ok tink i wil get back into church this 2 weeks.. either back t ymm (which is not so possible =\) or go to evangel.. tink i need the courage once again to say out loud "cleanse me! lord" god'll help.. =) no worries.. oh and when the pastor's talkin bout the pains.. walao when she comes to r/s.. not BGR la.. any r/s.. the "special" ppl struck me again =\ the 3 special person.. hais.. tears rolled like free again.. =\ i sang my hearts out during praise and worship.. prayed alot.. =(
after that we went to northpoint mac slack.. thn i saw her.. i wish to relai hug her tight n juz conrats her.. but i didt =\ i didnt have the courage to do so.. hais.. why?!?! why do things ended up like this?! =( hais.. but i managed to pull myself out of my table and go over to chat with her la =) i dunno.. but i see the smiles on her face.. makes me feel gd.. i guess nothin else matters.. =
hopefully god'll help.. =\ we went to ton.. i mean.. wanted to ton.. =\ but i failed.. i damn tired sia =\ thn KO at mac at TPY awhile.. til now thn reach home and bombom hao.. =) tired sia.. hair faster dry plsssssss -_-.. alot of things are happening ard me.. in my class.. in my frens.. everythin! i could see 2 lives about to bond as one.. i could see conflicts.. i could see neglectments i could see selfishness =
onli hope those bad stuffs wil turn into gd and gd ones be better.. =) wish al the ppl in love happiness =) wish those who r stressful over studies could understand the problems given n solutions done =) hopefully my dance could improve faster abit.. cos ehh.. somehow like JAMMED =\ lol..! =X ok.. tml's levis' com FINALS!!! wooohooo!!! shuang! gonna have a GREAT show liao.. =) tired.. go ZzZZzzzz le.. wanan! muacky muack!
thn when doin the discussion on how to do our presentation blah blah all.. thn i sian cos i reali dunno wth andy's talkin to yvonne n kokwai =\ but heng ar.. andy say "i explain to u later" wah.. at least i wont get sian or the "F" feeling.. =) he thn reali explain EVERYTHIN to me lol.. and seriously.. tink today's session made me learn the MOST liao..
u ask me "wat have u learn in rp so far?" my answer wil be "i dunno" =\ but at least after today.. i can say i noe abit liao.. lol.. physics!!!! =) dunno wat mgh = 1/2 m v(square).. reali is "simi wa koh" =\ but at least i noe abit la..
principle of conservation of energy
mgh = potential energy
1/2mv2 is kintic energy
today our presentation made me feel REALLLL proud of my team and even myself =) i can talk like so freely and answer all the question given by the faci.. =) and andy of cos gave GREAT contribution.. no him = RIP (rest in peace) =\ i tink i love my classies la =) shudnt let those few ones spoile my attitude towards my classies =)
after sch went to eat and shop abit at causeway (AGAIN) -______- lol.. thn went to evangel famly church to watch nic's performance.. went with andy,sheryl and liyi.. the show was gd =) nice performance.. the ppl there r reali nice la =) reminds me of ymm peeps =...( oh!!! and i saw kiankuen and nicky today!!!! my ymm besties!!! miss them so damn freakin much man!!! kiankuen saw me and he's like HUH!!!!!!! MICHELLE?!?! lol!!! so cute rite?
the service was GREAT!!! thou the pastor's deafening me =X no offence! the preach's on "pain" thn involves "backslided christians" "emo pains" "physical pains" "mental stress" alot on the youths daily life stuff and probs we face.. i somehow liked the church =) but i'm missing ymm now =( how i wish the youths could come tgt again n juz go to our m'sia church camp again.. hais..
well.. all of us have to grow up.. all of us have to go for our different aims in life thus the seperations will happen.. =( oh.. the pastor's one sentence hit me on the head.. "jesus always tells us to come as we are.. we dun need to 'clean' ourselves or 'prepare' to come to his presence.." OMG LA!!!! remember i always say i'm not ready to go back to church.. =\ ok now i tink they're juz excuses..
ok tink i wil get back into church this 2 weeks.. either back t ymm (which is not so possible =\) or go to evangel.. tink i need the courage once again to say out loud "cleanse me! lord" god'll help.. =) no worries.. oh and when the pastor's talkin bout the pains.. walao when she comes to r/s.. not BGR la.. any r/s.. the "special" ppl struck me again =\ the 3 special person.. hais.. tears rolled like free again.. =\ i sang my hearts out during praise and worship.. prayed alot.. =(
after that we went to northpoint mac slack.. thn i saw her.. i wish to relai hug her tight n juz conrats her.. but i didt =\ i didnt have the courage to do so.. hais.. why?!?! why do things ended up like this?! =( hais.. but i managed to pull myself out of my table and go over to chat with her la =) i dunno.. but i see the smiles on her face.. makes me feel gd.. i guess nothin else matters.. =
hopefully god'll help.. =\ we went to ton.. i mean.. wanted to ton.. =\ but i failed.. i damn tired sia =\ thn KO at mac at TPY awhile.. til now thn reach home and bombom hao.. =) tired sia.. hair faster dry plsssssss -_-.. alot of things are happening ard me.. in my class.. in my frens.. everythin! i could see 2 lives about to bond as one.. i could see conflicts.. i could see neglectments i could see selfishness =
onli hope those bad stuffs wil turn into gd and gd ones be better.. =) wish al the ppl in love happiness =) wish those who r stressful over studies could understand the problems given n solutions done =) hopefully my dance could improve faster abit.. cos ehh.. somehow like JAMMED =\ lol..! =X ok.. tml's levis' com FINALS!!! wooohooo!!! shuang! gonna have a GREAT show liao.. =) tired.. go ZzZZzzzz le.. wanan! muacky muack!
Friday, April 28, 2006
went to watch "the wild" with my classie =) nice show man!! cartoons again la hehe =X but well I LOVE IT =p thou the storyline's almost the same as other cartoons like "nemo" "chicken little" blah blah.. =\ but aiya cartoons are gd for stress relieving la =) mock UT comin =\ OMG!!! on tues! sure die lor.. my math like shit.. my physics like sai.. and my quiz result like dabian =\ jialat le lor.. can go JIASAI liao =X hurhur.. who can teach me?!?! =( hopefully we al can pass ba..
oh and vern removed his cornrow!!! wahahaha! damn funny!! cos me, nic, sheryl and liyi was late ma.. so we went in later.. thn we juz sat down like usual la.. setting up our lappie and al.. til ard 20-30min liao thn suddenly andy talk to vern which is at the other corner of the room.. thn suddenly i look i "AHHHHHHH!" lol!! cos i didnt see him!!! hahahaha! his hair.. OMG OMG OMG!! damn funny can?!?!?!?! like those super guai de sia.. another way to say is those mud =\ and another way is chio bu (according to nic n andy) lol!!! madness.. but reali diff sia! hahahaha! shud take photo n post again! haha =X
sch's nt bad tpday.. but today's math.. ok i'm dying real soon.. today's math related to physics sia &^$#$@#&* so suay can?!?! this week physics week ar?! =( nabui.. hopefully i can understand physics real soon =\ hais.. jiayou baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
oh and vern removed his cornrow!!! wahahaha! damn funny!! cos me, nic, sheryl and liyi was late ma.. so we went in later.. thn we juz sat down like usual la.. setting up our lappie and al.. til ard 20-30min liao thn suddenly andy talk to vern which is at the other corner of the room.. thn suddenly i look i "AHHHHHHH!" lol!! cos i didnt see him!!! hahahaha! his hair.. OMG OMG OMG!! damn funny can?!?!?!?! like those super guai de sia.. another way to say is those mud =\ and another way is chio bu (according to nic n andy) lol!!! madness.. but reali diff sia! hahahaha! shud take photo n post again! haha =X
sch's nt bad tpday.. but today's math.. ok i'm dying real soon.. today's math related to physics sia &^$#$@#&* so suay can?!?! this week physics week ar?! =( nabui.. hopefully i can understand physics real soon =\ hais.. jiayou baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
RANDOM!!
haha.. i was juz browsing thru my pictures.. and i got this few pics.. juz feel like posting nia.. enjoy!! hehe =X
haha.. i was juz browsing thru my pictures.. and i got this few pics.. juz feel like posting nia.. enjoy!! hehe =X
My laogong!!!! Kyohei Kaneko!! OMG forever so handsome..!!! onli if i can be his gf i happy til die liao lol =X
Ryuichi Ogata!! another hubby!! muahahaha =X so cuteeeeeeeeee!!!
KelvinG and Norbin!!! LOL!!!! one dog n a monkey tryin to be dog lol =X cute sia!!!
i screen shot this from the video.. beauty and the beast lol!!! i cant stop laughin when this part shows lol!!! so freakin funny sia!!!
Dearest RP!! look so beautiful at nite hor?!?! if i'm not wrong ar.. the middle blk is my blk.. the one on the left hand side of this path.. =)
the place where i stayed when i was not in class for presentation ytd =\ seems abit emo la =\ but look at the next pic..
nice rite? this is the view u can see from the "emo" place above lol.. =)
my classmate mr vernon aka stinko head =X this is the LAST day he got his cornrow on.. =D FINALLY the stinko days are over lol =X he look like malay rite?!?! i swear he does.. ok maybe nt in photos -___-
AFTER EFFECTS!!!! OMG his is gonna be the laughter BOMB in our class tml!!! hahahahahaha! this teaches us one thing.. dun get a cornrow unless u wanna be a poodle =X
side view! wahahaha! ok he took it himself ok.. in the bathroom of cos at least topless -____- funny sia! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
-wahaha! vern's gonna kill me if he noes this.. shhhhh!! OMG handsome vern no more.. now let's welcome poodle vern!!! hehehehe!!! tired liao.. goin KO soon =) nitey!! muacks muacks!-
ok maybe my previous post's abit too harsh.. well written immediately with all the emotions in me.. of cos it'll be abit harsh ehh.. but well.. lucky enuff after sch things were gd.. as in my cliques were stil gd.. thou andy left early due to unknown reason.. =
hmm maybe i shud learn to control my temper more ba.. been reali reali hot tempered after certain things happened =\ shudnt let it affect me anymore.. if nt i tink i can jiasai liao =X ok enuff bout unhappy stuffs..
anyway recently got addicted to neopets =X ok i noe it's a DAMN childish game la.. -_- but well tat day i saw my classmate kokwai play.. thn i'm like "hmm maybe can try.." lol ok thn i'm hooked.. hehe.. the games reali fun lei.. last time nv reali pay them cos no com ma.. now play liao FUN SIA!!! lol =X
emi girl.. sorry ar.. hooked on games thn neglect u abit.. GOMENE! =( but i wil stil chat with u la =) muacks maucks.. walao wed's performance CANCEL!!! RAHHHH! stupid la.. ^&$%#$&*(!!! there goes my 120bucks @_@.. sian! was chattin, gamin.. whole day.. tried to study stupid physics.. ok i give up.. -_-
damn happy i did not take science courses in poly anyway =\ but i stil love bio to the max.. =( sian la.. life.. ARGH! forget it.. life's bored.. life's dead.. gonna juz take things as they come.. not gonna mian qiang liao.. sian.. go zZzzzZZzzz le.. tml stil got sch.. @_@ SIAN! gd nitey!
hmm maybe i shud learn to control my temper more ba.. been reali reali hot tempered after certain things happened =\ shudnt let it affect me anymore.. if nt i tink i can jiasai liao =X ok enuff bout unhappy stuffs..
anyway recently got addicted to neopets =X ok i noe it's a DAMN childish game la.. -_- but well tat day i saw my classmate kokwai play.. thn i'm like "hmm maybe can try.." lol ok thn i'm hooked.. hehe.. the games reali fun lei.. last time nv reali pay them cos no com ma.. now play liao FUN SIA!!! lol =X
emi girl.. sorry ar.. hooked on games thn neglect u abit.. GOMENE! =( but i wil stil chat with u la =) muacks maucks.. walao wed's performance CANCEL!!! RAHHHH! stupid la.. ^&$%#$&*(!!! there goes my 120bucks @_@.. sian! was chattin, gamin.. whole day.. tried to study stupid physics.. ok i give up.. -_-
damn happy i did not take science courses in poly anyway =\ but i stil love bio to the max.. =( sian la.. life.. ARGH! forget it.. life's bored.. life's dead.. gonna juz take things as they come.. not gonna mian qiang liao.. sian.. go zZzzzZZzzz le.. tml stil got sch.. @_@ SIAN! gd nitey!
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
ytd didnt blog.. felt weird.. now am in class.. anyway am feelin fuckin dulan now la.. cb.. now i reali noe liao "poly ppl al selfish one" fuck sia ccb! ask hem thing NO ONE reply lor.. cb! today's physics lesson.. knn i nv study physics rite?! and yet no one reply me..
last week everyone dunno anythin bout bio all i got teach lor.. i ans al question lor.. cb!!! next time i do preject myself la.. cb wat stupid grp work.. wat team work?! fuck al this la..!!! knn.. how i wish to go back to sec sch =( i miss joey and all of them.. joey, stan, xian, xiong, ben, gab, keat.. =( i miss them all!!! who will help me in poly?? i'm stupid i noe.. but i wanna learn!
i dun wanna end up learning nothin! yet no one's helpin me! i tink i made a wrong choice by choosing RP.. worst when the teacher aint teachin!! PBL PBL.. fuck the PBL la..! tink everyone reali wil teach each other? tink everyone wil help each other?! u're wrong fuckin principal! ppl sep over one another to be the best! fuckin cb!
last week everyone dunno anythin bout bio all i got teach lor.. i ans al question lor.. cb!!! next time i do preject myself la.. cb wat stupid grp work.. wat team work?! fuck al this la..!!! knn.. how i wish to go back to sec sch =( i miss joey and all of them.. joey, stan, xian, xiong, ben, gab, keat.. =( i miss them all!!! who will help me in poly?? i'm stupid i noe.. but i wanna learn!
i dun wanna end up learning nothin! yet no one's helpin me! i tink i made a wrong choice by choosing RP.. worst when the teacher aint teachin!! PBL PBL.. fuck the PBL la..! tink everyone reali wil teach each other? tink everyone wil help each other?! u're wrong fuckin principal! ppl sep over one another to be the best! fuckin cb!
ytd didnt blog.. felt weird.. now am in class.. anyway am feelin fuckin dulan now la.. cb.. now i reali noe liao "poly ppl al selfish one" fuck sia ccb! ask hem thing NO ONE reply lor.. cb! today's physics lesson.. knn i nv study physics rite?! and yet no one reply me..
last week everyone dunno anythin bout bio all i got teach lor.. i ans al question lor.. cb!!! next time i do preject myself la.. cb wat stupid grp work.. wat team work?! fuck al this la..!!! knn.. how i wish to go back to sec sch =( i miss joey and all of them.. joey, stan, xian, xiong, ben, gab, keat.. =( i miss them all!!! who will help me in poly?? i'm stupid i noe.. but i wanna learn!
i dun wanna end up learning nothin! yet no one's helpin me! i tink i made a wrong choice by choosing RP.. worst when the teacher aint teachin!! PBL PBL.. fuck the PBL la..! tink everyone reali wil teach each other? tink everyone wil help each other?! u're wrong fuckin principal! ppl sep over one another to be the best! fuckin cb!
last week everyone dunno anythin bout bio all i got teach lor.. i ans al question lor.. cb!!! next time i do preject myself la.. cb wat stupid grp work.. wat team work?! fuck al this la..!!! knn.. how i wish to go back to sec sch =( i miss joey and all of them.. joey, stan, xian, xiong, ben, gab, keat.. =( i miss them all!!! who will help me in poly?? i'm stupid i noe.. but i wanna learn!
i dun wanna end up learning nothin! yet no one's helpin me! i tink i made a wrong choice by choosing RP.. worst when the teacher aint teachin!! PBL PBL.. fuck the PBL la..! tink everyone reali wil teach each other? tink everyone wil help each other?! u're wrong fuckin principal! ppl sep over one another to be the best! fuckin cb!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Today's our BIGGGGG day with LUSH =D the performance was ok la.. lol had fun among ourselves thou.. al i can say is we screw everythin up.. =X everyone forgot EVERYTHING! haha.. but it was a fun one.. they're damn gd at last min sia!!! fast brain sia!!! everythin seem damn gd but actually it was buang lol!!
the comments we got is "u guys were great!" or "u guys so relax sia" lol.. i tink is OVER-relax ba =X it's a indoor performance at SAF yatch club.. some kind of the private event.. and the crowd were reali cute lol!! cute kids n nice parents sia =)
we ate there n play alot lol!!! madness man.. reali reali enjoyed ourselves alot.. =) took like 78367563542546678998865 photos =X but i loveeeeeeee the photo!!! our crew photo POWER LA!!!! XD later show u muahaha! ok i'm reali reali high now sia.. dunno wat to say also lol!! too too too nice le =)
the comments we got is "u guys were great!" or "u guys so relax sia" lol.. i tink is OVER-relax ba =X it's a indoor performance at SAF yatch club.. some kind of the private event.. and the crowd were reali cute lol!! cute kids n nice parents sia =)
we ate there n play alot lol!!! madness man.. reali reali enjoyed ourselves alot.. =) took like 78367563542546678998865 photos =X but i loveeeeeeee the photo!!! our crew photo POWER LA!!!! XD later show u muahaha! ok i'm reali reali high now sia.. dunno wat to say also lol!! too too too nice le =)
went to bugis to watch levis com semi with emi.. our crew got into finals!!! all the way LUSH!!! woohoo!! =) we today likesuper busy la =\ cos actually we meetin at 12.. thn we wanna go fareast buy things for tml's performance.. thn emi wan cut hair ma.. end up al overslept lol!!!
meet at 2pm instead =\ thn went fareast.. buy alot of things.. lol.. thn went to bugis straight le.. oh ya.. got my bling bling belt fixed.. =) al my studs are back!!! yay! =) bugis is reali F**king hot man!!! i was like super vex lo.. abit abit i super angry le =\ i watch like i tink 2grps onli i angry liao.. cos hot.. and couldnt even see lor.. al the TALL guys infront.. ma de.. cannot be gentleman let the SHORT ladies go infront?! walao ehh.
singporean guys reali sucked man!!! =X selfish bastards.. thn we went to eat.. thn shop abit.. thn went back to see if the weather's better n whether got space to see ornt.. somehow managed to find la.. thn we stand there wait for lush's performance lo.. wots! it was super super powerful sia!!! NICE ONE!!! dee's my new idol liao lol!! she damn sexy sia.. her lines.. woohoo! =X sound wrong..
tml can dance with them!!! yay.. very first performance with my crew.. =) hopefully everythin goes well.. very stress sia.. but they're reali fun haha.. juz now practise reali made me laugh like mad.. lol!!! funny la.. thn got to noe quite alot of lush's family crew ppl and a few of lush's ppl =) so happy sia.. they al say "welcome to lush" walao super homely feeling =) they're al nice ppl la.. gd dancers too..!!
oh i saw someone at bugis.. but i run away.. =\ not run.. but.. didnt call or wat lo.. no need to ba.. i guess.. =\ ok enuf bout unhapy things.. wah i very tired sia.. lol.. stil waiting for my nails to dry =\ neh neh.. sian! oh regarding the "cannot dance at esplanade" thingy hor.. i find it weird sia..
today we went esplanade to dance.. and hor got police.. but hor nv chase us away lei.. =\ but stil unsure cos when the police there we nv dance.. we juz sit n chat.. thn as usual the skater n biker kana.. lol!! aiya wont die de la.. wanna stop me from dancin?! JIASAI LA!!! =X
walao.. today hor.. i nv go to meteor watch sia =\ my school got this meteor watch thingy tonite at east coast with the astronomy club.. thn onli 30students are selected from the whole school lei!!! i am selected lor!!! damn damn damn happy sia.. but my dreams CUI.. cos have t practise.. =( walao.. i wanna see my cancer star.. wanna see leo wanna see scorpio and al the horoscope =( and of cos my MOST fave!!! SHOOTING STAR!!!! RAHHHHHHH! ^&$%@#^&*
sad sia!!! =( nvm la.. hopefully one day can watch them all.. hais.. i wanna go pulau ubin see la.. the very same spot where my np sir brought us there few years back.. tat nite was awsome and i can NEVER forget.. the nite with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many stars like paint splashed on a blank piece of black paper..
we were al lying on the patch of long/tall grass.. ok it was on a "hilltop" place.. with long/tall grass.. and reali nothin else.. i juz feel like i'm at top of the world at that time.. =) with the breeze blowing at my face as if god's sayang-ing me.. the onli sian thing is i feel sticky al over.. cos very hot.. lol!!! =X thn the walk back to our campsite is awsome too..
filled with fireflies!!! very very very nice!!! the first time i ever see fireflies in my whole life sia!!! =) i wanna touch them but cant.. cos if i do.. they'll die =\ i dun wan tat man!! so i juz use my tee to "hop" them lol.. cute lei.. they're so tiny!!! so cute!! at nite of cos.. i heard they're actually ugly fellow =\ but well.. stil nice ma.. hor? haha =) ok i sian liao.. gonna wait for my nails to dry.. thn pack bag for tml.. thn ZzZzZzZZzzzzzz.. TIRED SIA!!!
"take care huh" melts me today.. =) juz a sentence liddat after a pissed/tiring day makes me feel so gd.. thanks ******..
meet at 2pm instead =\ thn went fareast.. buy alot of things.. lol.. thn went to bugis straight le.. oh ya.. got my bling bling belt fixed.. =) al my studs are back!!! yay! =) bugis is reali F**king hot man!!! i was like super vex lo.. abit abit i super angry le =\ i watch like i tink 2grps onli i angry liao.. cos hot.. and couldnt even see lor.. al the TALL guys infront.. ma de.. cannot be gentleman let the SHORT ladies go infront?! walao ehh.
singporean guys reali sucked man!!! =X selfish bastards.. thn we went to eat.. thn shop abit.. thn went back to see if the weather's better n whether got space to see ornt.. somehow managed to find la.. thn we stand there wait for lush's performance lo.. wots! it was super super powerful sia!!! NICE ONE!!! dee's my new idol liao lol!! she damn sexy sia.. her lines.. woohoo! =X sound wrong..
tml can dance with them!!! yay.. very first performance with my crew.. =) hopefully everythin goes well.. very stress sia.. but they're reali fun haha.. juz now practise reali made me laugh like mad.. lol!!! funny la.. thn got to noe quite alot of lush's family crew ppl and a few of lush's ppl =) so happy sia.. they al say "welcome to lush" walao super homely feeling =) they're al nice ppl la.. gd dancers too..!!
oh i saw someone at bugis.. but i run away.. =\ not run.. but.. didnt call or wat lo.. no need to ba.. i guess.. =\ ok enuf bout unhapy things.. wah i very tired sia.. lol.. stil waiting for my nails to dry =\ neh neh.. sian! oh regarding the "cannot dance at esplanade" thingy hor.. i find it weird sia..
today we went esplanade to dance.. and hor got police.. but hor nv chase us away lei.. =\ but stil unsure cos when the police there we nv dance.. we juz sit n chat.. thn as usual the skater n biker kana.. lol!! aiya wont die de la.. wanna stop me from dancin?! JIASAI LA!!! =X
walao.. today hor.. i nv go to meteor watch sia =\ my school got this meteor watch thingy tonite at east coast with the astronomy club.. thn onli 30students are selected from the whole school lei!!! i am selected lor!!! damn damn damn happy sia.. but my dreams CUI.. cos have t practise.. =( walao.. i wanna see my cancer star.. wanna see leo wanna see scorpio and al the horoscope =( and of cos my MOST fave!!! SHOOTING STAR!!!! RAHHHHHHH! ^&$%@#^&*
sad sia!!! =( nvm la.. hopefully one day can watch them all.. hais.. i wanna go pulau ubin see la.. the very same spot where my np sir brought us there few years back.. tat nite was awsome and i can NEVER forget.. the nite with SOOOOOOOOOOOO many stars like paint splashed on a blank piece of black paper..
we were al lying on the patch of long/tall grass.. ok it was on a "hilltop" place.. with long/tall grass.. and reali nothin else.. i juz feel like i'm at top of the world at that time.. =) with the breeze blowing at my face as if god's sayang-ing me.. the onli sian thing is i feel sticky al over.. cos very hot.. lol!!! =X thn the walk back to our campsite is awsome too..
filled with fireflies!!! very very very nice!!! the first time i ever see fireflies in my whole life sia!!! =) i wanna touch them but cant.. cos if i do.. they'll die =\ i dun wan tat man!! so i juz use my tee to "hop" them lol.. cute lei.. they're so tiny!!! so cute!! at nite of cos.. i heard they're actually ugly fellow =\ but well.. stil nice ma.. hor? haha =) ok i sian liao.. gonna wait for my nails to dry.. thn pack bag for tml.. thn ZzZzZzZZzzzzzz.. TIRED SIA!!!
"take care huh" melts me today.. =) juz a sentence liddat after a pissed/tiring day makes me feel so gd.. thanks ******..
Saturday, April 22, 2006
TIRED TIRED!!! @_@
i'm dying of exhaustion very very soon!!! got fever for 4days liao and dance continuously for 3days after school =\ everyday reach home at 12.30am and have to wake up at 6.30 to go school =\ in school have to crack brain for PBL..
reali hope this week pass faster so i can have abit of space to "breathe" but this few days of dance prac with lush is reali reali a solid one man! reali am damn damn happy sia! took us 3days to earn their dance n formation everythin done =) now need to perfect it onli.. wahaha! another miracle done!
oh ya.. heard from tapa that esplanade canot dance anymore wor.. =\ well dunno wat's gonna happen man.. i predict 2 outcome.. everyone go to youth park like few years back.. or everyone hack care juz dance there lol! for my crew, we'll go to youth park more i guess.. but few of them prefer esplanade too! lol.. well this is wat i call "xi guan" co to me, esplanade is already my home.. now few days nv go le.. feel weird sia.. =\ bobian la.. bz for this sunday's show n next wed.. and dunno one more day when? lol =X
oh ya.. i promise my class i'll give my monday to them next week.. lol =X cos this week they wanted to go ktv, watch movie.. blah blah.. lotsa activities.. but me n nicholas reali reali bz.. i got my performance.. he got his.. lol.. fter this 2weeks both us wil be more free ba.. after that gonna party like mad with my class.. =)
al of us already talkin bout wat wil happen if our class go seperate =\ ok i admit.. we're too dependent on one another.. but who cares?! this is BONDING! =) believe we wil stil be close de =) we plan alot sia lol! lunch tgt.. dinner.. morning rp walk.. lol!! but now most impt is to have fun n hang out tgt =)
oh ya.. gotten my daily grades for this week.. erm onli for communication and basic science.. science i got a B and communication i got a C!! =( sad sia!!!! damn damn damn sad.. result so bad! can jia sai liao la!!!! =( and today.. problem solving.. i got a B.. lol.. andy peep at the results! hahaha! nv la.. i promise to talk more on my presentation next week =(
walao.. esplanade cannot dance anymore?!?! %%^#%#$&^&* why sia WHY?! the government is encouraging the youths to bring up he arts "factor" in singapore.. yet they're stoppin us from dancing in places like those.. these are places where we always get to dance..
we aint rich kids who can afford studios lessons.. we aint gd enuff to get talent scouts to scout us n give us free lessons.. we can onli dance at those places.. we didnt cause any "uncomfy" to anyone there lor! make such a nice place just for passer-by????? is this crazy? i'm not criticising the government la.. but i juz dun understand why lor.. in fact.. many and i mean MANY!!!! ppl who walk pass there appreciates our dance.. they appreciates the arts in singapore..
they gives us gd comments.. if not they'll clap for us.. if not thn they'll at the least smile to us.. the most li hai one is they actually video us in their very own v-cam.. hello?! can u adults appreciates wat the younger ones are doin now? and stop taking away al these lil lil impt things away from us? i juz find it unfair..
dun understand why past few years can dance there now cannot.. it's super lame can?! thn fine lor.. i shall leave my name in the mr policeman's notepad permanently so tat he dun have to ask me for my i/c everytime he sees me there..
ok tired liao.. my eyes reali closing le.. go slp le.. tml gotta meet emi go cut hair thn buy performance shirt.. thn go watch levis com.. at nite stil got prac @_@ after this week i'm gonna REST man!!!! =X gd nitey!!!! =)
i'm dying of exhaustion very very soon!!! got fever for 4days liao and dance continuously for 3days after school =\ everyday reach home at 12.30am and have to wake up at 6.30 to go school =\ in school have to crack brain for PBL..
reali hope this week pass faster so i can have abit of space to "breathe" but this few days of dance prac with lush is reali reali a solid one man! reali am damn damn happy sia! took us 3days to earn their dance n formation everythin done =) now need to perfect it onli.. wahaha! another miracle done!
oh ya.. heard from tapa that esplanade canot dance anymore wor.. =\ well dunno wat's gonna happen man.. i predict 2 outcome.. everyone go to youth park like few years back.. or everyone hack care juz dance there lol! for my crew, we'll go to youth park more i guess.. but few of them prefer esplanade too! lol.. well this is wat i call "xi guan" co to me, esplanade is already my home.. now few days nv go le.. feel weird sia.. =\ bobian la.. bz for this sunday's show n next wed.. and dunno one more day when? lol =X
oh ya.. i promise my class i'll give my monday to them next week.. lol =X cos this week they wanted to go ktv, watch movie.. blah blah.. lotsa activities.. but me n nicholas reali reali bz.. i got my performance.. he got his.. lol.. fter this 2weeks both us wil be more free ba.. after that gonna party like mad with my class.. =)
al of us already talkin bout wat wil happen if our class go seperate =\ ok i admit.. we're too dependent on one another.. but who cares?! this is BONDING! =) believe we wil stil be close de =) we plan alot sia lol! lunch tgt.. dinner.. morning rp walk.. lol!! but now most impt is to have fun n hang out tgt =)
oh ya.. gotten my daily grades for this week.. erm onli for communication and basic science.. science i got a B and communication i got a C!! =( sad sia!!!! damn damn damn sad.. result so bad! can jia sai liao la!!!! =( and today.. problem solving.. i got a B.. lol.. andy peep at the results! hahaha! nv la.. i promise to talk more on my presentation next week =(
walao.. esplanade cannot dance anymore?!?! %%^#%#$&^&* why sia WHY?! the government is encouraging the youths to bring up he arts "factor" in singapore.. yet they're stoppin us from dancing in places like those.. these are places where we always get to dance..
we aint rich kids who can afford studios lessons.. we aint gd enuff to get talent scouts to scout us n give us free lessons.. we can onli dance at those places.. we didnt cause any "uncomfy" to anyone there lor! make such a nice place just for passer-by????? is this crazy? i'm not criticising the government la.. but i juz dun understand why lor.. in fact.. many and i mean MANY!!!! ppl who walk pass there appreciates our dance.. they appreciates the arts in singapore..
they gives us gd comments.. if not they'll clap for us.. if not thn they'll at the least smile to us.. the most li hai one is they actually video us in their very own v-cam.. hello?! can u adults appreciates wat the younger ones are doin now? and stop taking away al these lil lil impt things away from us? i juz find it unfair..
dun understand why past few years can dance there now cannot.. it's super lame can?! thn fine lor.. i shall leave my name in the mr policeman's notepad permanently so tat he dun have to ask me for my i/c everytime he sees me there..
ok tired liao.. my eyes reali closing le.. go slp le.. tml gotta meet emi go cut hair thn buy performance shirt.. thn go watch levis com.. at nite stil got prac @_@ after this week i'm gonna REST man!!!! =X gd nitey!!!! =)
Friday, April 21, 2006
today's lesson was fun! omg cant believe i actually wil say math lesson fun lol! but seriously is reali reali fun.. teachin thru games =) smart teacher i have =) and real nice too!! walao i same project grp as that ah beng andy for 3days liao sia!! lol.. but he's fun la =) damn funny guy lol!
today our class keep bugging our faci to let us dun change our class lol! =X cos every semester class wil change =\ and i guess everybody wil hate that! today i see the way everyone talk to faci ar.. walao.. i'm like damn damn happy i'm in this class la!! they're so united n bonded thou it's been onli like 4th day of school.. 4th day we know each other!
thn i say "walao thn every half a year muz cry one time lei.. not gd u noe" lol! thn the class laugh like dunno wat.. haha! but lesson today is reali fun n relax! cos our presentation damn ez.. "wat have u learn?" lol! 4slides nia lor.. hahahaha!
had a very very tiring day thou.. cos i ZzzZzz at ard 3am+ ytd =\ cos somethin happened la.. dun wish to go on further cos since it had ended.. =\ and was sms-ing with nicholas til the time we both go ZzZzZz lol! cos he cant slp. i also ma.. thn til ard 3am+ we both tired.. hahaha! gd timin! nice chat la.. thou he dunno how to respond at times haha =X
went to dance at newton today with lush =) prac for sunday's item n they prac for levis com.. woots.. shiok ar! i tink situ's quite impressed la.. haha.. gd man! i told u they're gd!! =) trust me le ba.. muahahah! woots.. i'm tired le.. lol.. eyelid damn heavy sia =\ @_@ gonna KO real soon!
tml's meetin nicholas n sean at woodlands.. we not having breakfast.. but we buying snacks go class eat lol! fun hor? -_- their idea.. lol! but better la.. at least meet 8am.. i can slp longer.. hehe =X ok anyway gd nite!! muacks (_-_) ZzZzZzZZzZzzzZZzZZzzzzzzzz
today our class keep bugging our faci to let us dun change our class lol! =X cos every semester class wil change =\ and i guess everybody wil hate that! today i see the way everyone talk to faci ar.. walao.. i'm like damn damn happy i'm in this class la!! they're so united n bonded thou it's been onli like 4th day of school.. 4th day we know each other!
thn i say "walao thn every half a year muz cry one time lei.. not gd u noe" lol! thn the class laugh like dunno wat.. haha! but lesson today is reali fun n relax! cos our presentation damn ez.. "wat have u learn?" lol! 4slides nia lor.. hahahaha!
had a very very tiring day thou.. cos i ZzzZzz at ard 3am+ ytd =\ cos somethin happened la.. dun wish to go on further cos since it had ended.. =\ and was sms-ing with nicholas til the time we both go ZzZzZz lol! cos he cant slp. i also ma.. thn til ard 3am+ we both tired.. hahaha! gd timin! nice chat la.. thou he dunno how to respond at times haha =X
went to dance at newton today with lush =) prac for sunday's item n they prac for levis com.. woots.. shiok ar! i tink situ's quite impressed la.. haha.. gd man! i told u they're gd!! =) trust me le ba.. muahahah! woots.. i'm tired le.. lol.. eyelid damn heavy sia =\ @_@ gonna KO real soon!
tml's meetin nicholas n sean at woodlands.. we not having breakfast.. but we buying snacks go class eat lol! fun hor? -_- their idea.. lol! but better la.. at least meet 8am.. i can slp longer.. hehe =X ok anyway gd nite!! muacks (_-_) ZzZzZzZZzZzzzZZzZZzzzzzzzz
Thursday, April 20, 2006
sometimes i serioualy dunno why the fuck ppl wanna keep talkin and talkin bout nonsense over n over again.. i read her blog.. she talked about the conflict again.. ok fine.. if u wonder y dion they al can leave "peacefully" is cos firstly dion is not close with us.. and for ash.. is cos we juz dun wanna question anythin.. actually did u realise..
did u ask urself "why things are liddat today?" tink about it CAREFULLY! when u al wanna leave.. did i confront u? did i say "fuck la go la" i'm juz using tat phrase to generalised things ok.. if u can remember.. my response to ur leaving is "leave lor" and i kept shut.. watever i blog about is non of anyone's business.. rite?
who ask u to wan to talk to us.. ok tat i dun blame u.. i understand u juz wanna keep the frenship.. so i accepted.. "let's meet on fri" end up.. i dunno how the hack.. and why the hack suddenly u al change time.. thn al ur attitude are like "walao sian la" to meet us.. hello?! now is u al wan talk not us lei..
aiya watever it is.. the past is the past.. go n backstab bout us to my ONCE bestie la.. GO ON.. since is a ONCE bestie.. no longer anymore wat.. shudnt hurt much to me la.. i'll juz act blind or deaf lor..
for my ONCE bestie.. i read ur blog.. if u tink the last part of the "er xin" is use on u.. al i can say is our telepathy lost it's connection.. if u self admit i got nothin to say.. for me.. i'm not referring to u.. but i dun deny the first part is referring to u.. and i apologise here.. cos i forgot u gt ur celebration.. i swear i forgot.. if u dun believe it's up to u..
and if u wanna noe the reason y i dun wanna go.. i already told u b4.. and u said u somehow understand.. so better dun blame me for not goin.. i'm juz tellin u.. i'm not sayin tat u blame me or wat.. but even if u had already blamed me.. well got nothin to say..
and i tink i need to clarify for emi.. when u girls are sms-ing.. i was there.. i can onli say "electronics devices can make ppl get the wrong idea cos the wrong emotions might be passed as well.." got it? we interpreted that the way u reply is in a "fuckin" attitude u get wat i mean? the last sentence "thurs and fri evening i cant make it..i've got arrangements alrd" u noe ppl always misinterpretted it..
aiya i dunno liao la.. not gd at words la.. wanna listen dun wanna listen.. wanna accept my explaination dun wanna accept.. i cant help it liao.. my another ONCE bestie said "I We dont bother anymore about you.. just forget about the past and get alive!" when had u ever bother/care about me ever since tat incident happen?
and i also told her tat clov can always survive with 3"petals" but wat did she say? "no lo.. thn it wont be clo anymore.." and u too say b4 "love u stil" rite la hor! dun say things when u dun mean them.. and b4 u comment on anythin.. pls get al facts rite.. thanks..
since u said that.. it shall be it.. fine.. i wont bother u girls anymore too! frenship ended rite? fine! if u didnt noe. i do the video with al my heart.. but NON and i mean NON of u appreciates it.. al i get is a comment "nice video" tat's it.. how nice ehh? ha.. how stupid was i thinkin that maybe by doin tat things wil/might get better.. lol! i'm stil the fool the naive stupid fool in the end.. thanks for the hurt.. THANKS SO DAMN MUCH!
"we wont quarrel anymore.. cos i believe we're stable liao.."
"cherish each other b4 the day we never get the chance to again(when we die).."
"love u girls always"
"nothin can tear us apart"
these are jux few of the thousands words thn is in my miind now.. haha.. all proven FAKE! i dun mean they lie cos the dun mean it.. but somehow it's not proven rite? i never lie.. why? cos when i noe the very very first incident when me n her quarrel about recently over the LIES, i already tried to bury n i stil love her as much.. tat's my job done.. but wat is it now? everyone gangin up turning back on me??? fine!
life of xinwei had ended.. she lost everythin in less thn a month.. her crew, her besties.. EVERYTHIN! seems like the world's turning it's back on me.. haha.. well thn fine u fuckin world.. when u have everythin be careful.. cos one fine day.. u might juz lose al of them.. like i did.. anyway when she said tat in her blog.. i guess she dun feel a thing la.. she always tink she's rite too.. forget it.. senses cant get into her sometimes.. to them i am NOTHIN now.. so y bother? haha.. fine lor.. i shall not feel sad i guess.. when they wont feel a thing.. one last time.. take care.. get the LIFE tat u wan.. get them well get them done.. i'm outta it.. since u kick me out juz like tat when it means nothin.. gd bye is the hardest word to say.. but i shall say it now.. since u said it so many times.. thanks n blessing
did u ask urself "why things are liddat today?" tink about it CAREFULLY! when u al wanna leave.. did i confront u? did i say "fuck la go la" i'm juz using tat phrase to generalised things ok.. if u can remember.. my response to ur leaving is "leave lor" and i kept shut.. watever i blog about is non of anyone's business.. rite?
who ask u to wan to talk to us.. ok tat i dun blame u.. i understand u juz wanna keep the frenship.. so i accepted.. "let's meet on fri" end up.. i dunno how the hack.. and why the hack suddenly u al change time.. thn al ur attitude are like "walao sian la" to meet us.. hello?! now is u al wan talk not us lei..
aiya watever it is.. the past is the past.. go n backstab bout us to my ONCE bestie la.. GO ON.. since is a ONCE bestie.. no longer anymore wat.. shudnt hurt much to me la.. i'll juz act blind or deaf lor..
for my ONCE bestie.. i read ur blog.. if u tink the last part of the "er xin" is use on u.. al i can say is our telepathy lost it's connection.. if u self admit i got nothin to say.. for me.. i'm not referring to u.. but i dun deny the first part is referring to u.. and i apologise here.. cos i forgot u gt ur celebration.. i swear i forgot.. if u dun believe it's up to u..
and if u wanna noe the reason y i dun wanna go.. i already told u b4.. and u said u somehow understand.. so better dun blame me for not goin.. i'm juz tellin u.. i'm not sayin tat u blame me or wat.. but even if u had already blamed me.. well got nothin to say..
and i tink i need to clarify for emi.. when u girls are sms-ing.. i was there.. i can onli say "electronics devices can make ppl get the wrong idea cos the wrong emotions might be passed as well.." got it? we interpreted that the way u reply is in a "fuckin" attitude u get wat i mean? the last sentence "thurs and fri evening i cant make it..i've got arrangements alrd" u noe ppl always misinterpretted it..
aiya i dunno liao la.. not gd at words la.. wanna listen dun wanna listen.. wanna accept my explaination dun wanna accept.. i cant help it liao.. my another ONCE bestie said "I We dont bother anymore about you.. just forget about the past and get alive!" when had u ever bother/care about me ever since tat incident happen?
and i also told her tat clov can always survive with 3"petals" but wat did she say? "no lo.. thn it wont be clo anymore.." and u too say b4 "love u stil" rite la hor! dun say things when u dun mean them.. and b4 u comment on anythin.. pls get al facts rite.. thanks..
since u said that.. it shall be it.. fine.. i wont bother u girls anymore too! frenship ended rite? fine! if u didnt noe. i do the video with al my heart.. but NON and i mean NON of u appreciates it.. al i get is a comment "nice video" tat's it.. how nice ehh? ha.. how stupid was i thinkin that maybe by doin tat things wil/might get better.. lol! i'm stil the fool the naive stupid fool in the end.. thanks for the hurt.. THANKS SO DAMN MUCH!
"we wont quarrel anymore.. cos i believe we're stable liao.."
"cherish each other b4 the day we never get the chance to again(when we die).."
"love u girls always"
"nothin can tear us apart"
these are jux few of the thousands words thn is in my miind now.. haha.. all proven FAKE! i dun mean they lie cos the dun mean it.. but somehow it's not proven rite? i never lie.. why? cos when i noe the very very first incident when me n her quarrel about recently over the LIES, i already tried to bury n i stil love her as much.. tat's my job done.. but wat is it now? everyone gangin up turning back on me??? fine!
life of xinwei had ended.. she lost everythin in less thn a month.. her crew, her besties.. EVERYTHIN! seems like the world's turning it's back on me.. haha.. well thn fine u fuckin world.. when u have everythin be careful.. cos one fine day.. u might juz lose al of them.. like i did.. anyway when she said tat in her blog.. i guess she dun feel a thing la.. she always tink she's rite too.. forget it.. senses cant get into her sometimes.. to them i am NOTHIN now.. so y bother? haha.. fine lor.. i shall not feel sad i guess.. when they wont feel a thing.. one last time.. take care.. get the LIFE tat u wan.. get them well get them done.. i'm outta it.. since u kick me out juz like tat when it means nothin.. gd bye is the hardest word to say.. but i shall say it now.. since u said it so many times.. thanks n blessing
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
in class now =X but having our first breakout.. so yeap.. actually supose to do project discussion but we done le so ya.. everyone wenta breakfast except me.. in my team i mean.. haha.. i ate in the morning with sean n liyi.. so very full now.. woots.. today's project nt bad wor.. seems fun..
today's module is introduction to communication practise.. sound not bad.. but hor end up feel more like industrial product design lol...!! we're suppose to do a product suitable for adult n kids of 4yrs old.. and present to the class with the instructions to assemble the item.. lol!
not bad hor.. at least is more on the creative side raher thn logical.. =\ ytd is science (logical) tml also logical.. Computing and mathematical methods!!! OMG OMG OMG! (_-_) i tink i seriously wil HATE thurs the MOST =\ sian la MATH! walao..
wonder how r we gonna do our product lol.. we decided to do a DIY photo frame.. =) ok my classmate's smart! haha.. actually we wanted to do a "snake and ladder game in 3D version" but ar.. NO TIME! lol.. our time is very very very limited..
everyday problem statement arrives in the morning ard 8.30.. thn we wil listen to the faci briefing.. til 9.30 1st breakout for breakfast n discussion.. but usually we no breakfast =\ no time la! thn come back at 10.30 thn have to come back tell abit.. thn at 11pm 2nd breakout to put our ideas tgt.. and prepare our powerpoint slides.. thn at 2pm PRESENTATION LIAO!!! =
see the limited time we have?? =( ok off to do my slides le =(
today's module is introduction to communication practise.. sound not bad.. but hor end up feel more like industrial product design lol...!! we're suppose to do a product suitable for adult n kids of 4yrs old.. and present to the class with the instructions to assemble the item.. lol!
not bad hor.. at least is more on the creative side raher thn logical.. =\ ytd is science (logical) tml also logical.. Computing and mathematical methods!!! OMG OMG OMG! (_-_) i tink i seriously wil HATE thurs the MOST =\ sian la MATH! walao..
wonder how r we gonna do our product lol.. we decided to do a DIY photo frame.. =) ok my classmate's smart! haha.. actually we wanted to do a "snake and ladder game in 3D version" but ar.. NO TIME! lol.. our time is very very very limited..
everyday problem statement arrives in the morning ard 8.30.. thn we wil listen to the faci briefing.. til 9.30 1st breakout for breakfast n discussion.. but usually we no breakfast =\ no time la! thn come back at 10.30 thn have to come back tell abit.. thn at 11pm 2nd breakout to put our ideas tgt.. and prepare our powerpoint slides.. thn at 2pm PRESENTATION LIAO!!! =
see the limited time we have?? =( ok off to do my slides le =(
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
2nd day of school.. FUN! lol! today had basic science (which is not basic at al =\) lol! the faci hor walan eh sibei %^#%$$#@&* sia!!! ma de! >=( "no msn in class, no food n drink, no blah blah blah.." walao al these stupid rules.. gabriel also nv give lor! kns! tink we lil kids ar.. RAHHH!
lucky my team today not bad sia HENG AR! today's andy, faizal, rachell and kok wai.. =) they reali wil work =) but that 2 guy keep goin to fag la -_- sianness.. was abit pissed today cos havein headache =\ thn they keep playin thn somemore time running up liao waliew.. thn tell them out of point liao dun believe me.. see la.. reali kana shoot =(
heng i gd talker can turn thing from square into circle ar.. arbo sure die! tink we somehow managed to get thru la lol! we ate ALOT of mentose today sia! lol TOO STRESS! =X reali streeful but hor reali interesting lol! cos science ma hehehehehe! sian i onli can study science for a year nia =( after that design liao.. hais.. thn my science no more =(
i feel like takin private dip in biomedical as well lei =\ but scared cant handle.. hmm maybe after i got my dip ba lol! =X school's fun =) and we had breakfast this morning @_@ my god i'm like a panda eatin hotcakes la @_@ woots.. tml's communication somethin la =X dunno wat lai de lol.. hopefully my grp's gd =\ pls pls pls!
after sch wenta dance with emi and my crew lush =) woots see them dance i also dying to dance thou i'm in the wrong pants.. i danced alt! sweat like F lol =X reali mad sia.. learned their dance which they'll use for may's performance =) shiok man! tink i love their style =) not so mud but yet nice n sharp! =) woots! i'm gonna work hard to fit into them man!
when dancing behind mazlan.. walan ehh! i see his lines i imitate til my leg tangle lol! =X but somehow i got the steps le.. =) need more practise to get my sharpness n lines well =) lookin forward to ractises with them man!
gonna prove to the world that gd dancers dun necessary have to go thru professional training! in fact i tink mazlan is pro! he's damn gd at teachin.. always giving gd things.. the way he deliver his msg across to us is reali gd.. he tells us we're gd when we noe we're bad la lol.. and he reali very very patient sia! respect!
woots.. tink 23rd's performance cancel! aiya excuses after excuses.. lol.. had enuff.. and i expected it la.. well.. dun wan lor.. cancel ba.. i also dun feel like doin.. so damn sian.. but money sia! walao.. =\ nvm la.. earn it rite.. =) i hate ppl who always give excuses.. and i hate ppl who pull out last min.. breaks promise.. eeyer.. er xin!
lucky my team today not bad sia HENG AR! today's andy, faizal, rachell and kok wai.. =) they reali wil work =) but that 2 guy keep goin to fag la -_- sianness.. was abit pissed today cos havein headache =\ thn they keep playin thn somemore time running up liao waliew.. thn tell them out of point liao dun believe me.. see la.. reali kana shoot =(
heng i gd talker can turn thing from square into circle ar.. arbo sure die! tink we somehow managed to get thru la lol! we ate ALOT of mentose today sia! lol TOO STRESS! =X reali streeful but hor reali interesting lol! cos science ma hehehehehe! sian i onli can study science for a year nia =( after that design liao.. hais.. thn my science no more =(
i feel like takin private dip in biomedical as well lei =\ but scared cant handle.. hmm maybe after i got my dip ba lol! =X school's fun =) and we had breakfast this morning @_@ my god i'm like a panda eatin hotcakes la @_@ woots.. tml's communication somethin la =X dunno wat lai de lol.. hopefully my grp's gd =\ pls pls pls!
after sch wenta dance with emi and my crew lush =) woots see them dance i also dying to dance thou i'm in the wrong pants.. i danced alt! sweat like F lol =X reali mad sia.. learned their dance which they'll use for may's performance =) shiok man! tink i love their style =) not so mud but yet nice n sharp! =) woots! i'm gonna work hard to fit into them man!
when dancing behind mazlan.. walan ehh! i see his lines i imitate til my leg tangle lol! =X but somehow i got the steps le.. =) need more practise to get my sharpness n lines well =) lookin forward to ractises with them man!
gonna prove to the world that gd dancers dun necessary have to go thru professional training! in fact i tink mazlan is pro! he's damn gd at teachin.. always giving gd things.. the way he deliver his msg across to us is reali gd.. he tells us we're gd when we noe we're bad la lol.. and he reali very very patient sia! respect!
woots.. tink 23rd's performance cancel! aiya excuses after excuses.. lol.. had enuff.. and i expected it la.. well.. dun wan lor.. cancel ba.. i also dun feel like doin.. so damn sian.. but money sia! walao.. =\ nvm la.. earn it rite.. =) i hate ppl who always give excuses.. and i hate ppl who pull out last min.. breaks promise.. eeyer.. er xin!
Monday, April 17, 2006
OMFG! can u imagine? i juz reach home from school =\ ok school ended at 4pm.. but it rained like MAD!!!! so we were stuck at school =\ thn til ard 5+pm thn we manage to walk in the rain to causeway point =( IN THE RAIN LEI!! walao..
thn went to eat at KFC again lol.. funny sia.. in class today when gabriel (our enterprising skill 1 facilitator) teachin us bout watever thing la =\ we al msn in class lol!! i msn ask liyi n sean wan go KFC ma cos i wanna eat cheesefries.. thn when lesson over, almost WHOLE class noe i wanna eat cheesefries -______-
damn funny sia!! and today our class's better le.. quite fun to be with lol! presentation's fun.. but reali make me wanna bang wall =\ my team SUCK! =X reali sia.. onli got me, jessie n hafizah wrkin.. the other 2 guy ar.. walao ehh JIASAI LA!
thn after we ate at KFC, we slack there til like ard 9.30pm thn went to civic's mac to do our quiz n evaluation.. they stay very far ar.. so better do it earlier.. we reali do til can die also.. keep having to REFRESH... or BACK! walao.. BTH! but chilling n homework session with them is cool man!!! i realise vernon is REALIIIIII quiet sia =\ lol! and nicholas is fun lol.. sean n liyi i noe them quite well le la lol!
woots! tml's basic science! heard from other class they learn about blood today.. so i guess tml also same ba =) OMG BIOLOGY!!!! muahahaha! shuang liao! hopefully not VERY HARD ar =\ had lotsa fun today in school.. juz tat super steam now lol.. cos reali reali brain juice squeeze out liao =X lol! goin slp soon.. NITEX!
thn went to eat at KFC again lol.. funny sia.. in class today when gabriel (our enterprising skill 1 facilitator) teachin us bout watever thing la =\ we al msn in class lol!! i msn ask liyi n sean wan go KFC ma cos i wanna eat cheesefries.. thn when lesson over, almost WHOLE class noe i wanna eat cheesefries -______-
damn funny sia!! and today our class's better le.. quite fun to be with lol! presentation's fun.. but reali make me wanna bang wall =\ my team SUCK! =X reali sia.. onli got me, jessie n hafizah wrkin.. the other 2 guy ar.. walao ehh JIASAI LA!
thn after we ate at KFC, we slack there til like ard 9.30pm thn went to civic's mac to do our quiz n evaluation.. they stay very far ar.. so better do it earlier.. we reali do til can die also.. keep having to REFRESH... or BACK! walao.. BTH! but chilling n homework session with them is cool man!!! i realise vernon is REALIIIIII quiet sia =\ lol! and nicholas is fun lol.. sean n liyi i noe them quite well le la lol!
woots! tml's basic science! heard from other class they learn about blood today.. so i guess tml also same ba =) OMG BIOLOGY!!!! muahahaha! shuang liao! hopefully not VERY HARD ar =\ had lotsa fun today in school.. juz tat super steam now lol.. cos reali reali brain juice squeeze out liao =X lol! goin slp soon.. NITEX!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
when u say i never learn.. when u say i'm running away.. tink about it.. u dun even understand me.. u dun even noe wat i'm thinkin.. when u say u al are nt in my list.. ha.. tink about it.. if u are nt even in my list why the fuck wil i care in the past? tink b4 u say anythin.. stop shootin out nonsense which u dunno.. u dunno wat i'm goin thru n u say u learn.. thn gd for u.. u say i nv lear.. izit?? i didnt noe that.. if i never learn why would i grow? ppl grow when they learn.. tink how to improve??? pls la.. tinkin wont help.. put them into action! u've been thinkin for far too long.. juz tink again.. u keep thinkin n thinkin "maybe i liddat... maybe i do this.. maybe i try" wil it help?? NO! at least to me i try! i put them into action thn words.. i put them into actions thn any stupid ideas in me.. no point keep sayin "i try i try" when u NEVER try..
woots got my timetable for this week.. =\ weird ehh.. dun tell me we have to check EVERY week =\ so boliao ehh.. cannot juz give one shot meh =\ ma de.. ok by the looks at it i guess i'll love onli tuesday.. =( die la........ tml gonna meet sean for breakfast.. wonder if liyi wil wanna join us.. lol MCDONALDS! here i come my dearest HOTCAKES!!! lol!!!
wtf sia.. my fren posted this in my school's forum -____-
after readin it i abit dun dare look at mirror liao la hurhur!!!! ma de!
it's some legend on how the cocktail "bloody mary" come by..
i swear i wont drink it ever again sia!!!!!!
here's how it goes.. i pasted everythin here.. =) enjoy!!!!
p/s:believe it ornt up to u.. but i somehow believe =\ well i'm a superstitious person =X
Legend goes that Chanting "Bloody Mary!" thirteen times in front of a candlelit mirror will summon a vengeful spirit.
Some examples taken off the net
If you go into the bathroom and look into the mirror with the lights off and the room completely black, and then say 'Bloody Mary' thirteen times, a woman will appear and scratch your face up/off.
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I was told that if you said "Hell Mary" seven times in front of a mirror in a dark room, you would see Satan's image in the mirror. The story was embellished further by the teller, who claimed that after three "Hell Mary", the mirror turned red, and that after five an unclear face appeared.
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Here's how I always heard the story. You go into a room with a mirror and turn all the lights off (this works well in a bathroom). You begin, in a whisper, to chant "bloody mary. bloody mary, Bloody Mary", as you continue to chant your voice should grow louder and louder into a near scream. While you are chanting you should be spinning around at a medium rate and taking a glimpse in the mirror at each pass. Near the 13th repetition of the words . . . "she" should appear and...?
A frend of mine said that her roommate tried this and ran out screaming from the bathroom. She was shaking and appeared genuinely terrified and refused to talk about the incident, but those who were around her when she came out noticed that her clenched fingers were covered in blood.
Origins
The research into Bloody Mary goes back to 1978, when folklorist Janet Langlois published her essay on the legend. Belief in summoning the mirror-witch was even at that time widespread throughout the U.S.
Mary is summoned whenever squealing girls get together for a sleepover, but boys have been known to call on her too. (The 'Bloody Mary' legend was common when I was a kid in the early 1970s. We typically performed the "ritual" in bathrooms, because the bathrooms of our suburban homes had large mirrors and were easily darkened even during the day since they had no windows. A familiar 'Bloody Mary' story was one about a girl who supposedly ended her incantation with a spiteful "I don't believe in Mary Worth," then tripped over the doorjamb while exiting the bathroom and broke her hip.)
Mary is said to be a witch who was executed a hundred years ago for plying the black arts, or a woman of more modern times who died in a local car accident in which her face was hideously mutilated.
Bloody Mary (not the cocktail) exists in every mirrors especially bathroom/toilet mirrors..
after readin it i abit dun dare look at mirror liao la hurhur!!!! ma de!
it's some legend on how the cocktail "bloody mary" come by..
i swear i wont drink it ever again sia!!!!!!
here's how it goes.. i pasted everythin here.. =) enjoy!!!!
p/s:believe it ornt up to u.. but i somehow believe =\ well i'm a superstitious person =X
Legend goes that Chanting "Bloody Mary!" thirteen times in front of a candlelit mirror will summon a vengeful spirit.
Some examples taken off the net
If you go into the bathroom and look into the mirror with the lights off and the room completely black, and then say 'Bloody Mary' thirteen times, a woman will appear and scratch your face up/off.
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I was told that if you said "Hell Mary" seven times in front of a mirror in a dark room, you would see Satan's image in the mirror. The story was embellished further by the teller, who claimed that after three "Hell Mary", the mirror turned red, and that after five an unclear face appeared.
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Here's how I always heard the story. You go into a room with a mirror and turn all the lights off (this works well in a bathroom). You begin, in a whisper, to chant "bloody mary. bloody mary, Bloody Mary", as you continue to chant your voice should grow louder and louder into a near scream. While you are chanting you should be spinning around at a medium rate and taking a glimpse in the mirror at each pass. Near the 13th repetition of the words . . . "she" should appear and...?
A frend of mine said that her roommate tried this and ran out screaming from the bathroom. She was shaking and appeared genuinely terrified and refused to talk about the incident, but those who were around her when she came out noticed that her clenched fingers were covered in blood.
Origins
The research into Bloody Mary goes back to 1978, when folklorist Janet Langlois published her essay on the legend. Belief in summoning the mirror-witch was even at that time widespread throughout the U.S.
Mary is summoned whenever squealing girls get together for a sleepover, but boys have been known to call on her too. (The 'Bloody Mary' legend was common when I was a kid in the early 1970s. We typically performed the "ritual" in bathrooms, because the bathrooms of our suburban homes had large mirrors and were easily darkened even during the day since they had no windows. A familiar 'Bloody Mary' story was one about a girl who supposedly ended her incantation with a spiteful "I don't believe in Mary Worth," then tripped over the doorjamb while exiting the bathroom and broke her hip.)
Mary is said to be a witch who was executed a hundred years ago for plying the black arts, or a woman of more modern times who died in a local car accident in which her face was hideously mutilated.
Bloody Mary (not the cocktail) exists in every mirrors especially bathroom/toilet mirrors..
Saturday, April 15, 2006
wenta dance at esplanade today.. hmm well didnt dance much.. did more of positioning.. lucky enuff could find ppl for 23rd's show after being bastard by some irresponsible ppl.. talkin bout them makes my blood boil.. ah watever..
anyway today LUSH wanted us to join them lol!!!! stressful lei!!! but hor.. tink it might be a gd thing thou.. they're gd.. they noe so much more thn us as well.. i mean.. ok to be fair.. technically we might noe more thn them.. business brain in dance industry, i dare to say they got much more research thn us =)
i see the way lala teach emi.. reali stress sia.. =\ now i noe why we're forever this lousy.. they're fun ppl too lol!! everytime "IKO IKO" -_______- but well.. me n emi stil considering la.. after seekin advice from lester.. we're abit shaken thou =\ aiyo.. so ma fan sia.. well.. no choice ba.. this is wat we wan.. =)
woots.. suddenly so many things for me sia lol!! well.. the spliting of VIP maybe a blessin in disguise ba =) i read her blog.. wow she said she tried to change.. DID SHE??? too bad i dun see it.. TOOO BADDD! and stop sayin we wont learn or blah blah blah.. i admit yes u r older so wat?? that dun mean u been thru more thn me.. i can firmly say one thing.. i went thru as much as u.. maybe i went thru things that were WORST!
u say we dun understand u al.. hey tink y we dun.. wan me to tell u? 1st.. u al NEVER tell us anythin.. 2nd.. have u al TRIED to spend more time with us as FRENS n not DANCEMATES? u expect us to noe which phase of life u're at now?? no way..
mikal told emi this "we also gt our own lives ma.." ok wat he meant is they too have other stuffs other thn dance.. true.. who dun?? but pls.. at times when things are critical pls noe how to put them priority can?? for heaven's sake! well.. he say i'm too overpowerin.. well tat's my way of workin.. if u dun like it forget it..
for ur info many other ppl wish i'll push them more.. i wanna push u guys is cos u guys are my crew.. we're a crew! if i dun push my crew who'll i push?? in fact i did not push hard already lor.. join other gd crews n see for urself.. oh sorry.. typo.. shud be we WERE a crew.. =)
-after these few days of seeing how street soul, lush and some other gd crew practise.. i finally noe the reason for our weakness.. i finally noe why we never improve.. and i finally understand why others dun need instructors while we wil die if we dun have one..-
anyway i'm missing them fuckin much now =( emi shud noe who i'm talkin about ba.. hais.. i realise i'm so cold blooded towards anyone or anythin now =\ life to me now.. is al about money, fame, success.. no more impt frenship.. no more dreams..
no i shud rephrase it.. last time.. my dream was to be a dancer.. to be able to stand up the international stage with my crew.. any crew that may be at that point of time.. to be able to do my mum proud.. to be able to do *l**er proud.. to be able to do anyone ard me proud..
now.. my dream is.. to be famous.. to earn big bucks.. get the envy of everyone.. thrash anyone that's lousier.. and live in my own world.. with ppl who're in my world.. now to me.. everythin's about myself.. no one else.. guess i finally noe wat's the word selfish..
i dunno y am i changed liddat.. but al i noe is my world crashed.. after certain incident happened.. and i'm changed.. no longer xinwei.. no longer the xinwei who'll care for everyne of my frens.. no longer the xinwei who noes wat is feelings.. no longer the xinwei who care about the word "hurt".. no more..
-my msn nick is dedicated to the special ones in ym life now n always..-
anyway today LUSH wanted us to join them lol!!!! stressful lei!!! but hor.. tink it might be a gd thing thou.. they're gd.. they noe so much more thn us as well.. i mean.. ok to be fair.. technically we might noe more thn them.. business brain in dance industry, i dare to say they got much more research thn us =)
i see the way lala teach emi.. reali stress sia.. =\ now i noe why we're forever this lousy.. they're fun ppl too lol!! everytime "IKO IKO" -_______- but well.. me n emi stil considering la.. after seekin advice from lester.. we're abit shaken thou =\ aiyo.. so ma fan sia.. well.. no choice ba.. this is wat we wan.. =)
woots.. suddenly so many things for me sia lol!! well.. the spliting of VIP maybe a blessin in disguise ba =) i read her blog.. wow she said she tried to change.. DID SHE??? too bad i dun see it.. TOOO BADDD! and stop sayin we wont learn or blah blah blah.. i admit yes u r older so wat?? that dun mean u been thru more thn me.. i can firmly say one thing.. i went thru as much as u.. maybe i went thru things that were WORST!
u say we dun understand u al.. hey tink y we dun.. wan me to tell u? 1st.. u al NEVER tell us anythin.. 2nd.. have u al TRIED to spend more time with us as FRENS n not DANCEMATES? u expect us to noe which phase of life u're at now?? no way..
mikal told emi this "we also gt our own lives ma.." ok wat he meant is they too have other stuffs other thn dance.. true.. who dun?? but pls.. at times when things are critical pls noe how to put them priority can?? for heaven's sake! well.. he say i'm too overpowerin.. well tat's my way of workin.. if u dun like it forget it..
for ur info many other ppl wish i'll push them more.. i wanna push u guys is cos u guys are my crew.. we're a crew! if i dun push my crew who'll i push?? in fact i did not push hard already lor.. join other gd crews n see for urself.. oh sorry.. typo.. shud be we WERE a crew.. =)
-after these few days of seeing how street soul, lush and some other gd crew practise.. i finally noe the reason for our weakness.. i finally noe why we never improve.. and i finally understand why others dun need instructors while we wil die if we dun have one..-
anyway i'm missing them fuckin much now =( emi shud noe who i'm talkin about ba.. hais.. i realise i'm so cold blooded towards anyone or anythin now =\ life to me now.. is al about money, fame, success.. no more impt frenship.. no more dreams..
no i shud rephrase it.. last time.. my dream was to be a dancer.. to be able to stand up the international stage with my crew.. any crew that may be at that point of time.. to be able to do my mum proud.. to be able to do *l**er proud.. to be able to do anyone ard me proud..
now.. my dream is.. to be famous.. to earn big bucks.. get the envy of everyone.. thrash anyone that's lousier.. and live in my own world.. with ppl who're in my world.. now to me.. everythin's about myself.. no one else.. guess i finally noe wat's the word selfish..
i dunno y am i changed liddat.. but al i noe is my world crashed.. after certain incident happened.. and i'm changed.. no longer xinwei.. no longer the xinwei who'll care for everyne of my frens.. no longer the xinwei who noes wat is feelings.. no longer the xinwei who care about the word "hurt".. no more..
-my msn nick is dedicated to the special ones in ym life now n always..-
Friday, April 14, 2006
lesson to learn?? watch wat i say?? my fault?? i hurt u?? u al tried??
wanna noe my response to al these? 1 word.. RUBBISH!
firstly in this incident i did nothin wrong.. i may blog bout it.. yes.. but like i always say i have my FREEDOM in my blog.. and i'm a damn straightforward person ok.. i say watever is al TRUTH if it hurts u.. thn it's u hurtin urself..
lesson to learn?? wat do i have to learn? learn how to act a nice person? act "oh i'm so hurt!" or act to TRY???? i did nothin wrong i kept my mouth shut al these while ok.. did i confront u al when u guys chose to enjoy instead of practise when the performance is near? hello wont i get mad?? i promise the person ok.. is I promise ok anythin cock up is ME who get it ok..
dun say u try when u didnt ok.. i didnt see it?? see for urself who try more la.. u call this try.. i rather u dun try.. we always did ask "anythin unhappy?" always dun wanna say or keep things within urself.. now u explode dun blame us ok..
frenship? impt to u? cherish? haha.. i no longer now the word cherish since i lost them ok.. they're the world to me.. my life.. now ince it's gone.. the xinwei who talk bout "cherish" "love" "frens" is gone too.. dun come and tell me things like u cherish me.. my advice is u better dun cherish me.. cos i wont cherish anyone.. maybe except for my mum.. now al i wan is dance, money, fame, and my mummy.. and maybe a few frens who stay true..
even if one day they turn their back on me, i wont cry anymore.. my last tears shed is for "them" no one deserve my tears anymore.. thanks n i suppose everythin ended here..
wanna noe my response to al these? 1 word.. RUBBISH!
firstly in this incident i did nothin wrong.. i may blog bout it.. yes.. but like i always say i have my FREEDOM in my blog.. and i'm a damn straightforward person ok.. i say watever is al TRUTH if it hurts u.. thn it's u hurtin urself..
lesson to learn?? wat do i have to learn? learn how to act a nice person? act "oh i'm so hurt!" or act to TRY???? i did nothin wrong i kept my mouth shut al these while ok.. did i confront u al when u guys chose to enjoy instead of practise when the performance is near? hello wont i get mad?? i promise the person ok.. is I promise ok anythin cock up is ME who get it ok..
dun say u try when u didnt ok.. i didnt see it?? see for urself who try more la.. u call this try.. i rather u dun try.. we always did ask "anythin unhappy?" always dun wanna say or keep things within urself.. now u explode dun blame us ok..
frenship? impt to u? cherish? haha.. i no longer now the word cherish since i lost them ok.. they're the world to me.. my life.. now ince it's gone.. the xinwei who talk bout "cherish" "love" "frens" is gone too.. dun come and tell me things like u cherish me.. my advice is u better dun cherish me.. cos i wont cherish anyone.. maybe except for my mum.. now al i wan is dance, money, fame, and my mummy.. and maybe a few frens who stay true..
even if one day they turn their back on me, i wont cry anymore.. my last tears shed is for "them" no one deserve my tears anymore.. thanks n i suppose everythin ended here..
Thursday, April 13, 2006
today wenta esplanade.. hmm dance abit la.. very nua today.. =\ well maybe reali sian of everythin.. life sucks when these happens.. many ppl came to me and say "listen to wat she have to say lo.. thn say ur view" aiya watever la.. 'm sick n tired.. she's old enuff to tink for herself.. she's older thn me lor..
it's her passion, her dream, her life.. not mine.. why shud i meddle with other ppl's life? true that i waish to help my frens achieve their dreams.. but when she herself aint putting in effort.. why shud i??
i hate it when ppl always say "wah the so gd.. so successful.. how i wish i'm like them" when i heard these kinda words i feel like sayin "ehh fuck u la.. ppl put in effort that's y they're succcessful.. they deserve it.. how bout u?" nabei.. fuckin piss off when heard such stuffs..
argh.. dunno dun care la.. watever it is.. my dream lives on.. my life goes on.. if u tink u'll make me sad/hapy.. u're wrong.. no one can make me sad/happy now.. well.. maybe if u get me fame n money.. i'm realistic.. have to be liddat since i'm in a realistic cruel world where everyone turn their back on FRENS juz to get fame n mone.. rite?
it's her passion, her dream, her life.. not mine.. why shud i meddle with other ppl's life? true that i waish to help my frens achieve their dreams.. but when she herself aint putting in effort.. why shud i??
i hate it when ppl always say "wah the so gd.. so successful.. how i wish i'm like them" when i heard these kinda words i feel like sayin "ehh fuck u la.. ppl put in effort that's y they're succcessful.. they deserve it.. how bout u?" nabei.. fuckin piss off when heard such stuffs..
argh.. dunno dun care la.. watever it is.. my dream lives on.. my life goes on.. if u tink u'll make me sad/hapy.. u're wrong.. no one can make me sad/happy now.. well.. maybe if u get me fame n money.. i'm realistic.. have to be liddat since i'm in a realistic cruel world where everyone turn their back on FRENS juz to get fame n mone.. rite?
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
woots.. sch's gd.. but tired.. lol.. as usual la.. we did pbl today.. my god reali brain draining!!! cant imagine i'm gonna do that everyday!!! die die die.. anyway reach home i KO lol.. thn was waken by mr sito's call.. havin a performance n audition.. but audition cant go cos of performance lol..
anyway juz read shir's blog.. ok since she say she got new detination.. new aims in life.. fine.. maybe i shudnt ask her to perform.. no point wat.. since she herself is giving up y muz i get her the performance as well? i mean i rather give the chance to ppl who reali wan it rite..
since u say u wan go seperate.. fine.. by al means.. emi n me wil stil continue.. its gonna be hard i noe.. but i believe with determination we can.. go on.. leave.. go reach for ur NEW dream.. dun step on the sarce stage with ur unfaithful legs.. dun call urself a dancer if u're to give up this easily..
and stop giving us attitude or entertaining us.. watever it is.. it's ur life.. u've chosen to give up.. fine.. al the best in watever u do..
even if one day.. emi say she wanna give up, i wont give up stil.. like i say.. even if i were to left being solo.. i'll stil go for it.. cos it's stil my dream.. i wont be a loser who gives up.. i wont be a quitter who quits.. i'm not a weakling.. i can accept criticism.. i can accept setbacks.. can u? i guess not..
anyway juz read shir's blog.. ok since she say she got new detination.. new aims in life.. fine.. maybe i shudnt ask her to perform.. no point wat.. since she herself is giving up y muz i get her the performance as well? i mean i rather give the chance to ppl who reali wan it rite..
since u say u wan go seperate.. fine.. by al means.. emi n me wil stil continue.. its gonna be hard i noe.. but i believe with determination we can.. go on.. leave.. go reach for ur NEW dream.. dun step on the sarce stage with ur unfaithful legs.. dun call urself a dancer if u're to give up this easily..
and stop giving us attitude or entertaining us.. watever it is.. it's ur life.. u've chosen to give up.. fine.. al the best in watever u do..
even if one day.. emi say she wanna give up, i wont give up stil.. like i say.. even if i were to left being solo.. i'll stil go for it.. cos it's stil my dream.. i wont be a loser who gives up.. i wont be a quitter who quits.. i'm not a weakling.. i can accept criticism.. i can accept setbacks.. can u? i guess not..
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
woots! school's great! haha.. wahh.. super tired.. ytd slept at 6 woke up at 7 @_@ lol.. today confirm KO real soon.. very very tired sia.. today get to noe a few new frens =) glad my class got nt bad ppl.. lol.. got to noe liyi, jessie, xiangting in school.. thn got to noe sean online lol.. we were chatting at forum thn suddenly realise he's my class one -_-
but reali cute n fun sia.. the forum like kana BOMB! lol.. super ast everyone replying.. faint! til now.. i giv eup liao.. haha.. dl lion king too!! FINALLYYYYY! walao i cry like mad lor! $#@#$%^^& tink the onli cartoon i wil cry EVERY single time i watch is this one liao lol! madness..
tml's school again.. yay!! having gd time in school.. haha.. me n the new frens click reali well.. lucky i'm not the onli 19 there.. jessie's 19 too =) liyi n sean's 18 and xiangting's 17.. haha.. FUN! tink i better KO liao.. eyelid very heavy le.. lol! NITEY!!!
but reali cute n fun sia.. the forum like kana BOMB! lol.. super ast everyone replying.. faint! til now.. i giv eup liao.. haha.. dl lion king too!! FINALLYYYYY! walao i cry like mad lor! $#@#$%^^& tink the onli cartoon i wil cry EVERY single time i watch is this one liao lol! madness..
tml's school again.. yay!! having gd time in school.. haha.. me n the new frens click reali well.. lucky i'm not the onli 19 there.. jessie's 19 too =) liyi n sean's 18 and xiangting's 17.. haha.. FUN! tink i better KO liao.. eyelid very heavy le.. lol! NITEY!!!
Monday, April 10, 2006
Sunday, April 09, 2006
aiyer sian my indoor dream no more liao =( went al the way down to gombak lei.. ma de.. the cheerleaders reali F up sia! %^$@^*&^! the musicians reali nice.. they did al they can to fit into our request lor.. onli that cheerleaders keep "entertain" us.. thn give that "i dun care" face.. CB!! nvm la.. gonne stand up that stage one day with my own effort!
woots.. tml's first day of FOP.. gonna meet many new frens.. prayin damn damn damn hard my class wont be the sucky one.. i've always been in best classes! with funyy ppl.. yet noe when to study when to play.. that's wat i wan man.. pls dun gimme those "STUDY" type or "CHEEBYE LA" type =\ too extreme liao..
hopefully my classmate wont be childish kind too.. cos i'm sure my class wil be younger thn me de =\ sian.. have to slp early today if nt cant wakey lol.. hmm guess wil watch 1 episode of my "kimi wa petto" today ba.. cannot watch too many =( if nt slp late lol..
oh and hor i went to pasar malam juz now muahaha.. bought 2 tee n a watch.. spent 36bucks nei.. =\ nvm la.. heng got savings liao.. haha.. actually for another purpose de.. =\ but now guess no nid le la.. juz keep saving.. thn can buy digi cam.. buy new phone.. buy more shirt for dance!!! tat's wat i terribly need man =\ BLACK TEE! if nt everytime sweat sibei er xin sia YUCKS!
okok da go watch my drama liao.. nites!
woots.. tml's first day of FOP.. gonna meet many new frens.. prayin damn damn damn hard my class wont be the sucky one.. i've always been in best classes! with funyy ppl.. yet noe when to study when to play.. that's wat i wan man.. pls dun gimme those "STUDY" type or "CHEEBYE LA" type =\ too extreme liao..
hopefully my classmate wont be childish kind too.. cos i'm sure my class wil be younger thn me de =\ sian.. have to slp early today if nt cant wakey lol.. hmm guess wil watch 1 episode of my "kimi wa petto" today ba.. cannot watch too many =( if nt slp late lol..
oh and hor i went to pasar malam juz now muahaha.. bought 2 tee n a watch.. spent 36bucks nei.. =\ nvm la.. heng got savings liao.. haha.. actually for another purpose de.. =\ but now guess no nid le la.. juz keep saving.. thn can buy digi cam.. buy new phone.. buy more shirt for dance!!! tat's wat i terribly need man =\ BLACK TEE! if nt everytime sweat sibei er xin sia YUCKS!
okok da go watch my drama liao.. nites!
wah.. 2 days nv blog liao =\ recently busy with mixing songs.. watchin dance video.. watchin my j-drama.. alot alot.. tml's school orientation =( die! sure cannot wake up de.. sian la.. i'm leaving my house in 5min to bukit gombak!! haha.. gonna meet up with the hollaback crew to discuss some stuff.. wahbiang now very messy ar! =\ i wan faint liao.. an di heard from emi they choose to go "enjoy" thn to dance.. sometimes i feel fuck up.. why muz i do so much? why muz i not slp n mix song? why muz emi skip school juz to mx song? why muz me n emi stay back later thn anyone else to continue our choreo? aiya i reali fuckin sian liao la.. today they tell me say cannot go gombak also.. watever la! i'm also sick lor.. tml i also got school lor! i juz dun get it la.. forget it.. sick n tired of everythin..
Friday, April 07, 2006
freakin shag!!!! i've been sitting infront of my lappie ever since i wakey @_@ and that's like ard 13hours+++++... my god!!! hey i did not slack ok.. i've been crackin my brain for our song for next sat.. my god! i'm freakin shag! cos reali idea runnin dry.. and it's my first time mixing songs..
i learn how to use the prog today.. and it's reali damn hard in the first place.. but now i got the hang of it le hahahaha! mixed ard 4version of the songs.. =\ and one more thin.. i dun reali like using lappie lei =\ firstly wil low batt.. secondly my lappie very bright! i already adjust le stil very bright =\ thirdly.. i hate the keyboard!!!!! RAHHHH! have to cut my nails liao.. SIAN!
anyway juz send the song to bryant.. haha.. he said nice la.. hopefully reali is nice ba =\ and i juz read somethin.. and i tink that i'm outta "that world" which i used to once belong.. =\ well.. glad they enjoy themselves.. maybe things shud juz be this way.. me.. alone by my own.. i dun tink they'll read my blog so well.. i guess it's time for me to "leave"..
i had enuff nites of tears-wash-face.. ytd juz had.. hais.. had ideas of how to party "that" day.. but well.. i guess i'll leave it to them ba.. seeing each other wil onli make everyone feel shitty.. so.. ya i guess i'll juz stay home to study or dance that day ba..
argh.. enuff bout unhapy stuff.. tml gonna dance at esplanade! the cheerleaders wil be there too to meet up with us and to discuss bout our item =) hopefully more brains can work better! whole body achin like mad =\ due to the new choreo la $#$@^^&%&@! but hor.. i'm damn PROUD to say I DID CONTRIBUTE THIS TIME ROUND!!!!!! muahahaha! =X
another proud thing.. SONG DONE BY ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok enuff of haolianness.. haha! guess i'll go mix a few more song le.. for fun! heehee =X
"A clover leave can never survive with a missing petal." this used to be my lines.. but i guess i said wrongly.. maybe a 3leave clover is better.. much lighter.. seeing them so happy.. i guess i shud juz leave them alone.. al the best.. -bless-
i learn how to use the prog today.. and it's reali damn hard in the first place.. but now i got the hang of it le hahahaha! mixed ard 4version of the songs.. =\ and one more thin.. i dun reali like using lappie lei =\ firstly wil low batt.. secondly my lappie very bright! i already adjust le stil very bright =\ thirdly.. i hate the keyboard!!!!! RAHHHH! have to cut my nails liao.. SIAN!
anyway juz send the song to bryant.. haha.. he said nice la.. hopefully reali is nice ba =\ and i juz read somethin.. and i tink that i'm outta "that world" which i used to once belong.. =\ well.. glad they enjoy themselves.. maybe things shud juz be this way.. me.. alone by my own.. i dun tink they'll read my blog so well.. i guess it's time for me to "leave"..
i had enuff nites of tears-wash-face.. ytd juz had.. hais.. had ideas of how to party "that" day.. but well.. i guess i'll leave it to them ba.. seeing each other wil onli make everyone feel shitty.. so.. ya i guess i'll juz stay home to study or dance that day ba..
argh.. enuff bout unhapy stuff.. tml gonna dance at esplanade! the cheerleaders wil be there too to meet up with us and to discuss bout our item =) hopefully more brains can work better! whole body achin like mad =\ due to the new choreo la $#$@^^&%&@! but hor.. i'm damn PROUD to say I DID CONTRIBUTE THIS TIME ROUND!!!!!! muahahaha! =X
another proud thing.. SONG DONE BY ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok enuff of haolianness.. haha! guess i'll go mix a few more song le.. for fun! heehee =X
"A clover leave can never survive with a missing petal." this used to be my lines.. but i guess i said wrongly.. maybe a 3leave clover is better.. much lighter.. seeing them so happy.. i guess i shud juz leave them alone.. al the best.. -bless-
Thursday, April 06, 2006
GOT MY LAPPIE =D
hahaha.. seriously am freakin happy.. cos FINALLY my com wont hang hang hang like free de liao -____- lol! got audacity! tml gonna try mixing songs! but i tried abit juz now lei.. FAILED! =\ nvm.. tml i follow instruction =)
juz finish transferring my stuff into this lappie.. my god! i'm so grateful tat my com is onli 128ram.. lol! cos juz tat i can transfer til i die liao sia!!! LOL! jon did me a great favour by helpin me save my msn icon thn send me back lol =X thanks him man!
woots.. i'm tired @_@ woke up early today.. had dance juz ow @________@ now stil aint zzzz.. DIE! i go ZZzzZzzZzz le wan an!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.. seriously am freakin happy.. cos FINALLY my com wont hang hang hang like free de liao -____- lol! got audacity! tml gonna try mixing songs! but i tried abit juz now lei.. FAILED! =\ nvm.. tml i follow instruction =)
juz finish transferring my stuff into this lappie.. my god! i'm so grateful tat my com is onli 128ram.. lol! cos juz tat i can transfer til i die liao sia!!! LOL! jon did me a great favour by helpin me save my msn icon thn send me back lol =X thanks him man!
woots.. i'm tired @_@ woke up early today.. had dance juz ow @________@ now stil aint zzzz.. DIE! i go ZZzzZzzZzz le wan an!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Today slack my day at home.. actually not reali slack la.. i cut my hair (by myself).. i did facial.. i watch alot of videos tryin to find ideas for hollarback.. i also dl alot of songs.. ard 40+ i tink =\ al yoyo de.. hoping to get ideas also la.. sian..
tml goin sch with mummy to buy lappie.. hopefully nothin crop up.. i reali need a gd com liao.. my com today restarted dunno how many times.. cos i dl limewire =\ ok now i remove it le.. so at least my com never bao zha..
did abit of freeze juz now.. i can do chair le wor =) but on bed la.. -_- dun dare do on floor yet.. my wrist injured liao.. sian.. thn tried head stand.. buay sai la.. argh.. pain.. =\ aiyo today reali sian.. actually joinin hollarback with the bboys.. but now cannot le.. due to some reasons la.. sian.. maybe gettin the rest of VIP to join ba..
tml meetin jun at 6pm for dinner.. thn go dance.. hopefully tml's better.. hopefully got more idea.. hopefully everythin wil be well.. i ddnt slp a wink ytd.. juz cos i was choreographing.. now i super steam @_@ sian la.. i go listen song liao.. buai
tml goin sch with mummy to buy lappie.. hopefully nothin crop up.. i reali need a gd com liao.. my com today restarted dunno how many times.. cos i dl limewire =\ ok now i remove it le.. so at least my com never bao zha..
did abit of freeze juz now.. i can do chair le wor =) but on bed la.. -_- dun dare do on floor yet.. my wrist injured liao.. sian.. thn tried head stand.. buay sai la.. argh.. pain.. =\ aiyo today reali sian.. actually joinin hollarback with the bboys.. but now cannot le.. due to some reasons la.. sian.. maybe gettin the rest of VIP to join ba..
tml meetin jun at 6pm for dinner.. thn go dance.. hopefully tml's better.. hopefully got more idea.. hopefully everythin wil be well.. i ddnt slp a wink ytd.. juz cos i was choreographing.. now i super steam @_@ sian la.. i go listen song liao.. buai
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
did this 3pics ytd.. hmm this pic is done by cut/paste/edit.. i found this girl's pic while browsing thru deviantart.. i find it relai nice so tried to do somethin to it.. hmm when lookin at it it gives me the feelin of "sexy" "mysterious".. so i chose dark purple.. also to avoid my old style of strong colours ba.. anyway the korean words means "sarangheyo" which is "i love u" yeap.. and hor this girl reminds me of teri =\ lol! and abit of emi.. muahaha..
i love this pic! this is pure 100% original! i dl alot of brushes so was tryin to explore them and this is wat i get lol! everythin purely brushes wor.. haha even the jap words behind.. even the word "drugs" al is brushes lai de.. i use red.. cos the word drugs reminds me of death.. thn wil link to blood ba.. this looks like a anti-drug poster lol! nvm la.. the theme is drugs anyway.. haha!
anyway ytd went to break at esplanade.. tat's al.. haha =X today rot at home ba.. thn tml go rp buy lappie thn go dance at esplanade.. =) anywya me emi n shir wil be joinin hollarback crew =) wah seh! perform at indoor stadium! my god! it'll be a short item la.. but nvm.. hapy enuff liao.. hehe!!! ytd whole nite couldnt slp due to this la.. ma de! keep thinkin of choreo thn i see the time.. it's 10am ++ liao.. @_@ thn finally can slp awhile thn wake up at 5.. rahh! sian........
i love this pic! this is pure 100% original! i dl alot of brushes so was tryin to explore them and this is wat i get lol! everythin purely brushes wor.. haha even the jap words behind.. even the word "drugs" al is brushes lai de.. i use red.. cos the word drugs reminds me of death.. thn wil link to blood ba.. this looks like a anti-drug poster lol! nvm la.. the theme is drugs anyway.. haha!
this pic also done with purely brushes.. cos i dl a set of brushes which is the words ar.. previous de is "drugs" now is "wealth" got alot more.. lol.. i couldnt have any theme to design on so i use these lo.. haha.. hmm this pic i use a tree. cos wealth reminds me of money tree ar.. wanted to use coins as the fallen leaves but hor cant find ar =X muahaha.. so use leaves lo.. yellow is cos it's the first colour that comes to my mid la.. hehe..
anyway ytd went to break at esplanade.. tat's al.. haha =X today rot at home ba.. thn tml go rp buy lappie thn go dance at esplanade.. =) anywya me emi n shir wil be joinin hollarback crew =) wah seh! perform at indoor stadium! my god! it'll be a short item la.. but nvm.. hapy enuff liao.. hehe!!! ytd whole nite couldnt slp due to this la.. ma de! keep thinkin of choreo thn i see the time.. it's 10am ++ liao.. @_@ thn finally can slp awhile thn wake up at 5.. rahh! sian........
Monday, April 03, 2006
i did this within an hour =) was juz too bored so tried to do somethin outta my pics.. and actually both are the same.. juz the fonts.. i dunno which is better =\ so i juz did 2 la =) haha.. the first font give me the feeling of a more "girl" type.. like more to street jazz kind? thn the 2nd one gives me a more wild.. hiphop feeling.. cos it's solid i guess.. wanted to put a baby freeze one.. but cant find any nice pic.. my own one suck =\ my baby freeze photo reali suck! well.. first day ma.. haha =X ok i go slp le.. nites..
juz read something..
i never regret watever i said to her..
i mean them from me..
sometimes it's reali best to keep quiet..
maybe she's rite..
my attitude is changin back..
or maybe i never ever changed..
my attitude was juz hidden underneath somewhere..
and now it's startin to show again..
maybe she's wrong..
my attitude had always been there..
it juz show due to diff situations..
at that point of time..
i already say "stop sayin"
but she keep goin on n on..
how am i gonna take it?
i noe she's sensible..
i noe she's always filled with logics..
i noe she handle things carefully..
but hello..
different ppl handle things differently..
for me..
this time i chose to run away..
to not talk about it..
not to liste to anythin about it..
juz to bury it..
and to give myself time to recover..
is it wrong?
i dun like to run away..
but i noe if we continue to talk about it..
things are gonna get worst..
i dun wanna risk it..
so cant i juz run this once??
why muz u keep haunting me with those words?
why cant u wait til i'm cooled off thn talk to me?
i noe i did somethin wrong too in that incident..
but why muz u hurry those things into me?
sometimes i feel..
u cannot understand me..
when i say i need a break..
i mean it..
things i go thru aint things u gone thru..
things i see them as aint things u see them as..
things i feel aint things u feel..
u always tell me to stand in others' shoe to feel..
but did u stand in mine?
i'm sorry my words were harsh that day..
but i did not regret sayin them..
cos i mean them..
i juz dun wanna continue with that topic..
but it went on..
when i say stop..
dun continue..
it'll onli backfire..
indeed.. it did backfired..
sometimes i feel i can talk to someone nt as close better..
i noe they wont be the one who truly noe me..
but at least i can seek comfort in them..
the advices they give is wat i wan as well..
to relax first b4 talkin bout anythin else..
but i dun tink she tinks that way..
sometimes being too "hurry" aint a gd thing..
have patience..
take things slow..
leave it to god..
and time wil heal..
me n her (another her) de things were buried i guess..
or at least the first wall had been broken down..
so i guess i made the rite choice..
by keepin mum about it..
and to juz let time heal..
it's true when ppl say
"true frens are hard to find.. harder to keep"
yea..
i agree..
and ppl say
"when one grows up.. the way they handle things wil differ"
yup..
this time i chose to "runaway"
if is the old me..
i'm sure gonna blow up a big fuss over it..
sure gonna quarrel like nobody's business..
watever it is..
this is me..
this is the real me..
i never regret watever i said to her..
i mean them from me..
sometimes it's reali best to keep quiet..
maybe she's rite..
my attitude is changin back..
or maybe i never ever changed..
my attitude was juz hidden underneath somewhere..
and now it's startin to show again..
maybe she's wrong..
my attitude had always been there..
it juz show due to diff situations..
at that point of time..
i already say "stop sayin"
but she keep goin on n on..
how am i gonna take it?
i noe she's sensible..
i noe she's always filled with logics..
i noe she handle things carefully..
but hello..
different ppl handle things differently..
for me..
this time i chose to run away..
to not talk about it..
not to liste to anythin about it..
juz to bury it..
and to give myself time to recover..
is it wrong?
i dun like to run away..
but i noe if we continue to talk about it..
things are gonna get worst..
i dun wanna risk it..
so cant i juz run this once??
why muz u keep haunting me with those words?
why cant u wait til i'm cooled off thn talk to me?
i noe i did somethin wrong too in that incident..
but why muz u hurry those things into me?
sometimes i feel..
u cannot understand me..
when i say i need a break..
i mean it..
things i go thru aint things u gone thru..
things i see them as aint things u see them as..
things i feel aint things u feel..
u always tell me to stand in others' shoe to feel..
but did u stand in mine?
i'm sorry my words were harsh that day..
but i did not regret sayin them..
cos i mean them..
i juz dun wanna continue with that topic..
but it went on..
when i say stop..
dun continue..
it'll onli backfire..
indeed.. it did backfired..
sometimes i feel i can talk to someone nt as close better..
i noe they wont be the one who truly noe me..
but at least i can seek comfort in them..
the advices they give is wat i wan as well..
to relax first b4 talkin bout anythin else..
but i dun tink she tinks that way..
sometimes being too "hurry" aint a gd thing..
have patience..
take things slow..
leave it to god..
and time wil heal..
me n her (another her) de things were buried i guess..
or at least the first wall had been broken down..
so i guess i made the rite choice..
by keepin mum about it..
and to juz let time heal..
it's true when ppl say
"true frens are hard to find.. harder to keep"
yea..
i agree..
and ppl say
"when one grows up.. the way they handle things wil differ"
yup..
this time i chose to "runaway"
if is the old me..
i'm sure gonna blow up a big fuss over it..
sure gonna quarrel like nobody's business..
watever it is..
this is me..
this is the real me..
went to esplanade.. erm.. nv dance.. so i shud say break? lol.. juz did abit of my usual old stuffs la.. but didnt break much cos paisei la! lol! EG's there.. not many ppl today.. only got 5 EG-ians.. thn norbin, kelving and larry.. thn charlie came awhile with the gf lo..
at first i didnt do anythin.. juz sit there lo.. thn they play this game call "horse" it's a breakin game.. damn funny! it's like u do one move thn everyone muz try to do it.. if nt kana hitch.. thn see them tryin to do reali reali funny!
thn til EG left le thn i break lo.. cos left the few of them nia.. hmm EG the leader.. the name i forgot liao.. =X but he's reali reali nice.. best bboy.. somemore nv put on airs.. haha.. his "bye" to me super funny.. it's a twist -_- hahaha! thn dian also came n shake my hand.. nice wor =)
i check my 6steps with kelvin n norbin whether is it right.. they say correct =) but stil slow la.. sian.. nvm! gonna do better! haha =) now i'm tryin to lean my weight on my right arm for my baby freeze.. my weight's like balanced out lo.. which is wrong cos have to lean on right arm =( weak hands i got.. SIAN!
ok that's how i spent my day off.. -______- oh somethin additional.. had lunch with mummy.. haha.. thn talk abit about my lappie la.. sianness.. dunno when thn can settle.. rahh! ma fan! tink my followin days wil spend at esplanade liao.. lol.. so bored.. everyday same thing.. dance.. break.. dance.. break.. but alot more to learn.. faint! =
i got support from dad n mum to be a dancer =) so happy! hopefully one day they'll be able to see my performance =)
at first i didnt do anythin.. juz sit there lo.. thn they play this game call "horse" it's a breakin game.. damn funny! it's like u do one move thn everyone muz try to do it.. if nt kana hitch.. thn see them tryin to do reali reali funny!
thn til EG left le thn i break lo.. cos left the few of them nia.. hmm EG the leader.. the name i forgot liao.. =X but he's reali reali nice.. best bboy.. somemore nv put on airs.. haha.. his "bye" to me super funny.. it's a twist -_- hahaha! thn dian also came n shake my hand.. nice wor =)
i check my 6steps with kelvin n norbin whether is it right.. they say correct =) but stil slow la.. sian.. nvm! gonna do better! haha =) now i'm tryin to lean my weight on my right arm for my baby freeze.. my weight's like balanced out lo.. which is wrong cos have to lean on right arm =( weak hands i got.. SIAN!
ok that's how i spent my day off.. -______- oh somethin additional.. had lunch with mummy.. haha.. thn talk abit about my lappie la.. sianness.. dunno when thn can settle.. rahh! ma fan! tink my followin days wil spend at esplanade liao.. lol.. so bored.. everyday same thing.. dance.. break.. dance.. break.. but alot more to learn.. faint! =
i got support from dad n mum to be a dancer =) so happy! hopefully one day they'll be able to see my performance =)
Sunday, April 02, 2006
today went to watch danceworks final.. hmm nice results.. nice costumns.. nice lesson learnt.. =) the champion for category2 reali got a nice concept.. but their dance abit.. erm.. no comment la =X runner up is a grp by i dunno wat sch lol =X but their concept's reali cute! is on mario! haha.. their costumn but nice.. cos it's very colourful =) and they got the rite combi..
2nd runner up is aretha's grp.. nice concept.. nice dance! she's the lead wor.. haha! nice acting skills! thn for open category.. champ is SFB with their lil kids! i swear it's a damn damn damn power item! nice dance! but concept abit too lil.. but they stil made it =) freakin nice dance concept! very "honey" style.. haha..
runner up is lil white riding hoods.. see them alot of times le.. but nv see this item b4.. real nice.. the way they change on stage.. the way they dance.. super synchronised! maybe they're older ba.. so of cos their experience alot de ma.. haha.. thn 2nd runner up was a grp which i seriously dunno why they won =\ no comments.. nvm..
raw stilo (foreign bodies) got consolation =( but aiya nvm la.. their dance is gd.. it's juz the concept abit wrong ba.. =\ ben reali improve ALOT sia!!! lol.. gd job!!! =) i sat beside clarice lol! and ben's mum n bro.. haha.. so weird.. cos i didnt noe is clarice.. thn suddenly she smile to me.. -_- thn she talk to me.. lol!
she like prettier liao sia! haha.. cant recognise her.. ben's mum stil can recognise me wor..haha.. duh.. every year go his house if cannot remember thn abit jialat liao.. wah seh i see foreign bodies super spontaneous sia! hurhur.. how i wish i can join them =( why am i in RP???!!! rahhh! sianness..
but i heard from mikal we can cross over lei.. as in join foreign bodies.. woohoo! hopefully can ba.. dun wanna join RP de lei.. like super buay stable de -_- saw yutaki as well.. haha.. he's rushin off for another show again.. as usual la.. lol! his kids is one of the special guest performer sia! lol! my lil sasuke!!! muahaha =X CUTE!
after that actually wanna go esplanade break de.. but wrong gear la.. and somemore rather lalte le.. and with my hungry tummy lol.. so i went to eat with shir n mikal at mac.. emi went to esplanade.. she say dian n EG's there.. orh gd lor.. thn funny is esther's at mac too! lol..
with ivan and her frens.. she keep smilin to me nei.. thn emi say esther nv smile to her lol! say liao.. emi's face so fierce who dare to smile.. hahahah! =X so sian! i wanna be a bgirl! rahhh! ok i'm kiddin nia.. =X tml maybe wil go break ba.. MAYBE.. haha =X very nua lei.. =\ my injuries stil damn pain..
ytd when slpin walao! i jump up sia! cos my right body al injured lol =X thn when i lie on it.. woohoo! SENSATION!!! lol =X thn sian.. have to slp in a straight position -_-.. nvm la.. wil slowly practise de.. haha.. =)
2nd runner up is aretha's grp.. nice concept.. nice dance! she's the lead wor.. haha! nice acting skills! thn for open category.. champ is SFB with their lil kids! i swear it's a damn damn damn power item! nice dance! but concept abit too lil.. but they stil made it =) freakin nice dance concept! very "honey" style.. haha..
runner up is lil white riding hoods.. see them alot of times le.. but nv see this item b4.. real nice.. the way they change on stage.. the way they dance.. super synchronised! maybe they're older ba.. so of cos their experience alot de ma.. haha.. thn 2nd runner up was a grp which i seriously dunno why they won =\ no comments.. nvm..
raw stilo (foreign bodies) got consolation =( but aiya nvm la.. their dance is gd.. it's juz the concept abit wrong ba.. =\ ben reali improve ALOT sia!!! lol.. gd job!!! =) i sat beside clarice lol! and ben's mum n bro.. haha.. so weird.. cos i didnt noe is clarice.. thn suddenly she smile to me.. -_- thn she talk to me.. lol!
she like prettier liao sia! haha.. cant recognise her.. ben's mum stil can recognise me wor..haha.. duh.. every year go his house if cannot remember thn abit jialat liao.. wah seh i see foreign bodies super spontaneous sia! hurhur.. how i wish i can join them =( why am i in RP???!!! rahhh! sianness..
but i heard from mikal we can cross over lei.. as in join foreign bodies.. woohoo! hopefully can ba.. dun wanna join RP de lei.. like super buay stable de -_- saw yutaki as well.. haha.. he's rushin off for another show again.. as usual la.. lol! his kids is one of the special guest performer sia! lol! my lil sasuke!!! muahaha =X CUTE!
after that actually wanna go esplanade break de.. but wrong gear la.. and somemore rather lalte le.. and with my hungry tummy lol.. so i went to eat with shir n mikal at mac.. emi went to esplanade.. she say dian n EG's there.. orh gd lor.. thn funny is esther's at mac too! lol..
with ivan and her frens.. she keep smilin to me nei.. thn emi say esther nv smile to her lol! say liao.. emi's face so fierce who dare to smile.. hahahah! =X so sian! i wanna be a bgirl! rahhh! ok i'm kiddin nia.. =X tml maybe wil go break ba.. MAYBE.. haha =X very nua lei.. =\ my injuries stil damn pain..
ytd when slpin walao! i jump up sia! cos my right body al injured lol =X thn when i lie on it.. woohoo! SENSATION!!! lol =X thn sian.. have to slp in a straight position -_-.. nvm la.. wil slowly practise de.. haha.. =)
Saturday, April 01, 2006
wah seh.. body super CUI liao.. lol!! went to raffles city acc kelving to fill in the application form for the levis' com.. thn went to eat.. chatted alot la.. lol.. lucky he nv scold me BEN arbo i sure %^$%&*(&#$@!!! lol! thn we slowly slowly go to esplanade lo.. wahseh i break quite alot lei..
ehh not reali break la.. juz did my baby freeze.. thn learn 6steps clockwise direction.. thn learn abit of shoulder freeze.. (stil cant get it thou -_-) wat else huh.. hmm oh ya.. learn chair also.. also cannot get it.. lol =X many thanks to kelving.. zhi hao.. lester.. jarel.. haha.. they taught me these.. =)
todat felt reali gd sia! like learn alot.. and i more daring liao.. hehe.. as in not so paisei le =X cos juz now got farhan they al lei.. walao somemore got my idol.. =\ but i juz beak hehe.. dun care la.. pai wat sei.. lol =X i'm stil paisei la.. hehe.. need more time.. thn i ok liao.. haha! hmm.. tml goin to watch danceworks final ba.. actually dun reali feel like goin la.. cos nt many fren joinin.. sian..
but nvm lo.. go see ba.. exposure =) OMG i'm like super super inspired to be a bgirl sia! lol =X buthor.. dun tink first la.. dun dare to tink ar.. haha.. with my lousy freeze.. lousy steps.. wanna be bgirl?! kaox! jia sai la! lol =X but wil work hard lo.. learn as much as i can.. =) i'm lucky to have FTC to teach me.. =) DAMN LUCKY ar!!!
wahseh.. if can everyday go break with them hor i shuang sia! tink next time if no dance prac i can go break.. hehe.. since i so boliao ma.. might as well learn more thing rite.. hehe.. shuang shuang! maybe sunday go break if have.. hehe.. my god.. i'm addicted le.. muahahaha! =X
ehh not reali break la.. juz did my baby freeze.. thn learn 6steps clockwise direction.. thn learn abit of shoulder freeze.. (stil cant get it thou -_-) wat else huh.. hmm oh ya.. learn chair also.. also cannot get it.. lol =X many thanks to kelving.. zhi hao.. lester.. jarel.. haha.. they taught me these.. =)
todat felt reali gd sia! like learn alot.. and i more daring liao.. hehe.. as in not so paisei le =X cos juz now got farhan they al lei.. walao somemore got my idol.. =\ but i juz beak hehe.. dun care la.. pai wat sei.. lol =X i'm stil paisei la.. hehe.. need more time.. thn i ok liao.. haha! hmm.. tml goin to watch danceworks final ba.. actually dun reali feel like goin la.. cos nt many fren joinin.. sian..
but nvm lo.. go see ba.. exposure =) OMG i'm like super super inspired to be a bgirl sia! lol =X buthor.. dun tink first la.. dun dare to tink ar.. haha.. with my lousy freeze.. lousy steps.. wanna be bgirl?! kaox! jia sai la! lol =X but wil work hard lo.. learn as much as i can.. =) i'm lucky to have FTC to teach me.. =) DAMN LUCKY ar!!!
wahseh.. if can everyday go break with them hor i shuang sia! tink next time if no dance prac i can go break.. hehe.. since i so boliao ma.. might as well learn more thing rite.. hehe.. shuang shuang! maybe sunday go break if have.. hehe.. my god.. i'm addicted le.. muahahaha! =X
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