Melody of my Life..

i reali is suay til nothing to say liao -.- today my childish classmate kick up a big fuss over his grades.. he even blame the faci for it -.- ehh come on la.. when u blame others.. tink about how the fuck u behave and talk in class la.. especially la ok.. i seriously am damn fucking piss with ppl liddat..

even if u not happy with mr ng.. at least say nicely rite?! he's the FACI after all ok.. u're not the biggest of all.. because of ur childishness, we al have to suffer for having late breakfast.. because of u, our moods were all spoiled.. because of u, everyone has to go home late.. now u noe why u're fucking so hated by ppl? cos it's ur fucking attitude..

like wat i told u la.. u better watch ur words and ur manners before i lost my cool.. and when i turn nasty i believe everythin wont be nice for u.. u noe my temper and dun tink that u're the biggest ir rather the onli person in the class ok.. i noe la.. andy reali is hard to work with at times.. but u dare to say he reali is a BAD BAD BAD classmate? i dare u to say that and prove it to me..

and when u complain.. u wan a change of team.. have u ever thot of the trouble u put everyone at? juz because of ur childishness, we al have to crack our brain to solve the prob.. u say mr ng not fair.. but are u being fair? u r NOT! if u happen to read this or someone ask u to read, i wanna say that i'm not talking bad things about u behind ur back ok.. if u wan i can confront u rite in ur face and slap the hell outta u..

u wanna be a beng rite? wanna be the HERO that saves everyone? haha! no way... have u wonder how stupid u look and sound today? have u wonder why no one except rac is supporting u? honestly rac is also another one.. she say she bth andy.. tink i can tahan her??? the ans is NO! but i'm keeping shut about it.. why? cos i noe.. we have to learn to compromise..

i dare to say in my blog or rather admit to everyone.. there's alot of ppl that irritates me in w25e.. but i'll juz tahan.. tink i LOVEEEEE andy that much? no! i cant stand his way of bossiness either.. but the way u deal with it is totally wrong! shudnt u at least try to help him? i spoke to him before and i see the slight change and i appreciate that.. tink i can tahan rac? for screaming and shouting in class? tink i can tahan jessies's screams? tink i can tahan liyi's loud annoying laughter? tink i can tahan everyone being so selfish?

and mostly u tink i can tahan u mr zhiwei.. for being such a childish ah beng wanna be and trying to act cool mr guy? tink i can tahan u forever asking ard for ppl's ppt and reluctant to sharing ur own one? tink i can tahan someone like u? the ans is NO! big fat NOOOOOO~ if u tink everything wil go ur way? u better wake up ur bloody mind.. none of us is perfect.. we have our flaws.. u have urs too.. but we accept it.. at the most we tell u nicely and hope to help u change.. but wat u do? u hurt andy and mr ng rite into their face ok! put urself in their shoes.. ho the fuck wil u feel?

seriously if u care about the grades that much.. thn go ahead get ur gd grades and lost al ur frens.. we dun care a shit for selfish ppl like u alrite.. first not getting gd grades u blame sean for saying ur slides.. he's juz trying to help! damn u! thn now mr ng gave u rather bad comments and u blame one andy?!?! next one who? me? liyi? jess? vern? or anyone? al of us take turns la.. so u wil never be the BAD person here.. wan ornt? nabei i seriously cant stand ppl like u ok.. fucker..

after class.. went to HHIG.. ok la.. i muz say i'm partly at fault.. cos CA wans to split us into 2 grp.. for lunchtime perf in oct.. thn one grp is led by syafiq and te other by matt.. and the ppl in matt's team are like those closer with me.. mael, bryan, syaheera.. blahh blahh.. thn in syaf's team got ppl i dun like to work with.. hmm i tink i shud say cos i feel that i shudnt tink that way and i felt sorry.. ppl like ain, germ, amir, even syaf himself..

but thn i dunno why i tink alot.. i feel that i shudnt be like this.. cos this makes me no diff from the bastard i mentioned above.. and one thing.. i say i dun like work with them i didnt say i dun like them ok.. pls seperate this clearly.. they're nice ppl.. it's juz that our concepts is different.. so i's harder to work with.. but i tink it's a gd chance for me to learn to work with everyone =) and i'm very happy to it now.. i'm suppose to "train" 2 girls for whacking.. woohoo~ so happy ^^ hopefully they'll work hard for it =)

wish to have more whackers ard as well =) so here i wanna say sorry to everyone of syaf's team.. gomene~ and also i super suay is cos I SPRAIN MY BACK MUSCLE!!!!! X( damn it! whack too much le =( now my left side of my back muscle is being pulled.. =( mummy say quite jialat =\ she say swollen much worst thn last time.. OMG~ *faint* and when i bathe, i cannot stand straight sia.. =\ super pain..

hopefully by sat can recover.. my ndp ar!!!! =\ and i tink tml got prac with lush *bangwall* why i so suay? got prac thn liddat.. -.- nothing impt thn nothin happen to me.. ma de.. suay til dabian.. thn mummy was massaging my back, she press my spine got al the "piak piak" sound sia =\ scary!!!! omg.. my body's rotting.. let's pray i'll be ok.. oh and.. hopefully jason's snowy wil be fine as well =\ kinda worry for him now.. =\ hais.. i tink i shud pray more and play less =
ok i go naruto le.. nites ppl.. muack