Melody of my Life..

today went to town with si.. hmm had a nice day la.. but abit of prob with that fuckin bitch.. she can bitch bout everythin she wan la.. eh but pls la i'm not even involve in her n si's quarrels why drag me in sia.. she said we were toxicated frens.. HELLO! who's the oxicated one?! and i already kept quiet about it.. that doesnt mean i admit or anythin ok.. i merely wanna ignore such childish things.. but now it's gettin abit too much when she rub salt into my wound.. hey esther.. if u r readin.. i can say u succeeded! congrats! i did felt painful.. u did remind me of my past and u did make me be reminded of him.. THANKS HUH!! u bitch! yea i got ditch by him.. so?! u got no rights to say anythin when u dun even noe a single thing bout us ok.. and pls la u say si til so slut.. tink b4 u say ok.. who's the slut here? i can use my name and swear with it YOU ESTHER POK are the slut here ok! kana fuck by dunno how many ppl b4.. walao tink la hor u got face to face jonahan ma.. haha he muz be a fool to love u man!oh well love is BLIND! thanks for poving it to me.. i reali pity jonathan.. for having such a slutish girlfriend.. i hope he'll regret one day.. dun say i'm bad la.. i'm juz mean! very very mean! oh well.. u push me to the limit.. i've said b4 dun make me hate u.. when i hate u.. it's the end of our frenship.. and i'll make sure u wont live happily.. u can say i'm childish.. but tink la.. who's the childish one? ayin bad things behind our backs? and ask ppl to get out of ur life n stop mentioning ur name.. yet u urself mentioned their name.. LOL! how contricdicting can u be.. wat a bitch who use underhands method to snatch al sisi's fren.. wow! u can slowly enjoy doin it la.. slowly enjoy snatchin al her frens away cos i tink if they were true frens they wont even care bout wat u said.. so since u cansnatch them away from si.. they're no use to sisi as a fre.. sisi dun nid them! u said we were toxicated.. oh well.. let time prove who's the toxicated one ba.. enough bout this bitch.. oh ya like i said.. she rub salt into my wound and now i miss him like fuck.. ytd too i cried terriblyat nite.. i dunno y but when i was goin to ZzZz suddenly al the flashbacks came.. and i see al the times we had al the nice pictures.. thn my tears rolled.. hais.. thn today that bitch liddat! ARGH! fuckin hell.. oh well.. wanted to ask him somethin but.. nvm thn.. maybe it's best not to noe.. i wil never love again.. i've told huron.. i'll be closed up.. not gonna accept anythin.. no more risk am i gonna take.. NO MORE! oya.. and i thot bout it.. maybe.. he reali belongs to the same world as her.. nt me.. i dun deserve someone as gd.. our backgrounds are too different.. maybe he can nv understad me.. oh well.. nvm.. let time help me to be numb ba.. i admit to fate..