Sunday, January 15, 2006

emi send me this song.. i tink it's reali like me n her feeling now.. when we lost the one we reali love.. thou this is a christian song but it somehow mean alot to me.. the "you" in this song can mean him.. can mean my mum.. can mean clover and can mean god.. when it mean him.. it's like.. i wont dare to say forever but at least i believe he'll be the onli love i'll need.. at least someone like him.. the way he cared for me.. the way he treated me in the begginning.. and he had been the one for me when my dreams and hopes are shattered.. when i totally gave up on love.. he picked me up again.. he gave me back my confidence.. but sadly he broke it again.. yes.. when i found him, i reali was blessed.. i swear i'll never wanna lose him but i've lost it.. the chorus mean alot to me when it comes to talk bout him.. it's like.. imagine me without him.. i'll be so lost n confuse.. indeed i am now.. very very very lost n confuse.. my life was worthwhile when i have him.. but now it seems so dark again.. he did caught me when I was falling.. his love lifted me back on my feet but now i fell again..It WAS like he heard my calling And he rushed to set me free.. but now he gave up on me.. and as for when it's talkin bout my mum n my frens.. yea.. i cant live without them as well.. if now i dun have them i guess i would have been in hell or heaven already.. i'm serious ok! haha.. and as for god.. yes.. it's the same thing.. when there's no one to turn to, i can turn to him and him alone. he ans my prayers and hears my cry.. he gave me comfort when i'm down and put me back on my feet again.. it's like a daddy teachin his kids how to stand and walk when they are juz a baby.. he's the one who guided me n gave me watever i have n teach me.. thou he's also the one who takes everythin away.. but well maybe he have his plans.. i reali dunno rite.. hmm dunno la this song reali nice.. meaningful! anyway today wen to ktv with si n gang thn went to watch funkamania.. cried terribly in ktv but hmmm felt better ba.. jean got best female dancer! OMG she's my hero! i wanna be like her.. and her team got champion! they're reali awesome! wish next year is our turn ba! jiayou ba everyone.. tml goin yutaki's lesson thn goin out with dearie.. hopefully everythin wil be nice.. =\ -pray-

As long as stars shine down from Heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever You're the only love I'll need

In my life, You're all that matters In my eyes,
the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You
I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You Lord,
You know it's just impossible
Because of You It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rushed to set me free
When I found You I was blessed

And I will never leave You
I need You

I can't imagine me without You