Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Boring.........
damn damn damn boring today =\ woke up didnt see his sms =\ thn i went online.. slacked whole day.. thn si sms me say wanna meet to slack.. ok lo so i went to mac n meet her.. i left my com on.. hopin to receieve him msg on msn.. but when i reach home nah.. my stupid com restarted.. argh! felt like juz throw my com away =\ thn i sms him.. no reply.. tink he ZzZz ba.. whole day didnt receieve anythin from him! OMG i felt like shit now.. =\ felt so empty.. why muz a day be 24hours? cant it be juz like 2hours? maybe i'll be happier that way.. i juz wish to ZzZz whole day today.. cos reali NOTHING to do =\ thn no i'm slackin again hoping to receieve his sms or see him online.. =\ juz hope ba.. wil wait til late.. was awatchin tv juz now.. (haha see how bored i am?) the show very nice it says this "unless u walk out of ur shadow, no one can enter ur future.." wah like a hammer "dang" on me again sia! true true true man! the girl say this to her bf and the bf also happy.. cos i tink hammer "dang" on him also la lol! but true la.. no use dwelling in the past.. yea i agree that memories stays n we'll miss them.. i also do wat.. but i've learn to move on.. and now i'm with jon i'm happy =) i dun nid those memories anymore cos i wan new memories with him.. =) i've learn not to dwell anymore.. my ex juz ask for a patch but NO WAY! cos i hate them.. and i never wanna turn back.. i onli love jon now and tat's it! I LOVE HIM! get it?! haha! =) i also came across this today "be glad of now.. no matter wat.. tink tis way.. since u r in it already.. cherish it no matter wat.." wah today very knowledge day huh.. lol! true true! i'll cherish n be happy now that i'm with him.. nothin can take my love away from him..! in my heart is fully him now.. know the song "that's when i love u"? i can reali sing this song now.. cos i've never been so sure of my feelings for anyone.. =) wahaha~ ok i'm gonna wait for his sms le.. gonna slack online.. buaizzzzzzzzz~