Melody of my Life..

this is the very very first time i'm so damn fucking sian over HP >=( i tink.. it's best i dun get one.. yes i dun get one.. wat's the point of getting one when i have one? thou it's not a very gd phone but stil it's a phone.. argh fuck it la.. nabei.. sick and tired of researching researchin and researching.. sick and tired of waiting waiting and waiting and fucking sick of the sianness everytime i felt after noeing the fact that "i wont get a phone cos i have no money" get it? damn it.. i dun wan le la.. i can never get a phone myself.. even if others get it for me i stil spoile it! i cant even take care of things myself! i cant even do simple things.. damn it.. i can never get anything done by my own.. i'm a failure! ULTIMATE FAILURE! X(

leave me alone