Melody of my Life..

chalet was gd.. but it would be perfect IF there isnt this thing call the COMPUTER! =( hais.. dunno wat to say la.. glad he spend time with me lo.. but abit sian la.. he is spending time with me.. but is it quality time? i guess not.. =\ spend time emailing.. spend time online-ing, spend time working, getting shows.. thn why call it our honeymoon? =(

why waste the money to go there? might as well stay home.. thot we could watch stars.. but.. hais.. nvm.. am rather disappointed.. i dunno why can for a day get away from my life to spend time with him but he cant.. hais.. nvm.. i should stop complaining.. to him.. work is always so impt.. work work work.. al is work.. if not.. thn dota la, laptop la..

no wonder he's having a degree in IT.. HA~ no wonder.. i dun deny thn i am happy he TRY to spend time with me and make me happy.. and i'm glad he somehow got the hint that at one point i am SUPER sian.. but thn.. why cant it be perfect for juz once?? for juz that 24hrs? or even lesser? if this is how a honeymoon wil be when we get married.. thn i tink i wont wanna marry him ba.. i dun wan a neglected, boring, sad and disappointed honeymoon..

haiz.. watever la.. i go rest le.. leg very pain and am super sick..

hais.. disppointment.. =(