Melody of my Life..

the wind is blowing, the sky is raining..
so does my heart as i misses him =(

i'm missing him badly that i'm goin crazyyy~ X( lucky enough that i receive gd news..

"dear i'm coming out on fri nite instead lei.. they say 8plus 9 liddat wil reach pasir ris"

YES YES YESSSSSS!!!!!!!! XD
finally something gd came from the botak at tekong =X hurr.. cant wait for baby to come out.. wanna hug him realllll tight =(

anyway, went to bugis with park and xiang for ajisen =X today's cuttle fish not nice one =( without baby's presence, everything's not nice! ma de! @#$%^&*( -sigh- but oh well.. walk around as park wanna buy phone.. didnt get one in the end -.- but i got something! XD got the thing that i wanna give to baby for x'mas~ whee! head pain no more.. wahaha~ so am super busy with preparing it even now! lol! i'm stil at it but decided to have a break and blog my misses to him and eat abit of food to last me the whole nite XD

after that went to dance at esply le.. errr almost done with learning "passion" left with "moto" and "girls on top" thn POOF we're done XD but wahh that's already alot since we left so lil days =( and hor wahh! today got this ah neh ask us join his "crew" from mediacorp -.- hello! mediacorp need to be so despo to look for dancers at esply meh?! somemore he didnt even see us dance la -.- we're like sitting there, they having dinner me doin baby's pressie.. thn he came and approach us say need gd dancer and gd lookin one -.-

wtf rite?! lol~ cant help but wanna laugh =X of cos i didnt wan la! but the rest wan -.- so i kana pull in~ nabui.. sian like mad.. the choreo from him sucks la! and dancing to ah neh song somemore! kaos! %$#@^& super bth.. i juz walk away, go sms baby and smoke lol~ dun care la.. ma de.. how to learn like within 3days and perform on sat? he say the show gonna air in UK somemore! UK?!?! dun throw our own face better ba.. lol~ stupid la.. i pull out i dun care.. LALALAALALALALA~ XP

and kelvin makes me wanna strangle him when he noe that baby juz went in NS and say this "huh?! why he get a gf when he's goin NS? shouldnt it be a period of break up for couples?" wah! nin nao hia! go NS cannot have gf?!?! wat logic siak! rahh! and some of them say me for tryin to change my dressin thou =\ sigh.. i too wish to be who i truly am infront of him ar.. =( but u noe.. there's time when either side have to compromise.. haiss.. if onli i can truly be who i am to him.. i dun wish for a day whereby i have to wear a mask whenever he's ard =( i feel so relax and happy today that i got to wear like myself out.. =\ the onli thing i'm unhappy now =(

anyway.. am gonna stay up til ard morning ba.. to complete more of baby's pressie.. =) wil slp at bout 5 or 6 i guess.. *baby dun scold me horr.. no time le lol* ok i guess i'm goin back at it now =) connection sucks so no more MSN.. and since i'm busy with baby's pressie, no monopoly for me tonite =X rahh~ anyway hor.. ytd i played using baby's name lol and hor i won!! lalala~ ok i wanna go back at my stuff le whee~ hope he'll love it thou it's nothing big deal =\ gd nite!

missing u
day 2..
3more to go~