Melody of my Life..

first date.. XD

i swear i hadnt felt this nervous after a longgggggg time =\ my heart almost stop! lol =X we watch the last kiss.. NICE LA!!! XD those who love romance stuff die must watch! the lessons inside is power! i see til i wan cry *ok i cried* -.- but it's damn nice! touching too.. the most impt thing i learn is "a gf needs to noe how to be a wife at times and a wife needs to noe how to be a gf at times" same for guys..

why do i say this? to me la.. a wife is someone who take care of the family, a woman who listens to the husband.. one who plays the role of a mother and a "comfort" place to the kids and man when they're down.. a wife is responsible, not playful and gives gd advices.. a gf, is playful, cheers ppl up.. naughty at times *u noe wat i mean*.. and another lesson is that never never try to change ur mate's life..

never try to stop them from meeting frens.. be understanding and of cos be there for them.. when one gets over protective, the other side wil tend to tink "i have to lie cos if he/she noe they wil XXX.." get it? i always believe in truth in a r/s.. a lie and that's a fullstop to the r/s.. another lesson is loving the imperfect.. i dunno why but i feel alot in the show =X it's reali like soooooooo true.. i'm not a perfect girl.. i not even close to perfect =
but somehow, like wat leonard (sii's bf) teaches her "it's about loving the imperfect perfectly.." very true i gotta agree on this.. who the F is perfect? no one! absolutely no one~ but are u gonna compare and compare and keep changing bf/gf each time u found a "better" one? how long wil it go? how far wil it go? sometimes separation is a way to improve the r/s.. there's this old couple being sick and tired of the r/s they're in and the old woman "throw tantrum" and left the house..

she felt miserable.. and soon, sh ewent home.. happily ever after.. this reminds me of stan and chailing.. haha~ remember when we were sec5 stan told me about the feelin somehow faded =\ due to extreme closeness.. thus they took a "break" from each other, no contact, no meet ups.. for a week.. it's terrible that week.. but after that it's seriously a rainbow after the storm =D so this is another lesson learn =)

ok anyway am very happy la XD not gonna say too much hehe~ thn went arcade.. and we were so bored, we went to J8 *sucks* =\ thn northpoint *quite sucks* lol! but i meet sii after that so he left.. and me and sii chatted til like 11pm.. =) such nice feeling to chat over the past =) thou it's sad to noe it's the past but well.. they stil mean alot to me.. =) missing the x'mas feast~ XD missing everythin back thn.. thou i was single, thou i wasnt a gd dancer, thou i dun even have sch.. felt like a useless dump back thn.. but i have them.. who's always there when i'm down.. who's there to share my joy and pain.. oh well.. things change yea? =\ juz have to accept it..

anyway am gonna slp now le.. tired @_@ msn cant even let me online properly! @#$%^& sian! argh~ i go slp le~ gd nite everyone =)

u made my heart miss a beat..
u made my mind so full i cant tink..
u brought back the frozen heart..
and it feels gd to be in ur arms..

i'm thankful for everythin..