Melody of my Life..

5.18am..

it was kinda a bad day for baby =\ not very gd for me either.. it's baby's first day at CMPB and guess it seriously sucks for him =\ he took cab down for 10bucks++ and ye have to wait for the officer for like about an hour =\ and thn he was told to go to CCK for dunno wat thing la.. tink it was some posting stuffs..

and when on thway there, he got drench as it was raining madly for a whole day *again* he was able to share umbrella with someone but the someone was selfish enuff to juz drench him *fuck u* and thn his officer wasnt there at CCK and he had to wait like an idiot til 5.30 before he can go home *wtf is wrong with them*

worst,his phone got no reception for the entire day *M1 sucks* we couldnt sms and he poorly can do nothing =\ and he rushed home cos he was scared that i'll be lonely *indeed i am* when he came home, he's covered in sweat and rain =(

and when he's home, some misunderstanding happen between us =( but well all things well =) *thank god*

i wasnt in a very perfect mood either =\ stayed at his place last nite and woke up at 1pm++.. went to the toilet and i never step out of the room for the rest of the day =\ *i'm shy la!* cos his bro and sis were at home so inda feel weird as i dunno them yet ma..

so i was hung on the com for the whole day doin nothing but sms, forums and search for gifts ideas online.. and of cos waiting for him to get home.. and when he's home, the misunderstanding happened and POOF my mood's totally gone.. and basically my day rots liddat.. =
i dun blame him thou i dun blame anyone and i noe that we're al humans and have our ups and downs and of cos moodswings yea =) and of cos after he been thru sucha bad day, i dun expect him to put on a wide big smile whole day long..

i could see that he's seriously tired.. so after clearing up the misunderstanding, i juz be quiet and be there for him =) baby send me home as i was super duper hungry *i didnt eat at all* it was sweet of him to bring a jacket for me before we went out as it was a cold weather =
the chills' killing me YUCKS! so we parted at my lift.. with a nice big hug from him.. wanted to get him to join me and sii for dinner but he's tired la and also he got his soccer match *doinks* so i let him off :D wan him to rest more too =)

so i went home, bathe and went out to meet sii for laksa at 925.. aww~ when the smell of the laksa approaches us, we were like "HEAVEN!!!" =X we were both darn hungry! =\ sorry sii.. for waiting for long.. i ate alot =X after laksa, we chilled there for awhile as it was raining ma.. and also met libing and ken.. so i ordered fries =X and i ate alone -.-

had real gd chats with them esp sii.. told her watever's on my mind recently and she definitely can give great advices thanks babe! love u! XD felt like a big load off my mind.. not reali off but at least someone shares them with me =) it's always been liddat and it'll always be XD

thn ken ask "NYE expo?" wah reali is @#$%^&*!!!! X( cos i seriously dunno wat to do la.. everyone's goin for expo.. but me and baby's stil deciding.. hehs! wherever we'll be, i'm juz glad i'm with him =) maybe a day for us both after countdown go expo? lol~ i dunno la! aiya damn it.. it'll be my last party before sch reopen too =( starting sch on wed le hurhur~ wanna die! DIE!!!! X(

anyway am tired le and i promise baby i'll slp early (i noe it's not early stil but at least it's not 6am =X ok i go off le.. missing baby so much! rahh~ may tml be a gd day for him =) and of cos me! i noe it'll be gd cos i'm gonna stuck home to rest myself mentally, physically and not forgettin emotionally =X lol~ been too tired to even tink this holiday.. crazy holiday! gd nite~

i noe it's tough to be a new NS man..
but baby, u can do it!
tink positively and everythin wil be fine..
we'll got thru it tgt ya?
loving u..