Melody of my Life..

grr.. i seriously see no hope in my ig liao la =\ are they sure it's by VOTING?!?! my gosh.. i reali wonder whether they reali, truly noe wat's the strategy, basic, elements of dance.. hais.. onli hope that mr ewan wil come to our sch.. thqt's the ONLY way we can reali AT LEAST make things work for RP's most WONDERFUL dance grp -.- i dun even wan to go back now.. cos i learn NOTHING! ok maybe for bboys, bgirls wannabe it's a gd thing for our dearest ig to exist.. but wat about dancers?!?! there's no such thing as u can be a wonderful dancer AND bboy/bgirl.. not onli i say that.. many professionals has agreed with this point.. i mean ya who doesnt wan to be gd at both? but when u're gd at both.. wat does tat makes u? a BREAKDANCER! a word i hate the most =\ come on.. be a pure bboy/bgirl or a dancer.. dun be a breakdancer for heaven's sake.. it's the most despised thing in the scene.. contradicting ehh? when u're gd at both.. why is it that everyone hates that? jealousy? maybe.. but to me.. i prefer it to be pure.. respect each individual elements please.. dun try to be a hero and change the way it is.. it's call contminating! X( cant stand the fact.. that i'm actually in a place facing this kinda stuff.. aww.. breakdancer.. =\ i lvoe my ig yes.. i love the nice ppl there.. but al the methods is all wrong! i juz feel that the system is reali bringing shame upon ourselves -.- i dun skip ig practises cos i hate them. i dun skip ig cos i'm ashame to be in this not-so-famous dance grp.. but i left is cos i dun wanna be a breakdancer X( i dun wanna learn breaking! not cos i'm not interested.. but is cos i needa save al my muscle memory for dancing.. even since i starting breaking, my dance has gone way way down.. and many told me is cos my muscle cant adapt to both.. especially when i'm born not-a-dancer material.. if onli abang ewan wil be here.. i see him as the onli hope now.. but it seems slim.. cos the upper heads are not giving any response to him.. =\ when wil rp's dearest style methodz be recognised? as a dance crew i mean.. even if they were to be recognised as a bboying crew i wont mind.. but not a breakdance crew.. =\ ya those hidden SM supporters might tink "there she goes again.. looking down on SM.." but hello~ i tink i wont support things that are not breaking out of their shell.. keep stucking happily being famous in RP yet infamous in the big scene.. wat for?!?! somehow i wish i'm in FB now.. hais.. nvm.. be happy in lush and vip can le ba.. and hope SM wil "come to the light" soon~ =\