Melody of my Life..

woots! sasuke is making me mad lol!!! XD ok nvm bout tat.. anyway.. am super super tired today =\ relai is the ZzzZzz type lol!! super late for sch.. but thn ya stil made it for the stupid UT and i copied answer from lifen.. ok not copy but REFER lol =X aiya no big deal.. haha~ thn went to HHIG lo.. see them break.. wah the gym area very fuck sia.. the "security" sooooo tight -.- no speaker.. as if we wil steal the speaker siao! lol!

the girl sya til like we wil steal liddat -.- boliao la! thn me and rey keep bitching about her lol! =X true ma.. even if we were to steal la.. it's so damn big -.- thn when we walk ard in RP or rather walk out of RP the security guard wont see meh?!?! lol! siao one sia! see how long they can last lo.. mad one..

anyway practise a LITTLE BIT on my lines and leg muscles while waiting for them.. thn after that went for movie with dearie ^^ watched john tucker must die.. funny la!! lol!! but abit touching =) thn have been thinkin bout stuffs al day long -.- lol! time for self evaluation as well =) well.. indeed, i've grown alot.. and am getting better at handling things.. =) at least to the majority ba =)

one can never satisfy needs of everyone yea? =) i've done my best.. i did my part as a fren.. as a advisor.. the rest is beyond my job.. and i believe God is in control =) she dun take me as a fren anymore? haha.. so be it.. thn i'll take al the "emotive words" said in the past as nonsense thn.. ppl tend to let their heart rule their mind.. well.. even me =X but i'm learning =)

another thing i have to learn.. is to noe how to draw a VERY CLEAR line between work, and personal.. i'm rather ok with it already.. but there's stil much more to learn.. ppl ask me.. "u sad over it?" "u regret?" my answer is nope.. cos i drew the clear line as a fren and as a partner in work.. but if the other party doesnt, it's kinda pointless to get sad or regret over it yea? =)

we wil move on.. there's nothin such as "i cant do with u" cos no one cannot do without anyone.. we come to this world alone.. we leave alone.. it's al within our control and God's control.. ya.. indeed it's rather sad to noe that my thoughts were being wrongly predicted.. that i dun even treat her as a fren.. that i dun even care.. oh well.. everyone noes.. tat's juz me.. i separate work and personal feelings.. and i did say "no hard feelings and not a personal attack"

other thn being misunderstood, there's nothing else i regret or am upset over.. so ya.. i tink i did the rite thing.. i was juz stating facts and my own true feelings.. "true frens make u sees ur flaws while fake frens hides them for u" i guess tat's al i can say.. maybe when she's more clear headed, she'll understand my point.. and maybe she wont misunderstand them.. oh well.. live goes on =) gonna have a busy busy busy weeks from now on! or even MONTHS! woohoo~

there's chingay, there's countdown.. wahh~ mad liao mad liao~ countdown 3 item somemore! faint! tink i wont be joining lush for countdown.. cos i tink i wil die on the stage lol!! =X tat'll be 5 items in total! siao! lol! training training training! gambate~!

i believe u wil read this.. or maybe not.. but i wil juz write it here..
maybe there's misunderstanding.. u might have interpreted my points wrongly.. or even my tones.. cos it's msn somehow.. and indeed, i'm not gd at words.. at all.. i've already tried my best to let u not misunderstand it and trying hard to not let u feel tat it's a demoralising thing from me to u.. but i guess it's stil misinterpreted.. al i can say is.. i stil haven give up on u.. and i will not give up on anyone.. the crew's open to al.. have a break tink bout it and decide when u're ready.. no one wil give up on u except urself now.. we chose to believe in u and to help u.. but it's al up to u now.. take care~

i dun dance for the sake of individual fame nor money.. but for the sake of the feelings being on stage with each and every one of u and my passion..