Melody of my Life..

hmm actually i'm juz bored lol~ so here i am to blog.. anyway.. i had alot of thots ytd.. on different things in life.. one main thing that i will blog about now, is bout love.. relationships.. this is actually wat i realised thru out these years of seeing and experiencing thru BGRs.. so ya here it goes.. anyway is juz my personal thots la.. nothing to do with anyone here or anything else =)

i realised that.. or rather most of us realised that there's a "get-together season" and a "break up season".. and i juz thot that it might have something to do with the 4 seasons.. chun (spring) xia (summer) qiu (autumn) and dong (winter)..

during spring, it's the beginning of the year.. and if u realise, many relationship starts ard there.. i feel that maybe it's the beginning of the year.. everyone wish to have everything new.. start afresh.. thus in a gd mood, easily fall in love.. and also.. beginning of a new year.. means beginning of new school term, new workforce (for some).. new circle of frens.. thus meeting more new people..

summer.. it's the season of fun.. relax.. enjoy life.. many couples will go out and have fun, relax.. it's when the relationship is at it's maximum "fun" stage.. and also.. many knows that the "honeymoon" period in a r/s is about 3-4months or 5months for some.. thus after the 4months of spring had pass, this is the peak of the sweetness in a r/s..

autumn.. it's the season where leaves starts to fall.. flowers wilt.. and it's the time when couples start their quarrels.. or maybe not as sweet as ever.. and it's the lower part of a year.. and that's when many gets so tired of working, studying.. stress over exams, projects.. these causes one to feel moody easily.. and of cos.. when ur the other half is the one u turn to the most, u'll complain to him watever unpleasant things happened.. and thus more and more unhappy things build up..

winter.. it's the season when snow falls.. weather turns cold.. and many couples start breaking up.. for my case, ppl ard me is liddat la.. but if ur frens are not liddat thn they're not in this range that i'm talking about.. ard the end of the year, many couples break up ard me.. many quarrels and many many unhappy incidents..

and so.. the circle goes round.. make sense? i dunno.. but i certainly hope not.. who dun wish to have a stable happy r/s? who dun wish to have no quarrels and no disagreements? but thn.. it's hard.. well.. tat's why we always have to go thru so damn many failed r/s to learn every lil thing about being in a r/s before we meet the right person.. but i learnt one thing as well.. not everything that we've learnt previously, can be applied to the cureent person u're with.. cos everyone's different..

example.. few of my ex are the type that when they get angry, they wan me to keep quiet and juz leave them alone.. but now my dearest bf now is not that type at all.. like i've said.. each individual is different.. thus handling r/s takes alot of time and patience.. when ur patience runs out.. tat's the end.. in fact i believe that every r/s can work out one.. there's no "hopeless le la" or "this is the end we cannot go on anymore".. these are onli excuses made up for "i'm tired i wan to give up".. makes sense?

ppl always says.. "cherish watever u have rite now before they're gone.." i got this sentence from naruto.. "everythin thing with form eventually fades away" i noe it's juz a anime.. but it makes sense rite? it's true that everythin with form does fade away.. even rocks.. even water.. of cos.. humans.. once in a while, i'll imagine i lost my parents.. once in a while, i'll imagine i lost my frens.. the lost i meant here is death.. not juz quarrels or fights.. but deaths..

wat's so scary bout death? in fact.. i am not scared of death.. it's the effects on me, the effects on my frens and ppl ard me that i'm scared of.. loneliness.. tat's the scary thing.. we al have to learn to cherish before we regret.. this is one thing that's very very true in life.. well.. i guess i'm done with my nonsensical rant here.. haha.. but think it thru la.. talks of life ^^ heh~

god wil make a way for every darkness we face..
he died on the cross for our very sake..
thus he wil never forsake us..
nor wil i forsake him ^^