Relieved all the memories we had..
Be it when we were purely just frens or somewhat more thn frens..
It was a short 1 month plus..
But it was a awesome ride..
You brought my heart way up to the sky and way down into the sea..
I told myself that i'd bury everything after tonight..
So i thought i just wanna re-live the moments we had tgt..
My first stop was summer.. went round n round serangoon trying to find the pub we last met.. and thn to ur void deck.. i stayed there for awhile, read thru all our msges.. and tears couldnt stop flowing at that point of time..
sent out a final "imissu" and sealed the memories..
I'm actually thankful that i had the bad fall which landed me in ur care..
it's dumb and lame.. but i reali was thankful..
it's reali hard to accept that we're all over even thou there isnt a beginning to begin with..
i dunno how to face my own feelings now..
u wan me to move on..
as much as i dun wan to.. i'd do it.. i'd walk away.. i'd leave u alone..
i dun wanna disturb ur life any further..
i dun wan u to have the "i'm holding back" feeling anymore..
i dun wan u to struggle between not hurting me nor her anymore..
one day when i'm finally totally out of ur life as someone special or as a fren.. thn u can focus on ur goal..
to be the gd guy that u wanna be.. for her..
thank u baby.. for once making me ur baby..
thank u baby.. for always being considerate of my feelings..
thank u baby.. for once allowing me to have ur heart..
now.. i return it back to u.. give it to her.. the one u chose..
i dun deserve it..
one of the last thing i wanna do is to give u my blessings.. but since it's ur goal to settle down..
i'm giving it to u now..
all the best honey.. to u and ur love one.. may u both hold each other thru happiness and unhappiness.. may u both overcome trials together as one.. may she be the one for u and like wise..
ir's heart breaking when u wash ur hands off me.. but well.. who am i? like i said. i dun deserve..
perhaps one day if u'd miss me.. let me know..
i'd dig up all these memories and let them live once again..
one last.. i loved u..