Feeling kinda sucky :( kept holding onto my phone in case i missed his calls or text.. but of cos.. it nv happened.. should have expected but just in case.. tried to bury myself in dramas to avoid tinking too much.. ended up the stupid drama is talking about r/s issues arghhhhhhh :( straight away stop it and did something else.. did a reali nice drawing ^^ it's been so long since i last drew.. felt kinda good.. abit disfigured =\ but well.. still-life drawing is al along not my forte watttttt.. can get this standard very gd alr la *self console* i'm actually quite amazed that i actually did something like that.. lol
drew for 3hrs.. now that i'm done.. back to square one again :( took out my bible, made a little prayer that God wil show me some comforting verses.. randomly flip, and came across this message in the book of Jeremiah talking about awaiting for a lost one to return.. hmmmm..... aft reading it, my brain totally hay wired x.x this sentence can be applied to ALOT of things i'm facing now.. i tink i'll need more time to fully understand wat God is trying to say..
had a little chat with qad and kinda throw my heart at her hehe.. she mentioned "u fall until ur brain spoile liao huh? why are u sending him away? if u like him just go for it la!" =\ aft reading wat she said, i was wondering.. why the hell am i backing off? aft a long ding dong with qad, i said if he's single, perhaps i'll go all out.. afterall fighting for my own happiness is wat i always believed in.. well well.. am not gonna get all emo nemo here since i promised not to.. just feeling kinda empty.. =\ guess i'll watch some tv to kill time..
came across a nice song randomly and am loving the lyrics.. just gonna post it here :)