Melody of my Life..

well actually am gettin a lil and i mean LIL emo here.. haha.. not the super bad kind thou.. no no no~ my bf didnt do anythin bad to me or say anythin wrong lol~ neither did we quarrel or have and disagreements.. it's juz that i've read this loved one's bloggy few days back and something she said rings in me even til today.. so kinda wanna share it out here thou =)

quoted from her blog..

I cant denied that I dont feel a single pinch in my heart. Well, from a stranger to a friend to a boyfriend to someone I ever held so close.and everything seems just went back to earth. then from someone so close you gonna let it go..to someone like a boyfriend, and then to a friend and perhaps years later…to a whole new stranger..

yup.. u might be guessing "did she juz face a break up?" yes she did.. but yes again.. she's a strong girl.. stronger thn anyone can ever imagined a girl can be.. and i'm definitely proud of her..

this portion she said.. made me tink hard.. we should reali cherish every single one around us.. esp those we love and hold dearest to our hearts.. who noes wat'll happen next? ppl come and go.. they might juz become a stranger to u the next moment.. they might meet with some mishaps and POOF a fragile life's gone for good.. *choy but true* it's kinda scary when u realise that someone that walk pass u was actually once ur best fren or maybe even better ex bf/gf..

and best is when they can vakely remember who are u.. imagine ur ex asking u "ermm have we met before?" it sucks when it somes to separations.. but in life, i believe there' no forever in staying with u.. human have to leave each other one day.. it's onli the memories that stays keeps us real and connected.. if we were to even lose that bit of memories, thn we're reali separated.. the post of hers made me reali make do wat i always say "cherish".. eve in my msn nick.. the words are there.. and have been there for a long long time.. "cherish" in jap..

i juz tink it's a very special word that holds a very deep and sincere meaning.. dun ever come up to me saying "i cheris u" yet u dun mean it.. dun insult that word juz by using it.. but reali.. we all have to learn to cherish and be contented in everythin we're having.. be it bad, sad, frustrating or annoying.. juz look at the bright side and i believe everythin's well.. so wat if i'm not a rich kid? so wat if i have a broken family? so wat if i have a darn ugly past? so wat if i sucks in studies? so wat if i'm not a gd dancer? i am who i am and i believe living this life fully, truly and happily is the most important here.. if not.. juz open the window and say goodbye..

ok i tink i'm straying away from topic.. but stil i wanna emphasize.. cherish everyone ard u.. and of cos i wil cherish my darling and hold him tight.. a true love comes back once a thousand years.. ppl whose hearts are linked comes by once a million years.. or even better.. a couple that's totally in love with each other and willing to help and support each other in difficult times, comes by once in a billion yrs.. grab it tight.. or dun ever have these words "i regret" ringing in u..