Melody of my Life..

ok ignore my previous post alrite.. everything's fine and back to normal.. we juz choose to try again.. anyway.. went out to meet sii and royston juz now.. ok they're tgt lol~ expcted actually =X happy for her la.. he's nice.. til now i noe he's nice la =X hope he dun be a wolf in sheep's skin can liao.. (direct translation ar =X) confided in sii and felt gd actually ^^ ya she's rite.. there's no single party's fault in every downs in r/s.. i fully agree.. well.. we al have to learn.. and i hope he wont juz throw me alone go and die tat kind.. =
we went to eat at 925 for laksa.. wanted to eat at 928 but thn CLOSE LE LA!!!! X( i sad like mad =( nvm.. stil got 925 haha =p thn we ate and chat like as if we 1000000000000yrs nv meet.. lol -.- thn saw fangling, thn saw wanting and richard.. thn chensin and aishah.. =\ ok weird nvm.. when eatin that royston very lame -.- but i tink we can be gd talk cock buddies la lol =X i tink sii wil bth us wahaha~ shuang.. thn went home at about 10plus..

after awhile, dear called.. say he juz left RP -.- so late sia.. thn tinking of coming over to meetup awhile.. so ya.. we met.. and chatted at the bus stop opp khatib mrt.. well.. nice talks la.. at least the ice within me melted.. ay first i stil wan telling sii.. i dunno how to meet him =\ cos i feel tat it's weird la.. like very "gan ga" =\ well.. in tat point i tink i'm super not mature enuff.. i'm not like sii who can reali reali be fren with the ex and can play ard so freely like real frens again =\ but i admire tat! til now i tink the few ex i can reali be fren back with and dun feel gan ga one is like maybe jon, jason, nic.. and NO MORE!!! X( see how childish i am =X

anyway i dunno why i keep dc now -.- and am damn sian over it.. my HP also sot le.. ppl keep cannot call in to me.. and it keep having no reception and batt suddenly flat -.- dunno wat's wrong.. very very sian over it.. hais.. oh.. and i just got this news from sii tat bing and ter no more.. =( i was FUCKING shock =( and it's been a month or so =\ walao i reali damn sad over it as well.. hais.. and the worst thing is i heard sii say bing works and pub now! OMG la! for tat moment i got the urge to cry.. i dunno why.. but i felt so sad.. =( hais.. well.. at least chinyau's there ba.. so shud be alrite..

reali hope she's fine with everythin and contiue leading a very happy life.. wish to cheer her up but i tink at this kinda state.. i reali dunno how to bring back the frenship =( well.. leave the job to sii and sharon and everyone else ba =) i wish she's fine.. *prays*