Melody of my Life..

ahh~ so long nv blog le.. cant imagine lol~ but anyway.. last few days ever since i last blogged, i was home everyday so no point blogging also.. my days were like eat slp, game and ya i did vip's blog for the past 2 days.. which also means i stop audition-ing for 2 days include today, 3day ^^ it's a gd thing thou tat i wont get addicted to it.. =)

anyway.. my day.. haha.. SUCKED =\ ok not 100% but at least 80%? =\ was supposed to meet dearie at town at 5pm.. but the rain was MAD! very very mad! so at 4.30 i sms him and tell him tat i'll be late.. and best part is.. he's not in a very gd mood =\ thus, my lateness made him worst! =( but i swear i didnt noe it wil make him feel so bad.. but thn again i'm like damn well known for being late ma =( and somemore this time not purposely one =( hais..

thn.. i met him at about 6 at pacific plaza.. cos he went to dance on us to check out the studio.. and the story sontinue to go down down down =\ we ate at mac.. and i noe he's in a bad mood.. so i tell myself.. "i have to act stupid or rather act cute at this time to make him cheer up" so i ask him mmy hair isit nice (i "perm" my hair but seriously it sucked =\) but his reaction is damn entertain me liddat =
so ok nvm i diam diam.. so i ask him wan to eat wat.. and he say "i got no mood to eat" wahhh~ this time i reali is sian til cannot sian le.. =\ i mean.. walao juz some small stupid gaing thing again! GAME! omg la~ ok la i shud say ya is their fault.. but thn he shud also tink tat wat felix say is rite.. "everyday dota at home not sian ar?" but dear got his point also when he say "they say is dota one lei" as in in chinese jiang hao hao is dota one ma.. ok lo so both parties were at fault for tat i diam diam..

thn jyun and sii called his phone cos aiya my phone is GONE la X( thn when sii called he say "my phone wan low batt liao" in a rather sian way.. so i got the "hint" la.. i noe it's quite sian when u're not in a gd mood and ur phone keeps ringing.. so i sms sii tell her TRY her best to contact me thru my phone dun call him.. but aiya she nv receive zzzzzzz -.-.. so nvm.. thn jyun wanna meet us at town thn go zouk tgt.. for tat moment, i was DYING for her to come ASAP!!! cos i reali too damn lost at wat shud i do le =
i mean.. ur bf there face so black.. and nothing u do or say can cheer him up.. HOW HOW HOW?!?! =\ i reali felt lost.. but this is stil lost de initial stage.. so stil ok.. thn in cab, dear did try to lame with us abit la.. so at least i'm happier.. but when reach zouk.. wahh lai liao =\ he start to be sian again.. so to me, at tat point of time "leaving him alone" is the best way i can tink of.. if not confirm quarrel =
cos seriously ar.. i stuck home for a week is cos i wanna save money so i can enjoy today with him =\ and i reali am expecting today ALOT!! =\ and i reali "doll" myself up and went out with a very very happy and excited feeling today.. but... ya this kinda thing happen so my day was like 3/4 turned off =\ i even wore heels! (i swear i wont gei kiang to wear them again!!! EVER!) pain sia my leg =\ my heel turned the rest of the 1/4 of my day off -.-

so in zouk, suay enuff, dear saw his boss from DA.. =\ suay ba? thn tat made his day totally GONE! so we had a "quarrel" in zouk.. ya this is the MAIN part tat turned me super super off.. b4 we quarrel, i was damn lost.. i swear i was.. so i keep trying to talk cock.. talk watever i can with jyun and sii.. to make the atmosphere not as bad.. but well no use la.. when they go toilet.. we quarrel.. =(

i noe he's reali f-king sian already.. so i say i rather he go home.. i mean.. come out is to happy one ma.. u come out but not happy.. thn affect everyone else.. very nice meh? i'm not saying he afect me la.. true he affects me.. but it's ok.. cos i'm his gf i shud share al these with him.. but wat if sii they al get turned off?? and sii is reali damn happy today cos her bf finally came back.. and everyone is in a gd mood.. everyone is so damn excited over the dance battle.. i dun wish to spoile anyone's mood.. so i ask him to go home..

i wanted to leave as well.. cos by that time reali al mood no more le.. dun even feel like seeing the battle =\ but i noe if i choose to leave.. sii wil get super super super sian and she wil get upset.. so i had to stay.. the battle was gd.. didnt see alot thou.. =\ when black rose got eliminated, we already dun wan see le lol =X so we went to drink and wait for yutaki's perf.. al i can say is ZAII! XD reali his strength walan ehh! =X

and during the drinking time, me and dear patch things up =) we noe each other both got fault.. and i told him why i wan he to go home also.. i dun wish he feel worst cos his boss is there.. =\ so i have to sacrifice my bf =( but ya.. at least we al learn from this incident la and we noe how to handle quarrels much better =) i noe i'm not a gd gf.. but at least i try to be.. i noe now.. that if my bf feels low or wat.. i dun need to do anything but juz give him a hug.. i hope things wil get better =) jyun they al were so worried bout us also lol =X sorry girls =) *hugs*

after the show we met yutaki.. lol!!! his reaction is "EHHHH!!! i was looking for u!!!!" lol!! dman funny.. he wan me come see i tink lol~ thn we chatted abit.. he say if we nv stop his class tat time, we might have won today.. =X oh well.. fate la =( but i swear i wil wanna be a champ one day!! ^^ thn i ask him about "tat time my bf went to ur class at SMU" lollolollol!! thn he "oh izit" (in a calm manner) thn i say "u noe larry?" thn he "oh ya.. larry the bboy?" (stil in a calm manner) "THE BREAKER AR?!?! HE'S UR BF?!?!?!"(not calm at all!!!) lol!!! damn funny!

thn he pat my shoulder and "wahh he ur bf huh.. not bad huh" thn gave me a very jian smile zzzzz lol!!! damn funny! lol!!! thn he ask us go for fusion hiphop class at studio wu.. hmm might be goin for it ba =) he intro one he noe wat is gd for us =) thn after tat we went to MOS le.. cos sii meeting irene there =) but b4 tat me, sii and jyun chatted abit about vip.. well.. jyun ar jyun.. dun so sian over wat happened ok? remember wat i say.. not onli u feel tat way.. al of us felt it.. and i feel tat i shud do something about it =) i hope u al girls wil have at least the minimal heart to put a lil bit of effort into vip.. i dun wish to see it go liddat =(

yutaki also say it's a waste.. jyun and sii.. u heard it urself from his mouth yea? he's disappointed u girls shud noe.. the way he say.. hais.. the onli student tat did yutaki proud is michelle~ cos they were the champ today! lol! quite sad for the rest of us thou =X but happy for her! ^^ anyway MOS was ok.. i dance abit nia.. cos leg pain.. wrong shoe la =( and after al the things tat happen today.. how to club?!?! =\ guihe and her cousin qiqi joined us later.. so they dance while me, royston and damien keep laming zzzzzzz lol!

alot of lame stuff happen la.. but funny thou =) tat's the 20% of my day tat wasnt so bad la =X other thn tat.. omg~~ and we have to pay like 23bucks to get into MOS.. omg~ =\ first time ever i club so ex sia =( but nvm la.. sii happy can le =) girl, u better love me more hor!!!!! big sacrifice for u ok!! lol =X i keep standing there nua-ing cos my leg reali is killing me =( wanted to sms dear.. but no reception at first.. after that, when got reception.. my phone batt died!!! wah! *bangwall* so i use sii phone sms him lo.. we talk abit also.. but i wanted to talk more =( but guihe need to leave early so she keep hurrying me to hang up and go club..

nvm la.. i'm missing him like mad man.. wanna hug him =( nvm i hug myself noe =X hehe~ thn club or rather slack for me =X til about 4am thn we went to mac.. wah.. HEAVEN!!! i need a chair man! for tat moment i thank god for this thing call CHAIR! =X and i hate heels! X( til now my leg is stil paining =( hurhur~ we slack abit thn took cab home le.. i was dying for a nice bath and nice massage for my 2 poor lil feet =( so i did tat juz now hehe~ and i'm very happy now ^^ wahh i missh him =( he go be pig le.. rahh~ call him tml ba =) i need ice for my feet man! omg~ pain =(=(=(=(

anyway pls link or visit and tag us at www.da-vip.blogspot.com ^^ not fully done.. but somehow it's there le =) i go KO le.. very very tired le.. needa end my day with a beauty slp b4 i slack tml off again zzzzzzzzzzz life's bored isnt it? ha~ nites..

i miss u..