WAHAHA!

checked my email and saw these funny pictures.. ok some of it is abit abusive to animals but thn since it's taken nothin i can do also.. =X so i decided to post them out.. reali is damn funny!!! enjoy!!


"i juz got my hair permed affro rocks!!!"

doc meow consulting.. "come.. breathe in.. out.. and now in again.. ok out.."

"papa i noe i'm wrong.. pls dun beat me"

"see my birth mark! i'm actually a member of the bear circle ok!"

"argh god.. i give up!!!"

"honey.. after my face lift thn we'll go to the ball ok"

"dun tink i'm youn and u can buly me!"

"jack i'm flying!!!"

"this has nothing to do with the length of my tongue"

"wuha! wan a taste of my chinese gongfu?!"

"i'm very very sleepyyyy"

"high tide!! dun get in the way!"

"i've found my new toilet bowl"

"hmm u're too young to be my spring chicken meal"

"didnt she noe that i wont get any taller?!"

"i need to work harder to support a big family of 20!"

"i told u not to pull my ears didnt i?!"

ok enuff of al the nonsense.. lol! is reali reali damn cute..! XD i was juz so damn bored.. and i did some test.. and this is the result..

my priorities in life..

1)love

2)family

3)pride

4)money

5)career

and i'm loyal

my partner's sexy

my enemies is scary

sex is aroma? <-WTF?!?!

my life is beautiful

ppl around me..

i wil never forget HIM

my true fren is emi

i reali love Si

Bing's my twin soul

dee i wil remember for life..

lol~! abit weird la.. but nvm la haha! ok i'm freaking bored -_- i hate stucking at home.. argh! SIAN! and i read this also..

----------------JULY BABY --------------

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moodyand easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

am i liddat?! lol! the red ones is i tink i am la.. and the blue ones are a big HUH to me lol!! give some comment yea? taggy me =) wah the last few parts damn true sia!! actually i tink it's very true.. i mean the whole passage.. =\ thou abit BHB la.. but thn i tink i am liddta la.. =X but the blue ones abit err.. not me lei =\

Bring me to rainbow!

wah i tink i reali have a lil bit of problem with myself here =\ it's like.. i cant seem to understand myself sometimes u noe.. =\ my actions.. my mentality.. my words.. my everythin! i'm like always saying this yet doin that.. it's like.. everytime i say i wanna be carefree.. as carefree as i can be.. but seriously i'm not making tat happen =
i spoke to "someone" one of my ranting person la.. haha.. he say i take things very hard.. it's like i look at things very seriously.. =\ ya actually i do =\ i'm actually the kins of person that look at things very very seriously.. =\ tat's y sometimes i reali envy those ppl who can be so relax in doin things.. and i wish to be like them =( i onli noe how to SAY "stress for wat? wat's meant to be is meant to be" but thn my ACTIONS dun support that at all! =(

i hope i can reali grow to be a person that can take things easy one =\ hais.. was lookin for ppl for me to rant to online.. lucky my ranting partner online at the rite timing.. =) if nt tink i wil juz go mad and break down =( i guess he's rite la.. i'm too serious in lookin at things and yet i didnt realise..

oh well.. i wil try to change yea? =) speakin about this reminds me of erm.. the special "them" =\ remember one of them always say me "why u wan take it so seriously? blah blah blah" wat she meant was cos i wil tend to be sadover lil lil things la.. now i look back ya indeed i was overboard =\ well at least i change =) guess every fall juz makes us stronger ba =)

now my lesson to learn is to "DUN BE SOOOO SERIOUS LA!" =) haha.. i'm so sian sia.. it's like.. moodless for everythin =\ yucks.. i hate this feeling.. i aint feeling sad.. i aint feeling angry.. nothin.. it's juz nothin! so weird one.. =\ this feeling is one of the suckiest i guess! =\ it's like at least when u sad u can cry.. when u angry u can @#$%^&* to ppl.. when u happy u can laugh.. but thn now i feel NOTHIN! =
jiuming ar..! juz now was listening to stupid papa give me the song "cai hong tian tang" and found this part of the lyrics i love alot! it goes like this.. ok i put it in a picture form cos cannot type chinese here.. so this is it..

the red star part somehow hit on my feelings now =\ it's like.. "cant find the direction.. towards the rainbow paradise" like i said.. i felt very.. hmm lost? i guess that's the word ba.. =\ it's like.. i seems to dunno myself alot.. =\ this song hit that part.. =\

and the blue stars is wat i reali reali reali wil wan in life man!!!! "2person taking care and lookin after each other til the hair turns grey, and soar freely in the galaxy.." OMG LA!!! GALAXY!!!!! *faint* seeing stars juz calms me.. but tonite no stars =( so sad.. hais.. juz when i needed u most.. u're not ther! =( i wanna see stars! i wanna see shooting star!! =(

hais.. emo emo emo.. NNH! E sai la! bleahhhhhhhhh~ i go koon le.. very sian liao.. tink if i continue blog m blog wil nv end.. cos i'm startin to type nonsense liao =\ one last thing.. the thot of sch reopen suddenly suck to the core =\ yucks! gd nite everyone.. *hugs*

wil u bring me to the rainbow with promises?

wil u stay by my side and watch the stars with me?

wil things be as beautiful as they were painted?

*lotsa misses for him at this point of time.. =(

RED ALERT~!!!!

=( tink i'm having my PMS now.. mood swing abit yan zhong sia =\ had a tiffle with emi today.. hais.. i juz felt that it's not my fault lor.. i mean.. when u get pang sei early in the mornin how u'll feel? somemore is FIRST sms i see in the morning i open my eyes lei.. =\ this + my PMS.. wat u tink? hais..

dunno le la.. she got her own frens as well i guess.. since my sch started, we've been meeting SUPERRRRRRRR little.. well thn.. nothin i can do.. i tried alot of times to ask her out.. be it for movie, for watchin coms.. she juz cant.. this aint the first time.. forget it thn.. since this is wat she wans.. to meet lesser.. thn fine lo.. nothin i can do..

thot that my holidays 2weeks i can at least go out with her 2-3days.. but i was wrong man.. VERY wrong.. nvm la.. say also no use liao.. my sch startin on monday and it's time for me to bury my head in al the freaking un-understandable things that's gonna be taught liao.. haiz..

my UT i tink al flung.. math's result's out but i dun wanna see.. i noe i sure fail.. wat for see sia.. hais.. sian.. even my communication.. such a stupid, lame, easy module.. i get C.. i cant imagine the rest liao.. hais.. *bangwall*

anyway today's show was great =) at least fuyo looks soooooo much better.. thou they didnt win but thn well.. i believe the judges had a hard time deciding who to win and i also believe that they feel so much lighter thn ytd le ba.. =) FTC rocks man! lol! but vs RF abit -_- cos RF lei!!!! lol!

but nice battle la.. i like it when i see.. i tink is charlie ba.. when he get diss by felix he gave back the attitude and did not like "orh.. sorry" kinda face.. =) ZAI LA! XD after show we went to national museum for the prize giving ceremony.. hmm very sian lol =X but thn ok la.. juz went there to slack lo.. after that they al jam there ma.. i wanna break sia.. but cant lol cos i'm in skirt -_-

today lester came! =) at least dun feel so out of place hehe =) vic as well.. nehneh! he keep disturbing me lol! tap my shoulder thn run away -_- LAME! wahbiang today i quite suay.. kana disturb by MANY ppl! =\ fel dsturb as well.. thn lush.. walao eh! reali is BTH! mazlan and dee today super hyper lol!

keep asking me "is that ur bf?" i say no thn they say something like heart itchy itchy in malay -_- jiuming ar!!!!! *faint* thn i go hang my arm ard dee lol! and wanted to lock her mouth up lol!!! rahh~ wateverrrrrr XP

got to noe inertia today as well =) the bboys.. the bgirls =) yay! i got more khaki to break with le.. =) the girls.. ehh one name winnie.. one name eve.. another one hor.. i talk to her ALOTTTTTTTT but nv ask name -_- lol!!! nvm la.. got chance one =) grrr.. lester ask tml go break.. lazy sia! lol =X but thn feel like goin cos if nt tml super sian sia =\ my LAST day of holiday.. last day of fun =(((( hurhur.. sian cant imagine monday onwards have to see al the PBL thingy and my RJ.. and blah blah blah le =((((

but thn also gd la.. at least i wont be bored at home.. sian la! i feel like clubbing sia lol =X i mean recently got the urge to lol! but thn didnt have the motivation to lol =X dunno y.. maybe no clubbing khaki ba.. have is have la.. but thn not very close so rather dun wan.. haha =p sians sians sians.. completed my gokusen.. but thn my waterboys not done dl-ing yet =( dunno wat to do now.. SO DAMN SIAN!!! X(

red alert..
moodswing..
bad temper..
bad attitude..
watch out~!!!

ahh~ happy nite to slp again =) my smiling machine always made me so happy b4 i slp =) whee~ i'm so xing fu lol =X like to disturb him thou wahaha =p anyway went thru my frenster frens.. and left a few testi for my long lost frens =)

chinyau and kiyoko wrote for me lol.. so i left them one =) stupid chinyau! call me ah bee!! kaox.. FINE.. ah bee thn ah bee lo.. more close rite? hahaha =X like that name stil =) remember fangling always wil go "beeeeeeee" thn in a very soft tone.. i hear liao hair also stand lol =X

left for shiqi also =) her DP is she playin netball! oh man! i miss netball =( she's our dearest GD (goal defender) and sometimes GK (goal keeper).. but i left in the testi say WD(wing defender) is the best cos it's my position =X wahaha! tink she'll kill me.. =X but we were very gd budies la =)

stil remember the few of us in sec sch.. al join netball tgt somemore same class thn everytime got tournament SURE class very few ppl lol =X got me, shiqi, zhenyun, annie, pingqi, vivian.. and out of our clique got zahidah, lydia, hafizah.. lol! see! imagine when got tournament.. 9 ppl gone lei lol =X but fun sia!! those days when we chase after that ball and fight so hard to maintain the champ title.. wahhhh miss it so much XD

another thing is a happen to see weixian and boonkeat's frenster pri photo is the one i did for them lol!! wahseh! best part is weixian dunno who did one -_- !@#*^&*(! wtf rite?!?! X( he name it as "credit to whoever did it.." nin nao hia! thn keat juz post it.. i'm 99.999999% sure he also dunno who do one la -_- tink onli joey noe lol! and peng as well..

well.. glad they al use it =) miss them so much!!! rahh! my prince! ehh no no! abit wrong.. hmm.. my.. knights? lol =X but ya.. i miss them.. =( stil remember the "celebration" of me having a bf huh -_- and also the 17th bday bash.. the VERY FIRST bday bash to a GIRL X( so mean to me sia.. ended up i cried lol! cos too painful la!!! gotten hugs and kisses in return lol =)

damn it.. i miss my bros.. =( thou i wil be known as a chor lor girl or a"brother" to them.. but it's ok la.. as long as it's fun =) talkin about this.. HE is weird lol! he likes my character.. i mean the strong part lol! when he heard i wanted to "fight s**".. funny rite?! lol! well.. maybe that's wat i meant by "accepting me totally for who i am" =)

and i didnt noe SOOOOOOOOOO many things!!! >=( lol! wat a nice SHOCKING nite i had lol! but seriously i wanna noe more sia!! lol lik so fun lol =X anyway.. i'm happy =) jarel are u reading??? lol! u and kelvin same one lor! SPY! read le dun wan tag.. >=( next time dun tag ur board liao =p

ahh! tml.. no i mean later.. is remix and boty.. big day for alot of ppl =) woots! gd luck everyone!! to my senseis (FTC) my crew (LUSH) my frens (remix participants) and al bboys in da house man!! and of cos.. to u my dear =p ok off i go to slp.. aiyo now listening to "buttons" on my itunes.. but thn no choreo in mind le.. anyway i'm tryin to choreo to this song la lol =X mind dead no.. shut down lol =X gd nite everyone! *yawn*

wat we need is time, faith and fate..
thank you..
for making me the happiest person =)
*loves*

=(

felt very lonely today =\ went to watch BOTY at youth park.. well.. gd shows.. nice ones.. and FTC, fuyo, RF and BFC went into the finals for tml.. tml gonna be bz.. got lush's remix and boty.. hais.. wish i had a clone.. =(

well.. nothin much to talk about i guess.. juz felt lonely.. =( oh ya.. and saw ben.. he said something.. "ehh why u look so sad? i thot i everytime see u, confirm very noisy one?" thn i was like "huh? where got?" he say GOT! =\ but at that time i haven reali sian yet.. well.. i guess human do change ba.. =(

juz felt that i can hardly smile from the bottom of my heart ever again.. =( too much has changed.. i had to learn too many things in too short a time.. =( few months back.. my life was shitty.. hit by hurricane.. hit by tsunami.. =\ everythin messed up.. i guess it was thn.. that i lost my smile and craziness.. =(

felt sorry i didnt have the courage to even wish him al the best =( i dunno.. but i jux dun have the courage for anythin today =\ i didnt even wish FTC like the past! i onli send a sms.. =( but i managed to put my F**king hand out and congrats FTC at least.. onli wish i had more courage to "go for wat i desire" like wat jason said.. hais..

oh ya.. met up with jason for like less thn 5min? =\ he came to youth park after his work.. =) well he nv change lol.. keep saying he grow bigger in size liao.. where got sia!!! lol =) maybe that's one of the happier thing that happen today ba.. at least met up with a ex lover.. updating abit =) today's his 6month anni with his gf.. congrats =)

another thing rather happy one might be that he bought me chocolate ba =) i mean not jason =X ya HIM =) i haven eat it yet.. hee.. muz slowly ma.. hor? =) well.. i noe he's stress la.. tat's y today didnt pei me alot =\ but ya.. i understand.. anyway.. i noe u'll be readin.. Great job dear boy =) *hugs*

hais.. everythin seems so peaceful now.. but my heart aint peaceful.. or rather.. TOO peaceful? =\ i need to play! i need to smile! =( hais.. i guess i'm lost.. save me.. =(

my hand hurts juz now.. =\ was wearing my watch too tightly.. but that's the prob with me.. i always like things to be TIGHT.. that's when i feel safe.. =\ everythin i do.. i like it tight.. when i tie my hair.. when i tie my shoe lace.. when i buy skirts.. shirts.. ad now watch.. etc etc.. but thn see! when things get too tight, we get hurt =\ and marks are left on us.. scars! hais.. hope i'll learn ba.. =(

how i wish i can be like the past..
blending into every different type of surroundings..
every different types of people i meet..
hais..
who wil save me? =(

Shiawase ne~! XD

hehe.. it means Xing fu =) ok in english means erm.. happiness? lol =) juz felt very very happy today =) see! i've said.. he nv fail to make me smile =) dun wanna go into detail *it's privacy la =p* but i'm juz reali reali HONTONI happy!!! it's juz one of the happiest day for the past few months =)

and i swear i miss him LOTS! =( 48hours nv see him nei =((( kanashii desu yo =( but nvm.. tml!!! hehe.. tml's a big day for al bboys out there.. BOTY! jarel sensei ask me to "muz go hor" lol! wahh~ so my presence is reali known ar =) happy! too bad kelvin sensei and lester sensei wont be there =( and vic as well.. heard from jarel that vic's officer dun let him go =(

but thn again.. with al FTC's spirit i'm sure tml's goona be a big showdown! woohoo~ XD but thnhor.. jarel say they not very prepared lol -_- but aiya can one la =) they're FTC lei u noe?! F.T.C floor techniques crew!!! lol =X wonder wat surprises there'll be tml sia! al the crews buckled up for their BIG day! woots! i loveeeeeee battles XD i mean i LOVE to WATCH =X hehe..

YATTA! very very happy now lol =X in a very gd mood whee! cant wait for tml to come man! wahaha! wanna give him a BIGGGGGGGGG hug =X hahaha! oh ya! jarel better book a space for me! and better dun be like FS first day one -_- see al butts lol! tink can squeeze me in la huh? joel and me wil b goin at 4 lol.. so shud be ok ba =) BATTLE BATTLE BATLLE~! WHEEEEEE~

to be that angel that u love and love u..
i love rainbows! XD

Down =(

went to sch today for HHIG.. learn poppin lo.. very sian.. nothin much.. somemore he teach al wrong one =\ i mean.. ya la true can be use to dance.. but its cheating.. ben teach me those b4.. the cheat and the real.. but me n mikal juz kept quiet la.. he's the boss anyway =
thn went to eat at CWP with germaine.. we chatted alot.. talked about her bf.. he ex love life.. thn i talked about mine as well.. hmm.. ya i admit i envy her alot now.. but thn again.. she went thru shits too.. maybe everyone has to go thru shuts b4 they can truly cherish and treasure wat's given to them ba..

i went thru al my smses to delete some of them.. and OMG i saw jason's and kel's =\ well.. memories.. i deleted al of them.. except for a few from jason la =\ we lost each other once.. not even as a fren.. but now.. well since we managed to save the frenship after these yrs.. hopefully things wil be fine =) i mean.. dun have to patch up ma.. juz be frens also is gd enuff =)

like wat he said.. "dun feel sad cos we've lost each other.. but be glad that we once had it all" =) ya.. true enuff.. my fren ryo.. told me this b4.. "our life is like a essay.. every r/s is a part of the essay.. there's "," and there's a "." when the "," come, it's time for a rewst in both parties before things work out again.. and when the "." arrives, it's time fr a new beginning" =)

cant imagine someone like him can say such thing lol =X but thn it's very true la =) i dun expect me n jason wil have anymore chances to be tgt.. at least for now.. cos things aint very very clear now.. he's attach.. and i cant feel anythin anymore.. u noe.. when one's been hurt TOO deeply, u tend to feel numb =\ but well.. it's the past anyway =) al of us makes mistakes =) it's how u learn them, that's impt =)

hmm.. i tink he's having a rather bad day =\ i mean HIM =X said he low moral.. hais.. i cant help him at al =( can onli hope he'll be fine ba.. wanted to cheer him on.. but thn i tink i better dun la.. leave him alone for the time being ba.. tink they're al stress over tml's boty.. =\ hope everyone's doin fine.. =) well.. nothin to stress about i guess.. i mean..

when u do something u like.. u shud enjoy it rite? and of cos.. enjoying = no stress.. i noe it's easier said thn done la.. but i guess that shud be it ba.. relax and everythin wil turn out fine =) seriously talkin about stress.. i dun tink i'm the least stress over NDP lei =\ jialat! i wanna do well for that.. i dun wanna anyhow jagar jagar thn end my show =\ omg omg!

i need some push =\ my next show wil be on 8july.. for some family day thingy at national stadium as well.. but i tink wont be a VERY big one la =\ hopefully everythin turns out fine for me as well =\ hais.. dunno y.. mood aint very gd either =( i go drama le.. bye..

"how my heart frowns if u're down..
i'll be ur teddy bear i'll be ur clown..
i'll take u round and round..
and if u dun mind i would be ur standing ground..
even if that means i drown.."