Tears just wont stop!

drinking at this timing, not cool.

i cant help it. i needed to numb myself.

i was wrong. i ended up crying like a baby.

these fking tears just wont stop!

telling sis that maybe i drink, i'd cry, aft i cry, i'd slp.

and when i slp, the day's gone again and i'll start work soon on monday which i'd just be busy concentrating on work n nth else. but.....

why am i not drunk?

why is my tears rolling again???

why why why?!

i dun wanna go back to those drinking days again where i just wanna get drunk n pass days by without him. i dun wanna live in avoidance again. i dun wanna go back to the me without clarity of the mind again.

i cant help it. but cry at my own stupidity..


i miss u