我最幸福的事..

was feeling pretty down n out..

how i wish i could get a hug from u..

gotten a news that he'd be out of spore again..

sigh..

i stil blame my own stupidity for losing him..

all i wan is just a simple r/s with him.. just a simple happiness..

it seems so hard.

how i wish we could just throw everything aside and just love one another n be there..

have been avoiding alcohol and crying myself to slp every single night since i've lost him..

all i yearn for, is his forgivness..

all i yearn for is waking to a day seeing him calling me baby again..

all i yearn for.. is a hug from him telling me everything wil be fine..

baby.. i miss u so much :(


p/s : another night to flood whisker and huhu with my tears.. sigh.. god.. i need this miracle.. :(