Melody of my Life..

just kinda get to read some stuff that's kinda.. bad =\ it's nothing to do with me but i kinda feel sad for my fren.. it's actually a forum post from my fren.. we shall call him J here.. J was with C for.. i tink bout 2 years? thn they broke up recently reason was due to C coudnt settle down and am still very playful.. it was a peaceful break up since both agreed that they arent suitable for one another.. and it was til this few days that J realise that the reason wasnt reali due to character differences.. =\

C was actually seeing this 2 other guy behind J's back =\ she kept findin reason to not to meet up with J and went party herself.. of cos.. the 2 other mysterious guys were there.. oh well.. love is selfish? i guess..

J is a very very nice guy.. a almost perfect bf i guess.. of cos i was never with him so i wont know how nice or bad a bf he is.. but from wat i know and see for myself this 2 years of knowing them, he's always been a reali nice guy with almost zero temper and very generous to everyone.. for a moment i thot they're gonna get married lol~ they're already staying tgt.. til recently i guess..

i decide to write this post is not to bitch bout other ppl's love life or wat.. or to tarnish their reputation.. i just feel.. why we humans always dun understand the word "treasure"? maybe.. maybe one fine day.. C wil realise wat she reali lost.. but when that day comes, i bet it'll all be too late.. is it reali human's natural behavior that we always wan someone or something that's better? always seeking for perfection when perfection doesnt exist at all?

C is 1 or 2 yr older thn me.. and wat i see is still a relai playful girl.. am i that playful as well? will i still be that playful when i'm her age? i'm worried.. =\ i dun wanna wait til it's too late to realise wat i've lost.. hopefully god wil give me a reali good brain to think for myself and maybe everything be a blissful one for me.. i'm totally perfectly happy now with the life i'm having.. ok maybe not perfectly but at least i'm contented.. i guess staying contented makes one happy isnt it :)

just a few words to al my readers here.. remember always to cherish watever u have NOW.. you'll never noe when u'll leave this wonderful earth or when someone will leave.. dun wait til it's too late to express your love/care and concern for those ard you.. cherish.. is the key :)