Melody of my Life..

i'm totally disappointed in him.. totally.. i've chose to end this r/s.. not due to a game.. but due to the insecurity that leads to a truth that's been hidden from me.. guess wat i found out today? guess ppl who've been reading on me n him will noe bout this famous person name GINA.. he told me that he never contact her already.. and YET~ she's now his main acc de cpl in audi.. and just yesterday they wedding. HA! to think he could stil tell me it's someone i dunno.. it's someone that doesnt go XG.. it's someone that he seen before but DUNNO! fking hell am i a fool? do i look so nice to be lied to? without a proper sorry, he stil tries to wriggle his way out of this quarrel making it sound like he got no fault! HA! he say is ME who cannot take it that he got a cpl in audi.. HELLO~ if i cant take it i wont fking attend the wedding and ask them to jy n grats them! wat i fking cannot take is WHY HER?! he perfectly know it that we had big fights over her and he promise me not to contact her anymore.. the word here is ANYMORE!!! end up? COUPLE! so clever.. it seem he cant forget her ba? ask her to change a identity and be his main cpl. ha! and he stil can say they're just frens.. correct just frens.. thn why lie? just how many more lies are there? in this incident there's 1) he lied they didnt contact. 2) he lied she is someone i dunno. 3) he lied she doesnt go XG. 4) he lied he dunno her just seen b4. 4 lies in a single incident.. maybe more to be unsolved.. fking put urself in my shoes la hor! brainless idiot.. totally disappoint me. to tink i stil gives him a chance.. to tink i stil believe he will change. to tink i was so happy few days back talking to my frens saying he reali did change for me.. to tink i thot this might work out.. to tink to tink to tink.. this is just rubbish! fucked up! he's nothing but lies. enuff! stop it! i'm not someone u can lie to. i've stop this insecurity feeling.. i dun wan anymore.. u hurt me enuff.. thanks.. go have fun with ur GINA! fuck

nothing but lies..
i'm a fool..