Melody of my Life..

feeling kinda sucky now.. just when i thot things are getting slightly better, i'm feeling down again.. this might be a rubbish post so for those who're gonna give stupid comments, pls click on the close button ont the top right corner of the screen thanks..

firstly first i'm lacking of proper slp and am stil very sicky.. mood wont be anywhere near good.. and today there's a audi event at XG.. wanted to go join in the fun and get to noe his circle of frens.. but i guess it jsut isnt fated to be ba.. he told me he gotta work and wont be goin for the event.. and he called me at like 11.30 to ask me if i wanna join the event.. it's reali nice of him to ask me.. BUT he mention that i have to be there at 12.30.. hello i stay woodlands and i haven bath i'm not the least ready to go out.. how the fk can i reach there by 12.30?? so in order not to mess things up.. i give up.. i dun go.. wanted to just go and get to noe his frens, see the comp and join if possible.. end up? i'm at home helping him lvl-ing his noob acc.. ha~ sometimes i reali tink i'm stupid.. why am i doin all these things for him? i sacrifised my slp just to be more into his life.. but i guess i'm not appreciated at all.. he was almost confirmed that he's not goin for the event.. end up?? he even joined it.. i wasnt surprise actually.. kinda expected it.. how will he not join haha~ his XR ppl lei~ oh well this is one thing that dampens my mood for the day.. another was my stupid didi who spammed the fking winner shout thingy in the room while i was trying to do the story for bf.. i repeatedly ask him to stop cos mum is complaining.. and he ignored.. ended up i'm the one getting scolded and nagged at.. oh well.. i guess my day's gonna suck big time today.. wanna bet? he'll be ending up at XG tonite (: a place i hate with the ppl i hate.. he just love doin things i hate (: somehow.. i'm a unwanted loner ba.. i'm tired.. get me out of here.. thanks. bye