Melody of my Life..

had our girls nite out with xuemin and yuyun last nite to hilltop and had reali good chats.. hmm this 2 days had made me realised how lucky i am to have baby in my life.. hmm firstly was xuemin told me bout her r/s with ahjin.. it wasnt reali good.. but i guess there's stil hope for them if she manage to get him to sit down and talk properly.. after that was yuyun told me her problems.. it was just some kind of i like him but he dun like me kinda thing la.. hmm i can understand that kinda feeling for sure.. i've been thru it umpteen times lol~~ thn after that was yifeng telling me some of his prob.. hmm nothing much i can help or advice also since i'm not that close with him.. we just had a lil chat this noon onli.. after all these.. i just felt i'm already consider a lucky girl le ba.. for having such a sweet baby, so understandin.. many told us they envy the both of us.. the 3 of them especially keep mentioning it.. but afterall.. we too envy others ar.. they can openly shout out I LOVE YOU! we couldnt.. they could plan for their future we couldnt.. we cant even imagine our future lol~ so.. i guess there'll always be good and bad in all r/s ba.. that's why i say fate sucks.. BOO!! but afterall i'm stil thankful for a loving baby and wish that nothing will ever change..

i'm willing to give up a woman's biggest dream for you baby..
it's just cos i love you so much <3