alot alot to blog about =) paisei ar few days nv blog so today at one go everythin come out muehehe =) enjoyyyyyyyyyyy......

6th june..
wen to sch for dance practise.. hmm well things gd la.. as usual lor.. no diff.. haha.. oh ya.. during dance, this person (dun wanna name) suddenly say somethin to me.. "eh i haven ask him (someone else) whether he's gay ornt lei.." i'm like WTF?!?! dun she noe the word "offend"??? i'm like omg la.. walao ehh if she reali ask hor i wil be the first to say her.. i noe it's nt my prob la but thn again.. dun she noe wat's HURT????? walaoooooooo bth..

ok after sch we went home straight thn i stuck home since thn lol.. watched a few jdrama.. =) watched stand up! episode one.. DAMN DAMN dirty but lame lol =X i tink i'm goin mad real soon.. especially when i complete the whole of stand up! lol.. be careful of me hor.. i'm bian tai-ing very soon lol =X but thn hor.. YAMA P very SHUAI!!!! OMG!!! *faint* hehe.. tink i'm fallin for him liao =X

thn i watched SOS (strawberry on the shortcake).. DAMN nice!!!! it's by fukada kyoko and takki.. not funny show but very deep in thinkin =) learnt quite alot.. i completed onli 4 episode and i learn so much liao haha.. but it's abit boring la i mean compare to stand up! but thn again it teaches alot.. here are few lesson i learnt =)

-love usually happens when u nv realise them

-love someone with al ur heart and nv expect love in return

-love = sex? NO!

-emotions are contagious.. (when u cry, ppl see, they'll feel sad.. when u're happy ppl ard u wil feel happy too)

-when the fear of being dislike by him is greater thn the fear of losing him, u're loving urself more thn him

-when the person u love, love another, it has nothin to do with ur feelings for him..

power rite?!?! wahaha.. see i got gd taste.. =p ok that's al for ytd.. now for today =)

7th june..

it's her bday.. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI..
ok anyway went town today with larry.. haha.. watched Xmen3.. very nice!!! storm very SAT SAT sia weeyouwee!! and the jean.. very cool also! i like her hair and dressing sia!!! RED hair!! same as me wahaha =X ok i love red =p after the show he go "work" lol ok nvm hard to say.. -_- i juz went walk ard thn went to joel's farewell..

sob sob.. he's leaving le =( to aussie.. haix.. 2yr 8month lei!! NNH!! old birds of UAN al gone.. kaox.. super sian =( anyway cedric "drove" me there.. lol with his vespa =) SHIOK SIA!!! my very first time on a two wheel engined vehical lol =X he dun dare go very fast cos i tell him i scared lol =X we went dan ryan's to eat.. ok i nv eat but juz went there..

ex sia!!!! later show u guys some lame photos i took =X wahaha i got ALOTTTTT of photo wanna post sia.. but this stupid blogger keep giving me lotsa problem RAHH!!! >=( hais gonna miss joel lots.. =( saw alot of UAN peeps.. anyway miss them too.. wow rien and ros is as loving as ever.. ^^ blessing be to them =) how i wish i got a bf liddta also lol.. but ros abit too DA NU REN le la.. lol keep bullying rien damn dman cute..! =) I"M JEALOUS!!!!! %$$@#@^#@!!!

see!! the theatre of Tokyo U!!! OMG OMG i'm gonna stand on it one day =( *i wish

the logo of the sch i wanna get in =) i wanted to post the pic of the sch but thn.. STUPID BLOGGER!!! >=(

lol!! i was scrollin on my bar and i saw this!!! see how hard working i am =p it's one of the modules i'm taking anyway.. enterprising wahaha!!

OMGGGGGGGGG!! SUPER baby chinchi!!!! looks like hamster hor?? and too looks like a piggy face lol =X but damn cute!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!

SO CUTE!!! *stick with u!! hahaha! i'm gonna stick to my future bf like this!!! =X wahahaha!

THIS IS MAKING ME MAD!!! W-H-I-T-E B-A-B-Y C-H-I-N-C-H-I-L-L-A!!!!! nin nao hia!!!! &^%%#$@##^

FURBALL!!! wahaha! damn cute and FAT!!!

as white as snow!!!

itchy nose??? omg damn cute! teenager chinchilla lol =X

CHARCOAL!!! totally opposite of wat i wan lol!!! but it's realiiiii black man!!

"i wanna drink!!!"

SEE!!! dan ryan's! potato SKIN!!! cost u 11bucks?!?!?!?! *faint

how nice huh.. WORLD'S SMALLEST SUNDAE.. lol!!! cost 3bucks hor!!!

lol!!! this is a lame one!! was drawing on the table.. thn i realise that time during child of our time's shooting i didnt take photo with my "husband" cedric.. so i drew this to "replace it" =X he said i uglified him =( i uglified everyone ok %^$#$^%^&* i drew joel and ros too!!! but nv take la hehe.. when ros send me, i'll post it =)

OMG! see! my lao gong getting more and more handsome!!! ^^ RYUICHI!!!! wahaha!! hugashaga!! =X new album SIAN! MONEY AR!!!!!!! =(

tired sia.. but shiok haha =) went to esply to dance.. erm nono to break.. hee.. SHIOK!! learn quite a few things.. learnt chair (properly) and new footwork by lester =) fun ar.. but my leg tangle la.. lol =X today was GREAT! vic taught me tops as well.. wuuhuu!! =)

alot of ppl there.. inertia, RF, FTC, EG.. ya.. saw kel, tosh, blah blah blah.. oh ya.. saw esther too =) she's learning air chair =) haha.. she's nice la.. thou we didnt talk.. =X hopwfully one day can get to noe al the bgirls =) i'm one lousy one thou =X nah i dun even call myself a bgirl lol =X

oh ya!!! saw rabbits and hammie today! OMG darn cute la!!! =( wanna get one! I DUN CARE!!! =( chinchilla too!! RAHHHHHH~!!!

i wan a pet.. i need a pet.. who can get me a chinchilla?!?!?!?!?!??!

nites..

Found this webby damn fun.. is a japan webby anyway.. that u can doll these dolls up.. can change alot of things la.. i do til i damn tired lol.. did these ytd.. =)


my dream guy!!! omg!! shuai rite?!?! the hair, the white grand piano, the rose, the white suits!! OMG (_-_) i wan my husband to propose to me liddat!!! wahahaha! =X

woots.. my husband b4 married? lol.. a dancer? i hope it looks like a dancer la.. tried my best liao.. eye also become cock liao lol =X

woots pretty pretty =) if onli my eyes is as big =(

onli changed the hair lol.. this is 2nd try ma.. didnt noe can change so many things hahaha!

dreamish me!! if onli one day i can be like this.. perform on a stage playing the white grand.. OMG OMG!!

looks like boa?? lol.. i onli wanted to make her look dancerish.. but end up like boa.. lol =X

ageha shirt!!! lol =X anyway this webby is for w-inds one that's y.. haha! the bg is yakuso na kakera's bg lol.. and i made this girl looks like a erm.. fan? or promotional manager?? lol with the cam lol!!

Stress relieves..

went for swim..

at toa payoh..

with joel and andy..

10laps onli..

super hot sun..

eyes pain no goggle..

bathe..

long john..

shop..

bought 1 shirt and sleese shoe..

cheap..

bubble tea.. nice..

listen to w-inds whole day..

took train..

"boon tong pa kio"..

"kha shun or set"..

joke of the day..

tml dance..

no mood for anything..

tired to blog..

off i go..

nites..

gonna give u up once and for all..


gonna dance n study and that's al..

i wanna go tokyo uni..
i wann be the best dancer..

and i cant afford to get affected by anythin not important..


now the crush i had reali turned into a CRUSH in the heart on me.. =(


stop iko.. STOP!! =....(

handicapped =\

after ytd's HHIG i'm like a total handicapped today =\ body aching everywhere sia =\ OMG OMG.. =( damn nua today sia =\ in lesson totally catch no ball =( nvm la.. forget it.. i sure fail one hais sian.. anyway today's last day of sch thn term break liao YAY!

but this also means that my life gonna be bored liao sian -_- well todya in sch i went over al the photos i had in my lappie thn hor.. hais got a lil emo la.. thot of them =( hais.. if onli things never have to happen that way.. if onli i can lay down my pride.. if only.. =( missin them like mad =(

ok after sch went to party world.. sang like mad.. everythin was well ba.. i guess =\ hais i dunno wat the heck is in my mind la.. making me goin mad reallllllll soon =\ NO NO NO stop thinking about no nid de things!!! argh! i shud juz take things as they come.. and DO NOT TOUCH the thing call LOVE again =\ at least for now ba..

hais.. feeling damn shitty.. kana moodswing.. sians.. got very emo in train juz now.. cos was listening to SHE's xing xing zhi huo.. and the memories.. =\ juz flash like mad.. remember those days we practise at her house for the lil comp which ended up we didnt join lol.. those were the days.. all gone now.. and never gonna come back.. =(

as i was goin thru the photos, i felt that i had everything in the past.. happy memories.. with them.. with the VIPs.. with each and everyone of the ppl in UAN the avalon.. stellarnine.. =( omg.. i keep seeing the scene whereby me keep running up and down the stairs at avalon at the mezzanine one.. =( those busy days with VIP running the dance incubation =(

seeing those days where we wil msn at nite.. (the C.girls) laming and crapping.. sometimes even trying to keep each other's time dun let them go slp.. cos i was schooless and jobless so i slept at 6 or 7am usually.. hais.. those were the days =( i miss everything now.. i feel that i can never bring those smiles on my face in those photos back again =( it's like.. ya the life i'm leading now is wat i dream of..

being a poly student.. having my own good dance crew.. join a sch dance club.. learn breaking.. ktv chill outs.. mivies.. blah blah.. but i dun feel the real happiness at all =( if onli these things happened to me when they were stil with me.. i tink i thn can truly smile.. it's like.. w/o them.. it's no point la.. =\ i noe i shud live for myself.. but thn again.. i cant help but keep thinkin those things.. =\ those hurtful words were said and received..

it's onli been like a month +.. but it feels as if i'm in a lost land for like YEARS =\ i have frens stil.. i have dance stil i even have school now.. but why?! why dun i feel happy?? =( seeing those ppl ard me now being so cheerful, so happy, funny and lame.. reminds me of the times i had with them.. =( i too wish i can be like the me in the past.. i too wish i have everything back =(

knowing some of them aint doin very well now makes me feel sad.. =\ i wish i can juz pop a msg to them to cheer and encourage them like in the past how we help one another.. but i cant.. =\ i reali cant.. i can onli do things in the dark.. being a "passerby" in their lifes.. juz watch from aside.. hoping some other passerbys will help them.. this is shitty i can say.. well.. it's al myself to blame.. =(


i'm missin u girls ALOT! MAD i shud say.. if onli time can be turn back.. i wil turn it back.. and if onli i have the choice to remove my pride i wil remove al of it at that point of time juz for u.. each and every single one of u means alot to me.. still.. =(

precious stars that shines with royal leaves which nv dies..

Tired tired tired @_@

juz came home from HHIG.. tiring sia! today learn new routine and also 2freezes.. baby freeze and chair.. i learn chair til i wanna Bangwall sia!!! =\ but i somehow got abit of it la.. thou not perfect but reali shiok when can do it muahahaha =X my brain today abit laggy laggy one lei.. lol and also like sot sot one sia =
andy and vern also bth me.. lol.. oh ya.. meet up with them after HHIG =) they so nice hor?? wait for me dman long lei.. lol they went to watch benchwarmer thn wait for me 1hr + hehehe.. anyway i'm selected for NDP performance sia!! lol first time in my life lol.. madness i tink gonna practise like mad.. now i'm DAMN sure i wil slim down by sch reopen lol.. got remix.. got NDP.. wat u tink?!?! lol

everything's well today.. presentation rocks too thou i abit cock up.. dunno y lei my tongue like tied tgt sia lol! thn i keep "liddta lor.. u noe la" lol =X oh shud start planning for my holidays le =) yay!!! lotsa dance practices.. *faints* but shiok can slim down =) JIAN FEI JIAN FEI!!!

i go WM le.. muehehe oh anyway i saw my eyecandy today hehehehehe~ he saw me too but dunno he recognise me ma =X muahaha anyway i juz look away cos dunno how to react muahaha.. ok eye had enuff of sweets liao gonna let my brain miss him abit liao.. i mean HIM wahaha =p

missmissmissmissmissandlotsamisses................