Melody of my Life..

my tears burnt my pillow once again. things have gotten out of hand i guess. i guess i've just created an illusion for me to fall into and now the illusion bubble have burst. time to wake up ba. am gonna force myself to accept the fact and pack up my feelings for my new life awaiting. i'm goin into my mourning period for awhile now. maybe the best way is stil the old way. i need to forget my life for a little while (: it's clear how things wil end. maybe i deserve better. maybe i dun deserve him. which ever the way is. this is it (:

p/s: thanks for everything up til now. u've been sweet. thou things have change and u've change. i've awaken too (: this is wat u wan isnt it? i'll make it happen (:

i'll force myself.