argh~ it's simply turning me off now because my bloody lappie aint working -.- for some funny yet unknown reason, i cant even start my lappie! ok it started yes.. the beautiful wallpaper is out and everything seems normal.. but when i wanna click on the "start" button, everythin hangs! damn it! i restarted like 4 - 5 times and yet it's stil the same.. so here i am studying in a wireless campus WITHOUT a laptop.. HOW NICE!

i woke up feeling fresh and nice even thou it's maths day.. everything went well even i was late for class.. LEO was lagging so faizal didnt reali nag us for being late.. :D and thn whole class's lappies were LAGGG~ today's problem statement was easy.. THANK GOD! everything's fine and i'm in my comfortable slipper :D the only bloody problem is my LAPPIEEEEE!!!! X( tmd!

no MSN, no surfing of net =( even doins worksheet have to share lappie wth lifeng.. =( and now even using her lappie to blog -.- wahh! hopefully everything wil be smooth from NOW onwards =\ meeting baby later! whee~ cant wait for that moment.. *yawns* now everyone's lappie's like a year behind time lol! damn funny everyone complaining.. funny yet irritating~ ROARSS~

if my lappie's gonna be as mad at home like now, i'm gonna reformat le.. if can open at home, i'm gonna backup everything thn reformat.. BTH liao.. too crazily virus infected.. -.- since it's new year, let me get a "new" lappie baaaaaa~ SIANSSS!!!! i continue go click n drag for ken le.. show pics tonite!! XD

I am @ Youth.sg

am a 19 year old ordinary girl who loves to dance and have fun! of cos, loves to drop al my feeling down in my beautifully created blog =) i am @ youth.sg seems like a nice place for youths to hang out online.. there's news, lifestyle, events and even forums!

i'm kinda new to youth.sg but somehow i believe it's gonna be fun here! see that there's projects that youths can put their hands on.. it's very healthy activities and definitely can add sparks to our lives ^^ the youth.sgblog part is my favourite! haha~ because it keeps us updated on the latest happenings around and also allows us to leave our comments there!

another gd part is that they have services! all in one website.. everything they have about NS, education, work, travels & transport etc..

personally, i love dancing and of cos i wish there'll be much much more events on the arts, be it dance, drama, sing, graffiti or everything and anything bout the street arts! it'll be a big thing in the scene man! XD

-Iko-

how nice.. had a nite of dabians -.- slept at 1am++ and i woke up like every 1 hour to poots.. suay enough ba.. and today i didnt go sch -.- rahh~ enterprise again! ong chin huat's gonna kill me next week.. why everytime i have to skip his lesson?!?! and when i love his lesson most.. kaos! !%$#@#^& ya so i broke my rule of not skipping sch this term -.- thansk to some dabians.. kaos

anyway slept like a pig after the last pile of shit was release.. i noe it's damn er xin but i DUN CARE!!! X( damn sian bout nv go sch today.. ROARS! X( but anyway wasnt as bad as a day like ytd la.. ytd i swear my first day of sch is a disaster =( ytd was science lesson and our topic is called disaster lol how nice -.-

i wore my new shoe, got another blister -.- and the strap keep snapping itself.. kns~ but after that got better.. i was late for UT, so left with 10min to complete a damn long and naggy essay.. i simply copy and paste.. so be it.. fail ba~ i'm ready to fail anyway lol~ onli gd thing is i feel i might get a not so bad grade for science today ba cos i crap alot.. lol~ and is seriously ALOT~~ adn i was infront of faci's table so she keep asking me things too.. by that, i get a A for class participation liao lol..

ytd had laksa i tink that's one of the cause for my poots ba =\ but i dun care~ laksa's stil the best muehehe~ so today rot at home, went downstairs to get some food and got myself a bag hehe~ ok nvm.. enuff of buyin things for me =\ needa pay my bill le. hp bill piled up to 150bucks how nice -.- tml's last day of the week for sch!!! YES!!!! thank god~ and gonna spend the nite at baby's place.. whee~ miss him soooooo~ MUCH!! XD lalala~

and oh.. i finally can edit pics le.. BUT not photoshop.. stupid photoshop of mine cant be uninstalled and yet stil cannot open. kns! so i use image ready to edit but cant be save as jpg so i used paint to save it as jpg.. i edit in image ready, screenshot, thn paint hahaha~ silly but smart way :D

quoted from his blog..

The person who took up most of my heart over the past half a year or more, has kinda almost totally forgotten about me. I know its meaningless to note it here, but hey I seriously find it very weird to have a list of dates that one will never forget, only to remove some of those dates..

am i sure a bitch to be like this? am i such a bitch to forget someone i used to love? am i?! yes.. i may have move on.. but pls for heaven's sake and for everyone's god damn info.. i'm NOT a bitch who'll forget memories shared between me and whoever it might be.. be it my bf, my ex, my parents or my frens! damn it~

I DID NOT FORGET!
&
I WILL NOT!

ok i had enjoy my last day of full flash fun for this holiday.. went to baby's place for stay alive movie *it's damn nice and exciting!* we went to JP to buy err.. lunch? thn go home watch dvd haha! ok baby was sneezing his way thru as usual =X damn funny haha =X thn watch le, slack til 5.30 thn i went to bugis with lifeng..

shop like crazy and i swear i had never been so shui bian at all lol!! i see, i like, i try, nice? BUY! =X bought like 1pants, 2tops, 2pair of shoes and 3pairs of earrings lol =X and there goes half my pay -.- damn it i onli got 237bucks for my pathetic pay.. WTF~ and hahaha i tink i screwed it.. i ask josephine "when i can start work again?" her reply was.. "now we got alot of ppl lei.. and no customer.. so i cutting ppl le" haha how obvious sia~

so i juz "ohhh" thn take pay thn BYE! haha gdbye tatsu sushi.. i gotta set my mind fully on my studies for this 5weeks first.. if not DIE~ haha.. shopping was reali crazy today and felt real good XD had KFC with lifeng after our shopping spree and slack til 11pm thn off we go back to our pathetic homes to mug for the stupid test tml X(

i catch totally no balls of wat the heck i am reading now =\ capital budgeting? IRR? NPV? wtf are those?!?! gosh~ i tink i'm gonne screw my day tml.. =\ i tink i wont be slping tonite as firstly, i wanna study!!! or rather prepare my "copy-and-paste" notes for tml.. and secondly, i scared i wont be able to wake up once i KO =X so yea most prob wont be slping =\ maybe rest abit at 6am and POOF start to get busy at 7am preparing to die in sch tml.. @_@

i tink i reali love wat i've bought today lol =X it was totally different from wat i usually wl buy.. but thn ya i stil love them.. and damn! it's cheap!!! it's much more cheaper thn wat i used to buy! XD woohoo~ gonna flaunt my new shoe tml! hehehe~ ok i guess i better get my ass on my notes for tml.. goodbye!

well actually am gettin a lil and i mean LIL emo here.. haha.. not the super bad kind thou.. no no no~ my bf didnt do anythin bad to me or say anythin wrong lol~ neither did we quarrel or have and disagreements.. it's juz that i've read this loved one's bloggy few days back and something she said rings in me even til today.. so kinda wanna share it out here thou =)

quoted from her blog..

I cant denied that I dont feel a single pinch in my heart. Well, from a stranger to a friend to a boyfriend to someone I ever held so close.and everything seems just went back to earth. then from someone so close you gonna let it go..to someone like a boyfriend, and then to a friend and perhaps years later…to a whole new stranger..

yup.. u might be guessing "did she juz face a break up?" yes she did.. but yes again.. she's a strong girl.. stronger thn anyone can ever imagined a girl can be.. and i'm definitely proud of her..

this portion she said.. made me tink hard.. we should reali cherish every single one around us.. esp those we love and hold dearest to our hearts.. who noes wat'll happen next? ppl come and go.. they might juz become a stranger to u the next moment.. they might meet with some mishaps and POOF a fragile life's gone for good.. *choy but true* it's kinda scary when u realise that someone that walk pass u was actually once ur best fren or maybe even better ex bf/gf..

and best is when they can vakely remember who are u.. imagine ur ex asking u "ermm have we met before?" it sucks when it somes to separations.. but in life, i believe there' no forever in staying with u.. human have to leave each other one day.. it's onli the memories that stays keeps us real and connected.. if we were to even lose that bit of memories, thn we're reali separated.. the post of hers made me reali make do wat i always say "cherish".. eve in my msn nick.. the words are there.. and have been there for a long long time.. "cherish" in jap..

i juz tink it's a very special word that holds a very deep and sincere meaning.. dun ever come up to me saying "i cheris u" yet u dun mean it.. dun insult that word juz by using it.. but reali.. we all have to learn to cherish and be contented in everythin we're having.. be it bad, sad, frustrating or annoying.. juz look at the bright side and i believe everythin's well.. so wat if i'm not a rich kid? so wat if i have a broken family? so wat if i have a darn ugly past? so wat if i sucks in studies? so wat if i'm not a gd dancer? i am who i am and i believe living this life fully, truly and happily is the most important here.. if not.. juz open the window and say goodbye..

ok i tink i'm straying away from topic.. but stil i wanna emphasize.. cherish everyone ard u.. and of cos i wil cherish my darling and hold him tight.. a true love comes back once a thousand years.. ppl whose hearts are linked comes by once a million years.. or even better.. a couple that's totally in love with each other and willing to help and support each other in difficult times, comes by once in a billion yrs.. grab it tight.. or dun ever have these words "i regret" ringing in u..

muehehe~ zilian ba? XD but seriously i LOVE it.. lalala~ maybe wil edit abit of the font when i'm REALLY free =X now super lazy.. see the codes til i @_@ liao.. played with cursor for the first time.. hehe so fun! everyone's com seem so girlish now wahaha! =p and hor waliew my photoshop spoile!!!! X( but it's also time to change le la.. since it's photoshop 7.. abit behind time liao.. hehe..

gonna get photoshop CS 2 from mael.. whee XD spent a day at baby's place again.. ytd we went to MoS with sze wei to "celebrate" our final day of 2006 XD.. so happy! i'm 20 this yr! whee~ *ok i'm old -.-* MoS was kinda bored lei.. dunno y.. but the trance area was better thn rnb! wtf~ so we were like 80% at main thn smoove la =\ and smoove dun have countdown.. everone see watch, self high self countdown lol~

after we self countdown at smoove, we went to main for the countdown.. FUN MAN!!! XD we went up the "cage/podium" lol~ thn countdown le hor got FOAM! first time in my life i never siam.. cos hor i noe it's no use siam-ing -.- lol! and dunno my eyes got prob ornt.. the foam is in PINK!!! XD very nice lei! thn the flash light bling bling thn wahhh reali like snowing~ i wish to see snow~~~~

after that we went to kandi bar, drink, slack, crap XD and waliew we drank ALOT~ 1 red wine, 1graveyard *share between me and szewei* and 2 shots of kamikaze each.. very nice lei! kamikaze rocks!!! it's a jap alcohol.. err nice name it has also.. kami (sea) kaze(wind).. nice rite?? :D and it's sweet! i LOVE sweet drinks! XD was damn in love with bianco.. now i tink i break with bianco liao.. be with kamikaze XD muehehe~

and i swear baby was high~ lol!!! keep blowing the toopid whistle! alot of nonsense happen la lol! we were al laughin like crazy.. and we seriously had a HARD time gettin cab =\ wan call also cannot call thru sia! madness =\ thn when we got a cab, this mr nice guy happen to walk pass.. he wan a cab too.. but of cos we got it first ma.. thn n*bei! the cab is limo ma, thn say got dunno wat extra charge *F u man!*

when we almost give up the cabby, the guy say "wait.. why not we share? juz drop me at zouk and can send u guys home.." and he continue ALOT of thing blah blah blah~ so we shared :D and guess wat? from MoS to zouk, he paid 50bucks -.- lol!!! wat a nice guy! and he went to zouk juz to pick his gf up thn send her home.. WAHHHH~ touching sia~ and before he met us, he had been walking for 2hours to find cab! can u imagine?! omg~ i would have gone very angry and fed up by thn man =
so, as a nice person in return, i gave him the name card for WG ask him to join lol =X in cab dunno wat to talk liao ma =\ and in MoS i did the same to "reject" guys lol! kana talk to by 2 guys -.- thn i was like "errrr i'm waiting for my bf.. anyway.." thn i give the card lol =X of cos without my identity la! thn baby came.. HENG AR! thn i juz "oh that's my bf.. haha bye and happy new yr!" thn off i go~ lalalala~

seriously was high from the alcohol man.. thn worst! me and baby reach home le, we played dai dee.. lol!! loser drink! and YA I'M THE LOSER!!!!! X( play play play, we realise it's 8am liao -.- lol! time flies when it's fun man~ so we quickly tuck ourselves into bed and ZzZzZzzz.. KO al the way til today 7pm! lol! power ba.. and one funny thing is when we slp, our backs were facing one another lol! as if juz quarrel =X but funny la.. butt fight lol! =X thn slp half way i realise baby's gone for quite awhile..

so i went out and see wat he doin.. lol! i saw him slping on the sofa in the living room!!! cute la! i ask him y, he say dun wan squeeze with me on the bed.. awwww~ very cute =X so i pulled him back to the room thn koons again.. hehe~ thn reali al the way KO til 7pm liao.. lol! woke up, ate dinner at JP and off i go home and baby rushed for his liverpool match haha =) nice day i have.. am listening to my blog's song now.. find it very very nice =) i dunno the song actually lol~ it was boa's song title keys of heart.. i randomly found it on iwebtunes.. so yeap here it is =)

i'm missing my dear~ =( tml gotta go find him for movie and shopping with lifeng at nite thn go home study UT for wed le.. SIANS!!!! why first day got UT?! =( sigh.. jiayou ba iko..