amazing
sermon i heard from Nick Vujicic again.. on why God doesnt heal ALL the
time. tink of it.. i have been praying for healings every single night
before i slp and when i wakes from all the heartaches i've been
feeling.. i've been praying for healings in aspects to my BGR issues and
feeling of inferiority in life, career and family issues. imagine if i
was healed just like that.. wouldnt i have lost my compassion for
mankind? wouldnt i not know how it feels like to go thru these? than how
am i gonna put myself in others' shoes and help them when they're in
need?
i've always been very proud of my compassion towards ppl
and animals. i tink it's a gift from god to have compassion in me. some
ppl calls it emo. but i feel for ppl. i feel sad when i see ppl sad. i
feel darn happy when i see ppl smile/laugh because of something i
did/said or just because of me. i was beginning to wonder why i wasnt
healed.. i was beginning to wonder why
is god allowing things happening to me the way it is. i was beginning to
wonder has god forsaken me? and no.. this sermon came just in time.
i wasnt healed.. not at all.. i stil feel the heartaches.. the feeling
of unwanted.. the feeling of inferiority.. the feeling of a broken
heart.. the feeling of having no fatherly love.. but at least.. i truly
know how it feels. who knows? 10yrs down the road, someone at my current
age is gg thru this and i'd be able to help him/her.. and there, i
saved someone.. i truly believe God has his reason. he never makes
mistakes and he NEVER waste our time. if i'm still breathing now, than
there is still a reason why i'm here.
He did not forsake me.. It's just not the right time yet to answer my daily prayers.. whatever he dun change/take away, he makes use of it..
super amazing message that comes from God.. Thank u daddy! ♥
Here's the link in case any random ppl jumps by my blog and wants to hear it for themselves :)
I Dance to the Beats of Passion And Rhythms of Life..
♥ -Achievements- ♥
-SYF Band Competition 98 (Silver) -Street Fest Dance Performer with daXce 03 -Funtastic Dance Competition crew Disillusion 04 (Finalist) -Cineleisure countdown dance performance with crew Existentialz 2004 -Dawn Of Dreams Concert Dance Performer with Mechanical Groove 2005 -Remix'05 Competition crew Dance Insanity aka Funk fever 2005 (Finalist) -Actress for Roadshow for Child of our time Arts central 2005 -Changi yatch club family day Dance Performer with LUSH 2006 -Da showcase 2 guest Performer with LUSH 2006 -NDP fringe celebration performance crew Style Methodz aka RP 2006 -Chingay'07 Pulse Hip Hop Dance Competition with LUSH 2006 -Back to baggies dance howcase @ butterfac with LUSH 2007