Friday, February 08, 2013

Everything wil turn out for the good

 This is a MUST SHARE..
amazing sermon i heard from Nick Vujicic again.. on why God doesnt heal ALL the time. tink of it.. i have been praying for healings every single night before i slp and when i wakes from all the heartaches i've been feeling.. i've been praying for healings in aspects to my BGR issues and feeling of inferiority in life, career and family issues. imagine if i was healed just like that.. wouldnt i have lost my compassion for mankind? wouldnt i not know how it feels like to go thru these? than how am i gonna put myself in others' shoes and help them when they're in need?

i've always been very proud of my compassion towards ppl and animals. i tink it's a gift from god to have compassion in me. some ppl calls it emo. but i feel for ppl. i feel sad when i see ppl sad. i feel darn happy when i see ppl smile/laugh because of something i did/said or just because of me. i was beginning to wonder why i wasnt healed.. i was beginning to wonder why is god allowing things happening to me the way it is. i was beginning to wonder has god forsaken me? and no.. this sermon came just in time.

i wasnt healed.. not at all.. i stil feel the heartaches.. the feeling of unwanted.. the feeling of inferiority.. the feeling of a broken heart.. the feeling of having no fatherly love.. but at least.. i truly know how it feels. who knows? 10yrs down the road, someone at my current age is gg thru this and i'd be able to help him/her.. and there, i saved someone.. i truly believe God has his reason. he never makes mistakes and he NEVER waste our time. if i'm still breathing now, than there is still a reason why i'm here.

He did not forsake me..
It's just not the right time yet to answer my daily prayers..
whatever he dun change/take away, he makes use of it..

super amazing message that comes from God..
Thank u daddy! ♥
 
Here's the link in case any random ppl jumps by my blog and wants to hear it for themselves :)