hello people~ i've been soooooooooo busy! why? cos i've finally got a JOB!! XD i'm currently working as a full time sales associate in Flesh Imp! woolala~ one of my fave brands hohoho~ am sure Flesh imp isnt a new brand to many of you out there ya? anyway DO visit me at Flesh imp located at 4th level at the Heerens hehe =x buy more and i'll give good discounts ok? =x but anyway.. here's a event i'd like to invite ALL OF YOU down! it's Flesh Imp's 8th anniversary bash at zouk! entry via invites ONLY so do let me know if you wanna go!

What : Flesh Imp's 8th birthday bash
Where : Zouk
When : 5th December 08
**Freeflow of tiger beers and lotsa happening programmes installed for you**

call, text, msn, tag me for the invites **loves**

Goodbye my baby boi

my baby have passed away on 12 nov 2008.. his internal organs were damaged due to unknown reason and the vet suggested that it's best to put him to sleep.. it's a decision i never ever thot i would make in my entire life.. i wanted to do everything i can to save him.. putting him on drip is one way we can do.. but the doc said that it's useless cos even if he recovered, it'll happen again.. his limbs were so weak that they look as if they were dislocated.. he slimmed down incredibly fast that no one can ever imagined.. boiboi did not disappoint me.. even thou he's sufferin, he tried his best to hang his head high to act as if he's alrite.. he use his last bit of strength to push himself up to show us that he is ok.. but just by the looks of his weak body, who the hell wouldnt know that he's suffering? it hurt me so deep that i have to make the decision to put him to sleep.. it really does.. i couldnt make the decision but gor made it for me.. i tried to hold back my tears but i failed.. i look at him for the last time and stepped out of the clinic.. i couldnt imagine the process but i know it'll be a peaceful one.. maybe it'll be a good choice afterall.. to let him go.. it's been a wonderful 1 yr and 3 month since i had him with me.. thank you boiboi for all the joy you've given this family.. i'll never forget the way he always jumped up at the sight of us.. i'll never forget him always climbing so high up just by hearing our footsteps.. i wont forget the days when we always head to sembawang and he'll just go hopping ard curious as always.. i'll never forget the day he almost died when he tried to leap out of my bag while we were on the road.. he had always been a cheerful and bubbly boi in my eyes and will always be.. boiboi.. may you rest in peace and may you be freed from all sufferings..

i love you

may god watches over you
always my baby

i finally know the truth.. i've always been toyed by you.. hahaha~ how dumb.. but it's ok since it's over.. i'm totally disappointed in him.. just as i thot that he's a mature and care for family guy.. bullshit.. dun come tell me u have to leave me cos u dun wanna be unfair to me.. BULLSHIT~ a 27 yr old man behaving like some 20 yr old hongster.. HAHAHA wat a joke.. u're a failure.. ultimate failure.. i know i shouldnt be typing anything related to him anymore here but i just cant help but feel like complaining.. dun worry i'm not bothered by the truth and i wont give a fucking damn to it.. it's over like i've said and no longer have anything to do with me.. as long as i know i'm not guilty of cheating someone in love.. i'm not guilty of lying and i've loved with my heart fully.. i'm happy for everything.. i'm happily with my wonderful bf now and will never be a dumb ass that fail my own life like HIM.. it's GG for u ok~ haha! to guys out there reading this.. PLEASE~ if u're approaching adulthood, please stop fucking hong ard like some kids and please learn wat the fuck is love and cherish the one that loves u too.. if u never understand love in this entire life of urs, u failed to live.. that's al i can say.. gd luck n gd bye

i know it's been long since i last update.. okok here are the pics of the happy halloween i had alrite ^^ thanks to mummy once again for making my costume hehe **loves** wanted to head to zouk but as usual every yr it's near impossible to get into it.. so headed to dbl o instead.. and here are the pics ^^

Visual Jason, jer and vampire me
i swear i cannot recognise jason -.-

vampire me and visual shin

vampire me and ermm.. school boy william?

my full set ^^V

vampire trying to act cowboy =x with pretty narine

the girls XD

yes la my first victim of the nite lolita del

and she bangs me in my head :(

vampire can use a gun too u noe?

lolita del, cowboy nashie and vampire me

a gun's better or a vampire fangs?

vampire me with visual kai
(i love this pic)

a vampire and cowboy's spotted at a prata shop near zouk lols

visual bapok kai?!

this is how my hat look like origianlly

the materials gathered for my pretty costume **loves**

hoho love my fangs

act cute =x

well.. i'm a happy vampire this year :) anyway a mini update to wat i've been up to recently for those who complains that i did not update X( i've quitted my studies in RP and currently am looking for a job.. just finish buzzing with halloween and now it's time to get back to my life.. if any of u have any job to intro do remember to buzz me alrite? and to let u al in a lil news.. i'm seeing someone =x but it's just dating i guess.. and i'm not ready to jump into another new journey currently.. it's kinda happened too fast and i am not ready to fully let go of the past.. anyway he's a nice guy and a little over nice (provided he stop bullying me!) well.. dates are better thn being in a r/s isnt it ^^ anyway.. i realise it's time to catch up with a few of u out there HOR?! Miss fairy, Miss sisi.. both of u MIA very long liao~~ my 2 darlings.. i miss u na T_T this week shall be our catching up week! wheeeeeeee~