Melody of my Life..

had a real nice chat with my dearest darling fairy just now =) from some real serious emo chats to some crapping lame chats LOL~ anyway just wanna highlight this thing here.. we were talking bout dream mariage proposal.. and initially was special and nice til we added oil to it's romantic-ness til it became darn funny lol~ =x

darling's was that her husband-to-be would propose to her underwater when they dive.. woolala~ real hot serious special but definitely not for weak hearted for the fishes ppl like me lol~ i tink if i were to go underwater most prob within 1min i faint liao =x let alont wait for him to propose.. lol!

and here's mine.. i didnt reali planned or dream of it before.. but up til now, my dream poposal would be in some romantic country like vernice or rome? thn at the open space there with al the ancient beautiful buildings ard us.. my dream prince half kneel there wearing full white tux and holding beautiful flowers and with pigeons flying, he propose to me.. sweet rite!!! T.T BUT due to lack of slepe and some craziness in my brain, we add..

imagine he said "would u marry me?" we gaze into each other's eyes so emotionally, some pigeon pooped on him =x spoiler! but seriously.. if that reali happen, and he never get angry AT ALL (not even the slightest bit) i'm so gonna marry this guy for sure~ lol~~ a comical proposal is cute to isnt it? :) but oh well.. marriage is something soooo far for me i dun wanna tink X(

another dream proposal is nearly impossible la but i'll write it here anyway lol~ i dreamt of my prince charming wearing ful white tux.. playing a full white grand piano.. a song that he wrote for me, singing for me.. after singing, stood up hold the flowers that was on the piano, walk towards me.. half kneel and propose! omfg~ i'll faint by thn lol! but in order for this to work.. he must be a damn good singer =x if not all the purpose would b defeated lol~ but oh well.. it's a DREAM~~ haha =p dreams are meant not to come true lalala~

back to reality.. darling and me was talking b out my current situation in my r/s with my dearest.. sigh~ i dunno wat's happening.. but the conclusion was.. we need to talk and maybe take a break from each other.. =\ sigh~ darling said i suit dating more thn r/s.. i kinda agree too according to my playful character.. it's hard for me to commit. it's hard for a guy to accept a girl this playful~ and of cos even if he can accept, i wouldnt like it either cos i noe he wont be happy~ argh i deserve to die X( i go slp le.. gd nite~

r/s is something i shud stay away from..