Where's my half?

Madly in love with this song currently..

thou it somehow makes me feel reali reali lonely =\

sigh..

still a gd song for a gd cry :')



一半
喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚 明天要上班

唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活 只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤 心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾

没有负担 原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤 心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
别来提醒 我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半

喝一碗汤 心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

it's a painful night for me.. totally.. :( firstly was someone whom i called a fren whom i confided in during my breakup.. listened to him and slowly healed myself optimisticly.. someone whom i'll miss if i didnt see him for like more thn a month or so (as a fren or brother).. and just cos of some unknown reason, he chased me out of the fking place where i used to hang out (aft closing hours).. the place where always will accomodate to my timings and likings..

i dunno but i feel sad.. it's like, firstly, i dun frequent there much as often as i used to be, secondly, it's where i call my darts home.. HOME is a very strong word i use.. perhaps to anyone of u it doesnt matter.. but to a homeless person like me, it means alot..

but watever.. i was just purely pissed with that.. wat's worst is below.. :(

i gotta admit that i had a crush on someone recently.. call it eyecandy, or infatuation admirer, i dun reali care.. but somehow or somewhat, he's been running thru my mind ALOTT :( when i wakes up, i tink of him, before i goes to bed, he's there on my mind.. argh...... i feel fucked.. :(

especially when i gotta know that he actually got someone that he is seeing :( arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh heart breaking like totally :( and best part.. i dunno why the fk am i doing.. always trying to be a NICE person :( trying to patch things up between them.. it ALWAYS happen on me :( it breaks my heart to see a "原本可以成功的爱情" turns into dust.. even if it's on someone i fancy.. but at the same time.. my heart hurts a thousand million times :( sigh.. confessing my love is NOT right at this timing when i got to know all these.. but not confessing.. i feel that i'm doin a suicide here :( omg... i wanna strip myself off all emotions :( so that i will never ever feel this way again.. i wanna run from reality.. as far as i can.. argh................. fk............ just die alr iko :(