Monday, June 27, 2011

hmm.. dust have been lying somewhere here for pretty long :x time for a little hitting of the keys on this dead space. life has been pretty ok so far since the last post :3 have been totally shutting myself off from the "love love" thingy to stop myself from hurting myself deeper :\ and have been focusing on working and earning money. but recently kinda came across a few lessons in life that i shouldnt shut myself out totally and shouldnt be TOO firm on the stand that money is SO important :\ but the thing is.. in my situation, how can it be not important? sigh. recently contacted back few frens from my longggggggggg ago past lol! am so glad we're in contact again after decades! miss all of them so much! xD after contacting back, we chatted bout pasts, silly things we did back thn, silly thinkings all of us were having lol~ was reali cute. and honestly i miss those days so much :( those were the days when we were all so naive, so innocent and so pure. sigh~ gone were the days as we grow older :( i wanna feel that feeling again! i wanna be who i was :( have been hearing this song 猜不透 by ding dang quite often recently and am reali loving this song sooooo much! the lyrics.. omg! >< every single sentence kinda hit real hard on me for my past r/s. this song came too late! LOL! it would have been a real good song for "recovery" during those times :\ but anyway just to share it :)




丁噹 - 猜不透

作詞:黃婷 作曲:林邁可

猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透


this song speaks the mystery of guys and girls in a r/s..

we'll always be left trying to understand wat each other wants but we'll never get it..

those who do, congrats! :)