Melody of my Life..

today went to bugis with liyi n sean.. haha.. shop like mad.. and i spent like mad =( bought a adidas jacket, one zinc bag and a pair of high cut shoe. woots.. there goes my 130bucks =\ tml on eat grass liao =\ oh anyway, ytd chatted with jason.. dun be shock.. yes.. my ex.. jason =)

we chatted on msn at first thn talk abit thn i kinda tell him bout the situation i'm in now.. =( so he called me to chat.. haha.. we chatted ALOTTTTT sia.. he kept tellin me to erm.. not a very gd thing to do about the problem la.. =\ shudnt say it here.. yeap.. but i'm stil quite lost la.. hais.. ok thn we continue to chat.. we talk about the past..

al the sweet things.. thn we also talk about the sad ones =\ like the quarrels, the break up.. blah blah.. n now i finally noe the ACTUAL reason we break up.. >=( ma de.. al blame that bloody LJ.. knn! wonder wtf he wants lor.. he went to tell jason say i ask LJ to "report" to me watever jason do in sch.. KAOX! i swear i didnt ok! nabei!

thn jason say at that time he felt no freedom that's y he chose to end it.. but he regretted it.. lol.. well.. too bad la.. things can never be the same again.. we too agreed that if we were tgt tat time with the mindset we have now, the maturity, things wil be damn damn different =\ we might even stil be tgt now lor =
he said after the break up, he did try to find me back.. but i already changed my num and i didnt tell him.. =\ and he thot i dun wanna reply his sms al that.. he said he came to my area a few times.. but i didnt get the sms u see.. =\ and alot alot of times la.. well.. i guess everythin's fated ba.. =( but seriously i do miss those times la.. ytd we reali rake up ALL the sweeties man.. nabei.. =(

p/s: he didnt even care for me at all.. didnt even ask where am i.. didnt even try to care.. wat a WONDERFUL bf i have huh?!
**if onli things did not happen that way.. if onli things are not in this situation.. if onli......

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