Melody of my Life..

feeling low..
aint gd at all..
if only things were as i hope it could be..
maybe i made the wrong decision..
maybe i shudnt have..
things aint i thot it is..
this isnt reali wat i wan..
but i tink i've fallen..
not deep.. but fallen..
things shudnt be this way rite?
in a r/s shud be happy..
but how? when i noe it might not last?
i seek for eternity..
i seek for faithfulness..
i seek for love..
if only he seeks them too..

baby i love you so.. but.. =..........(
wil god help? wil this work? wat wil happen? -lost- =(