Melody of my Life..

Happy Happy new year 2006~!!!!
today simply is a PERFECT day for me.. =) first thing in the morning receive dear's call to wake me up =) lol~ was quite lost that time.. i'm like "huh wat's happening?" cos ZzZz very little haha~!!! thn i went to get ready to go to potong pasir to meet dear they al le.. wah today first thing i say to myself when i officially wake up is "today's gonna rock! cos my saddy years' gonna end!!!" haha!!

Meet at Potong Pasir..*yay! i'm not late =)*
thn i reach potong pasir at 2pm.. wah first time nv late sia~ lol~! very excited sia heehee~ but they al lateeeee -_-''' haha.. but nvm la.. am in very very gd mood wahahaha~! thn when everyone's there already we took cab down.. me, ash, fei and emi took one ab with vith's bike.. thn dear, ray n vith n dear's n ray's bike took another cab.. hmm very funny.. when we reach there, we al orgot about vith's bike lol! onli emi remembers.. duh.. her dear dear de ma rite! lol! if is my dear's bike i also wont forgot..

Reach at Boon Lay's stage.. *deary dear dear =) sweetie pie!*
thn we went to the stage area and wait for rehearsals lo.. but the person see us like treat us like transparent sia =\ we waited damn long lo.. abit bek cek la.. but nvm.. BE HAPPY! lol!! thn we did our make ups and all.. while dear they al riding around.. so nice to see them juz around us.. u know when they're nt in sight i'll start to keep "hunting" for him.. =\ haha.. well love =) thn the rain became very very heavy!! it keeps comin in =\ thn dear stood behind me so i wont get wet.. REALLLLLLLLL sweet of him to do tat!!! thn they watch us do our make up lo... haha see their blurr face very cute sia =) thn cos i was damn cold.. thn dear take his towel wrap ard me =) wulalalalala~ happy seh!! wahaha~ thn got one moment i very tired so i lied on his shoulder thn i juz ZzZzz for awhile.. very happy that moment cos like i've said b4.. i juz love bein in his arms.. =) it's juz so warm n nice to be in.. =) thn after awhile they go ride at the carpark thn we al stay there to wait lo.. thn we did our hair n change into our clothes.. they were gone for like hmmm maybe 20min?? but i felt like it's been so damn long lol~ my eyes start wonderin ard le haha~ thn suddenly they came back into sight when we're doin emi's hair =)

Deary's Braids..
dear thn say he wanna braid his hair lol.. so i tie for him lo.. u al may tink "walao s short how to tie?" i tell u.. with xinwei ard, al things are possible lol~ no no no with God's help nothing is impossible haha =) i tie 4 mini braids for him thn very cute sia.. am very happy that he likes it too =) ray they al tink nt nice.. ;p but i tink it's cute and dear tinks so too.. haha so he leave it liddat lo =) thn the rest went to get food frm mac while me n dear stayed at the place to look after the stuffs.. hmmm we chatted quite alot la.. which is very relaxing.. =) i tried to "style" his hair and it's very fun!! haha.. i spike his top, braid bottom and push the sides to the back.. quite nice lei.. i tink la.. but abit not balance cos i didnt split the spikes evenly lol! but stil nice la =) thn after awhile we we to practise ourselves behind lo..

Wrong Song!
thn dear come n say the person wan us to go onstage prac le.. we prac onstage n realise the music is WRONG!!! OMG~ -faints- we got the not edited version one.. wah wah wah.. thn we have to go to the holdin area straight after that le.. =\ but we have to settle the music so me n jun went to look for one of the organiser and talk to her.. but she bz so we waited quite long =\ thn surprisingly dear was waiting for me!! wahaha.. damn happy.. thot he went first cos the person keep rushin us go to holdin room.. thn we went over to the holdin room le lo..

"Peep" at him ;).. He surprised me!
thn we have to go to 4th level ma.. thn dear wanna ride at the basktball court.. so they stayed down lo.. when was upstairs i cant eat the food cos am reali sick =\ but was foced to eat abit la.. and i reali eat ABIT lol~! i gave al my food to the rest.. haha~ thn i went to look at the basketball court.. thou was abit hard to see la but stil can see dear =) he sitting down on his bike resting.. haha~ thn have to prac dance le.. so i prac with them tryin to choreo the extra moves needed lo.. walao reali can die.. we use kirei da's dance steps lo lol!! funny la but can fit in.. heng sia!! thn when stop le i went to look at the court again but i onli can see ray n vith =\ thn when i turn ard, lol dear came up!!!! =^,^= damn damn damn happy sia~!!! wah reali very shocked!!! thn we have to go to the stage there le.. so dear help us take few things n go down lo.. heex.. i told him i got see him from 4th level he say he stomached =\ y liddat man~! aiyo i wanna do somethin for him but i dunno wat i can do.. =\ maybe next time get a first aid kit in my bag le fully loaded kind.. lol~!! who ask my dear dear is someone who never knows how to take care of himself.. haha~ thn went over to the stage area while dear go and ask ray they al wanna go see our performance ornt.. wah excited sia~!!! first time my love one ever ever see my performance!! and are perfoming in the same event as well =) damn happy!

After Performance..
when performin was okok la.. alot of wrong steps cos too last min le.. but lucky we al enjoyed it la.. haha~ unlike last year =\ thn after performance thn saw dear they al at the side waiting for us.. wulalala~! i like the feelin man! ur love one waiting for u after ur performance =) SHHHHHHHIOOK ar~! haha~ thn we rested at there lo to slack and wait for their performance at 10.30..

Sorry baby =\
almost make dear angry =\ cos i wanna see his phone but he dun allow.. but i die die wanna see.. so i tink he's irritated =\ i did say sorry la.. he got nothin to hide ma.. i read everythin n nothin's reali wrong la.. i said b4 that i trust him.. and i mean it! i tell him straight in his face that i am not angry or sad over anythin.. cos i reali trust him.. tink he dun believe in the first place.. but i reali reali do and i assured him that i reali do =\ ok i dunno how to express this but i REALLY DO~ -_- haha~! but end up ok le la.. i juz dun wanna make him angry =\ sorry dear! it was unintentional.. thn i accidentally cried abit la.. not cos of wat is cos i scared he angry =\ i dun wan anyone's mood to be spoiled today ma espcially him.. i do blame myself la.. y muz i insist??? aiyoyo.. next time if he's ok with lettin me see thn i see lo.. if nt thn i dun see le ba.. i told him too that next time if he dun like thn i dun see le.. =\ thn i went to look at the performance cos got little girls dancin.. very sweet! and also to relax abit la cos dun wanna get affected by anythin =) thn suddenly dear came.. he stood beside me n acc me see =) he ask me i'm ok ornt.. yes darling i am ok =) haha~ real sweet.. i lied on his shoulder n enjoy the show.. reali nice! thn we went back to sit down and slack lo.. after awhile they went to ride again.. thn me n emi stayed there.. thn she ask me i angry huh? i say no la i've said b4 i wont le so everyone trust me can? the xinwei now is diff already! =) nvm time wil show.. haha~ thn i tell her watever i told dear lo.. =) she say i very understandin lol~! *shy* haha~!!! emi.. u can be understandin too.. u say if u were a guy u'll dote on me alot.. so u wan vith to dote on u? be a understandin gf too! take ur time.. i can see improvement already and i'm reali happy for u =) jiayou ok! =)

First Ever Flatlander's performance I've Ever seen.. by my darlin boy~!
thn they came back n tell us need to go over to the performance place le.. guess wat~ they performing on road! wah real nice lo.. like very power sia! me n emi took care of their bags n al.. wah reali high sia! i see dear do i damn happy for him.. he did a super long n fast spins.. OMG i faint sia! so damn HANDSOME!!!!!!! but he fell la.. =\ heartbreak sia!!! warao=\ but nvm la the price to pay it is.. =) sayang for him can le.. hope wil encourage him.. thn vith also first time manage to get somethin real nice too.. he injured also.. alot of blood.. =\ emi also heartpain haha~ wah i see dear's performance reali damn proud of him sia!! and he reali look so damn handome when he's doin the tricks so seriously.. it's hard to get them cos the road is a slope.. thn somemore on road very rough.. =\ but liddat dear can stil do so well.. and the crowd was like damn alot n very impressed by them! walao happy sia!!! =)

After their performance..*my sweaty baby's mini braids*
thn after 15min the show end le.. so we rested there awhile.. dear sweat like crazy.. haha~ the whole hair wet sia.. and his wet tiny mini braid look very cute=) thn i took his towel n wipe his sweat for him lo =) i also sweet hor? heehee~ his shirt also al wet haha! thn we went to the stage there to collect some $ first.. thn took cab to esplande to catch fireworks!!! OMG reali excited to see it with him =)

FIREWORKS~!!!!!*baby i love u i swear i love u!*
thn when reach, we stayed at a very side corner which might nt be able to see.. =\ but dear's knee injured..he dun wanna stand up so i stayed with him.. he keep askin me to go and wath the fireworks.. but i dun wan! i onli wanna see with him.. if nt i rather dun see.. no point seeing it alone rite =\ thn when we're stil arguing bout see it ornt thn suddenly from behind me a "pom" sounded when i turn behind i saw a big nice fireworks!!! wah thn me n dear damn damn happy!!! cos our angle is reali nice! haha!! =) even God helps us! =) thn dear took video of the fireworks.. and he kissed my face.. wah wah wah wah wah reali faint le~!!!! and he said happy new year! OMG!! reali happy sia! so damn sweet.. i thn kiss him back with a happy new year too.. =) i hugged him damn tight! he too hug me abit =) cos he's sitting and i'm standing so abit hard la.. thn he ask me "i call cath?" i say "ok can can" he say "u sure?" i said "yea call =)" like i said again.. i'm ok with it =) he wished her happy new year.. if onli he n her are gd frens n she accepts me as a fren, i'll wanna wish her as well.. but nvm la wish her in my heart can already la hope she'll have a happy n real new new new year ahead.. thn dear stand with me thn i cling onto his arms.. he let go of it awhile i tink to keep his phone.. thn i dun dare to cling back cos i dun wan him to feel i'm too sticky to him.. but surprisingly he held my hand n cling it back!!!!!!! wah that moment i wanna cry sia! tears of joy lol! but i didnt la.. onli tryin to sound exaggerated! lol~! wah thn very very nice sia!!! me n dear liked the same kinda fireworks.. let me go find the name of it soon.. =) i saw "whirlwheels" too.. nt as nice as i thot it wil bela.. lol! but nvm.. stil nice! dear say.. "wah look like shooting stars.." thn sya "ya very nice!" thn we quiet awhile thn he say "i like shooting star.." OMG OMG OMG OMG~! i'm like "HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" wahahahahaha~! i'm reali happy like crazy! if there's a wall i'll juz bang into it to make sure i'm not dreamin! reali! =D super duper happy sia!!

After viewin the beautiful "shooting stars"..
wah i wish the fireworks never ends.. =\ but nvm la memories stays for life and i've never been so happy b4.. am sure this year's gonna be much more happier!! we thn slowly walk to citilink.. to slack lo.. when reach there saw jiawei n roy.. thn they played alot la.. real funny lol!! thn after awhile i reali tired le thn i fell ZzZz on dear's back i hugged him.. =) so nice to hug sia heex.. thn i K.O lol!! ZzZz awhile onli la not very long.. thn when i wakey, i tied more braids for dear cos he wan ma.. lol! very cute sia.. i tied 7 or 8 more braids lol~! very mini very cute.. but the rubber band abit wrong la~! lol~! sherlyn came with her frens as well.. she look so much happier now lei.. like compare to when i n know her.. haha~ and dear's fren li min was there too.. she at first give me de impression is super quiet.. thn after we start to chat abit thn better le.. =) she's a beautician wor.. wahaha get tips get tips!! she's a cancerian as well =) so coincident sia.. haha~!

My life's so dead..
oya when she ask me "where else do u go play?" i'm like.. huh.. thn i tink.. it seems like i onli got dance.. clover.. and dear dear now in my life.. =\ wah tink le wil sad sia.. but dear said.. "nvm ma.. thn can concentrate and give quality.. not quantity.." hmmm.. actually ya.. true.. but i feel so empty.. cos last time i'm always so super packed with things.. got band la, dance la, netball la, sch la blah blah blah.. thn now like.. so sian! -_- nvm tahan ba.. this year soon enough wil have sch le =) YAY!!! but hoh.. tink wil start sch onli in apr earliest n july latest.. =\ stil have a few more month to wait -faints- nvm la.. now juz spend more time with dear and clover n VIP ba.. muz give this 3 the BEST of me.. =)

Madness~
ok continue with my new year diary.. haha~ thn late at nite at bout 4am i tink.. ray fought with another guy whose name i forgot already.. haha.. he sux la..! walao create trouble more n more makin things worst and anyhow say things.. crazy sia.. tryin to be hero ar.. wahliew.. very fed up with this kinda person sia!! but orbi la kana beat like crazy by ray lol! but ray reali scares me sia! =\ he very fierce!! extremely! thou i've seen alot of this in the past la.. but too long nv see le thn suddenly see abit very weird ar.. =\ lucky my dear nv get injured ar! if nt i sure go crazy one.. damn worried for dear when he went to help talk to them sia =\ my heart is like the fireworks "pom pom pom" =\ thn i'm like always ready to run up to him if reali somethin lays on him.. reali sia if reali anythin happen to my dear i reali wil go crazy.. tink i'll juz wack the person who lays on him *$^*%#$!! lol!!! the bastard slap darryl sia! kaox.. feel damn sad for him.. like so ke lian la~ aiyoyo.. thn he stil very nice try to help.. wah ultimate salute sia!! RESPECT! thn lucky that bastard get his ass outta there b4 ray reali "kill" him.. =\ thn we sit tdown there tryin to cool ray down by listening to his story over and over again.. lol~! damn funny sia.. tink he drunk la thn angry ma.. so muz say out wil feel better.. but he reali abit very naggy sia! lol! dear also cant stand him.. lol!

Kissed my baby =)
thn after awhile they send us to train station thn dear gave me gdbye kiss =D wahahaha!!!! thn i go le lo.. hmmm damn happy sia!! when i tap card le i turn behind thn "poom" they're gone.. -faint- lol~! wanna say bye to him n see him ma =\ thn i turn afew times tryin to find where they are.. thn i saw them goin up the escalator towards raffles city.. i th saw dear like juz turn his head away from my direction.. dunno lizzit he was waitin for me to turn.. =\ hurhur! always liddat one.. damn sian~! but nvm la.. today already damn happy le..!! haha! thank God for this happy happy happy new year! my new years' resolutions are..
1)TO BE HAPPY!
2)Everyone to be stress-less..
3)Motivate more ppl into their passion..
4)Dance real well~!
5)study well..
6)be a gd gd gd girl for dear dear~!
7)clover to be extremely close!
8)VIP to succeed!
9)Be a better person as in my character wise..
10)Love my mum more!

i'm greedy i know.. lol~! but 10's my fave num so i'll make 10 wishes ba! haha~! yeay~!!! 2006 MUACKS! life's gonna be better~!! =) SMILEEEEEEEE everyone! ok i tink i'm too hyper le.. now my energy al drained.. haha~! i took one full day to write this.. longest blog i ever had.. lol!! jiayou ba everyone!! all the best for this new year! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! =D