Melody of my Life..

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i hate today.. i hate it! i dunno wat to say but juz.. i'm totally shattered~! gonna wait for the day i can truly let go.. but remember u promised me.. a few months of happiness.. A FEW MONTHS! and one thing.. i never promise i can let go.. maybe yes.. but i'll stil love u as much.. maybe.. i dunno.. i'll be a bug.. a bug who cares for u as much as we're tgt.. here i wanna say sorry to cath.. i dun wan to either.. but i have no choice.. i just love him tat much.. i'll pray for miracle everyday as of now.. suffering in silence.. dun pity me.. tat's wat i choose.. =\