Melody of my Life..

Our Story..
Now let me tell u a story.. a wonderful story about Mr. Jon and Ms. Xinwei.. it al started with a funny yet complicated begginning.. she's a dancer and he's a flatlander.. both of them met each other at citilink.. the wonderful place for ppl to interact and to learn from one another.. now u muz be thinkin "hmm how the hell are a dancer n a flatlander linked?" yea.. this is where the wonder starts..

the very first time when VIP had practise at citilink.. that was when Mr.Jon fell for her.. at tat time, her impression of him was "OMG! he look like yungkern!" and she was somehow attracted by him.. cos of his special looks.. but somehow.. when she noe that her gd fren had a tiny crush on him, she gave up.. and diverted her attention on his fren.. tat was jus a eye candy at tat time..nothin much.. al along.. she thot it was juz a "game".. juz the kinda "see yandao" feelin.. she's juz satisfied by everyday wishin they were there.. juz the kinda heart beat rushin feelin.. she never thot things wil go this far.. never thot there's gonna be any future for it..

these "eye candy" thngy continued for nearly a month.. it was until when her fren emilia went online to hunt for them! cute isnt it =) and emi somehow manage to get Jon on the friendster.. she intro him to our fren who had a crush on him.. things were fine in the first place.. when xinwei got to know tis "big" news, she was shocked.. and had reali given her blessing to them =) but it was when she n him got to noe each other, he told her he like her..

everythin to her is stil juz a "game" juz a crush kinda thingy.. she thot to herself "how can tis kinda tings happen to me? and i cannot be so careless again.. nv to get 'injured' again.." she tried very hard to hold her feelings back not to fall in love.. but somehow.. his caring words.. his caring voice.. his way of chasin her.. had melted her.. she denied the fact that she's fallin in the first place.. stil tryin very hard to hide.. she didnt wanna let her fren down and she's afraid to love again..

but on the 4th day of their frenship, things moved into a higher position.. it's no longer juz he likin her.. she admitted.. she admitted her feelings for him ain't fake.. but didnt wanna confirm anythin yet.. cos she dun wanna hurt anyone.. including herself.. she realise that she's startin to fall cos when he didnt contact her for 1 or 2 days, she felt lost.. she felt sad as she thot that she had lost him.. things got abit outta hand when it comes to the 6th day..

he went to yishun to meet her after his school.. just purely to meet up with the one u like.. and tat melted her even more.. he asked for a hug the day before and she promised him =) the promise was delievered.. she can stil remember how she got abit more confirmation of her liking for him.. it was when he lifted his pants and showed her his wounded legs.. seeing that, her heart was in pain! terribly in pain.. for that moment.. she noe she does care alot more for him thn anyone else.. she noe that he's the one she wanna take care of.. and it was that very day when he first kissed her.. it was a cute one! when they were at mac.. they sat beside one another. and when her frens, sisi n bingbing were nt ard, he kissed her arms.. and turned away shyly~ at that very moment.. she froze! she didnt know how to react! and cute enough.. they both acted blur.. as if nothin happened~ haha..

things moved further when he send her home.. she was damn touched.. when he wanted to send her home thou it was rather late as he dun stay very near.. they took bus 811.. and when in bus.. he hugged her.. he hugged her so tightly that she felt the love from the heart.. it's amazing! usually she'll push away.. but she didnt.. now she wonder why.. cos she's in love! she is in love with this guy.. who melted her heart.. she had a heart of steel ever since the previous incident.. but he melted her so fast that no one can believe it!

when they alighted, she accopanied him to the bus stop for bus 853 to go home.. oyea.. when at the interchange, he saw bus 853 and said this to her "hey.. it's fate! there's stil one bus for me to reach u!" these words remained in her heart even til today! when at the bus stop.. they hugged.. she didnt wan to hug him at first.. but she didnt manage to hold back.. and decided to juz hug.. when they were hugging.. her mind is full of things.. full of questions.. "is he the one?" "can he give me happiness?" "wil he hurt me the way anyone wil?" "is he for real?".. on and on.. suddenly she heard him sayin this "wah.. we like long lost couple huh.." nothin came to her mind at that time except to juz hug n enjoy that moment of silence.. when his bus came, he kissed her gdbye! she was stoned! immediately stoned! when she walk home.. she know she's in love.. she was overjoyed.. and she actually smiled to herself! ppl tinks she's crazy! haha~

those days were the sweetest i guess.. everynite, he'll call her up and chat over the phone.. and she knows that he's the kind who wont sleep too late.. but he stayed up late just to hear her voice.. she's reali touched.. at tat time.. she stil dun dare to love him as much.. but seeing him so crazily in love with her, she felt bad.. she had a hard time fighting her heart.. wanting to love this innocent guy who love her so much.. the next day was the happiest i guess..

they had this long chat at her nearby her place.. at this cosy little shelter with juz the 2 of them.. nothin much happen.. oh maybe something.. haha~ they chatted alot.. about their family, past r/s, sch, life.. alot alot! she got to know him so much more and that's one step closer to "he's the one!" mentality.. he too felt very happy that day.. he looked into her eyes and said "i love u.." these 3words maybe common.. but when it's said from the heart.. it's special.. =) she felt it.. she reali did.. he hugged her in his arms and said it.. it was juz somethin so special to her.. she'll never forget.. they kissed and ended the day beautifully..

for that few days or weeks, things were as usual.. they celebrated x'mas tgt and had lotsa fun! but she got paranoid after tat.. her nonsense came out and created trouble.. her sensitivity is overworkin again.. and she's affected by his past r/s.. at tat time.. she know she's fully in love with him.. and he too said that he'll love her long time.. things were perfectly fine until her sensitivity created nonsense.. they had small quarrels about it and she had lotsa emo nites back thn.. she hated them.. but cant help it.. cos she just love him too much.. she never understand n differentiate wat's love n miss.. when u mis someone n u love someone.. it's 2 different thing.. and she learn them onli when it's rather late..

she had lotsa of deep thoughts nites.. and realise she's at fault.. how stupid can she be! haha~ wat a joke.. well at least she realise them now.. hopefully things ain't too late for her.. she's on her way to become a perfect gf.. a girl whom every guy wants.. and a girl whom every guy wil wanna dote on.. but she dun wan every guy.. she wants onli him.. him who loved her so much that made her learn..

now things aint that bad afterall.. she thank god for al the chances.. and she told me she truly cherish them.. oh~ and she told me how happy she was on new years day..! wow~ the romantic times they had.. even thou they werent long.. the beautiful fireworks surrounds her even in her heart.. when he hug her she flew.. she flew to the sky where the fireworks are.. when he kissed her.. she almost died.. why? cos she couldnt react even to breathe.. haha~! new year had come and her hope for it was to be happy.. nothin else matters to her other thn him i guess.. haha~ a silly girl ehh.. lookin at how happy she is.. makes her frens happy too.. they were less worry for her and everyone congrats her.. haha~ most of them even wanna celebrate it! hahaha~! nice frens she have =)

and remember the day they went to sentosa.. everythin was BEAUTIFUL! the sand art.. the food.. the private moments.. and beach walk.. the sleepy jon.. the musical fountain.. everythin was like.. PERFECTLY planned by god.. he hugged her.. tat hangs a wide smile on her face again.. and they held hands while walkin.. she never felt so cosy.. and loved.. her heart beats as fast as ever and her feelings for him never fades.. it's kinda surprising thou.. when so much had happen.. yet the fast beatin heartbeat stil stays..

now even thou things aint as pretty and wonderful as ever, she's juz glad that he's there.. and he allowed her to be there for him.. she love applyin medication for him when he's injured but she hates to see him getting injured.. she loves to see him ride n do al the fantastic stunts.. she loves seeing him doin his project thou not very seriously but tryin hard to be.. haha~ and she just love the sight of him and bein in his arms.. she love the way he stone.. she love the way he talk.. she love the way he winks at her.. and she love him.. for who he truly is.. she wants nothin more.. but just to be with him.. her sweetie banana fondue~

awe~! this story dun stop here.. this is just the first episode =) haha~! maybeone day i can become a gd writer! -loves-