Melody of my Life..

another mix feelin day -_-
today to me was reali a wonerful wonderful day~!!! haha but at nite during dance abit spoile la =\ damn happy lol~!

The only angry thing..
today when practising for tml's performance ir eali angry like mad.. =\ cos fei er keep showin attitude.. kaox lor.. i mean u r tired i noe.. but i also wat.. everyone is lo.. i ZzZz for like 3 hours onli and i have to go for dance when i'm like damn sick.. i didnt complain yet u liddat.. she say she dun feel like dancin tml.. wat is it man!! wanna drag the whole of VIP down?! because of u we have to redo the formation? we're there tryin very hard to push our time slot later so tat al of us can perform..and there u r giving trouble???? cant believe it.. so wat if u r sad.. wat bout ash? she feel worst rite.. she can be so strong n faithful to us y cant u.. and wat bout erika.. tink.. she's damn unwell.. yet her heart is stil with VIP and she stil came today.. thou she cant dance.. but she's there to give us the encouragement we need.. and i'm reali grateful to her.. she's sick n bz yet she stil try her best to do things for VIP.. u tink urself la.. i dun wanna say much le.. if u r that weak.. forget it.. i dun wan a weak person with us.. i mean we're tryin to help everyone.. thou we're al bz n tired but we dun wanna demoralised anyone.. so we make the effort.. look at urself ok.. damn disappointed with u..

HAPPY~!!!! =D
today went to dear's sch to acc him =) was very happy when he didnt leave me to sisi.. heex.. he say i'm bored there.. but actually not la.. i'm happy juz to be beside him.. reali.. not bored at al.. somemore i like science ma thn can see wat they doin also.. thou abit blurr la lol~! too chim for me.. but quite interestin.. haha~! it's juz so sweet to be there lo.. haha~! i nv thot this way b4 that i'll be juz so happy.. it's juz the simple things tat make me happy haha~ the happiest is when he hug me~!!! OMG~ i faint~! lol~! and his kisses.. wah i swear i miss them like HELL~!!! heehee.. didnt thot his proj wil drag til so late til ard 5+.. actually wanna apend time with him de.. but nvm la =) i'm stil happy.. heex.. he keep askin me to eat.. cos i sick no appetite.. i 3days nv eat le plus today is 4th lol~! =\ but not i dun wanna eat is reali cant eat.. eat le wanna vomit =\ argh~! nvm la.. wil recover de.. take it as the foundation for me to slim down ba lol~!! when i slim abit i'll wanna maintain it so.. better this way haha~! but tml muz eat! if nt sure faint on stage lol!! wil try to eat at least abit la.. he very sweet wor acc me to city hall =) even thou he's reali tired.. hmm.. see him so tired also heartpain =\ wish i can do more.. nvm la i'll juz be there for him.. give him massage when he's tired.. oh ya.. he stil got headache.. OMG~ hurhur.. hope he'll get well very soon.. best is immediate~!!! lol!! ahhhhhh i'm simply so happy today!!! wahahahahahahahaha~!!!!!!!!!!! =D