Melody of my Life..

BIG DAY AT SOKA**
today damn shag.. walao i ZzZz for onli 1 hour thn have to wakey and go meet the rest at tampines to go to soka le.. >.< i'm like half dead la.. haha~! we bought mac breakfast to soka and eat.. well gonna be a longggg day~ so muz eat breakfast~! haha~! HOTCAKES~! my fave~! =^,^= when we reach, we're inform that we have to gather at the main hall for a briefing.. warao thn we rush our food like crazy.... but stil slack-ish la.. haha~! it's the VIP style man~! =p

Rehearsals**
we had 3 rehearsals altogether.. 1dry run n 2 full run.. we thot this event wont be very happening so we juz treat it like a normal performance lo.. so nothin special~ when we do our 1st full run we just roughly danced.. thn we reeealised that our Miss Sexy Shirley tryin to be sexy again - she forgot to zip her pants~! lol~! lucky no one sees.. haha~! after our 1st full run, we had our lunch at 1pm (food provided by soka~quality gd,quantity too much!!!) lol~! when we were eatin, a guy came and say "after u al are done can go gathera t the holdin room?" this is the sentence that i've been hearin for the WHOLE day~ fro the same guy~ -_-''' haha~! we thn had our 2nd full run.. everythin as usual.. sound checks, positioning, lightings.. blah blah blah~

Preparation**
after our rehearsals.. we went to the holdin room to make-up and dress up.. as usual, jun did my hair for me.. she never let me down~! haha~! i LOVEEEEEEEE my hairstyle to especially~!!! wahaha~! we took lotsa lotsa photos while waiting for our turn.. haha~! well.. girls.. =)

1st show - 4pm**
we take this rather lightly as in we dun reali practise b4 this show.. haha~! cos we thot it wont be very happening ma.. but indeed the 1st show wasn't that fun.. it's afternoon afterall.. i've said.. i'm a night dancer.. so i'm onli active at nite~! haha~! the setting was normal.. juz a stage with ordinary audience who's rather "dead" -_-.. damn sian.. but we did well la.. haha~! not much mistakes thou..

Break**
we thn had our dinner after the 1st show.. haha~! food again~!! we waited for our 2nd show while we eat n chat.. erika keep coughing cos the air-con reali dries up our throat.. couldn't even breathe properly.. >.< thn the same guy came AGAIN.. sayin those same things.. blah blah blah~ haha~!

2nd show - 7pm**
now this is the climax~! when we were about to go up to the backstage, we walk pass this room where i saw this BIG screen, screening the LIVE of the concert~!!!!!! that moment my brain reali freezes~! OMG la~! everyone's watchin u~!!! thn when i was backstage, i forgot my steps the sec b4 we were suppose to go onstage..! luckily the music refreshed my memory~! haha~! when at backstage waiting, i keep lookin into the mirror and tellin myself that i can do it~! i am w-inds~!! lol~! the onli way to keep myself relax is to crap~ haha~! the worst part is when i 1st see the stage.. reali almost fainted~! cos there's a big screen too on the stage~!!! which means one wrong movement, u r dead~!! >.< lagi stress sia~!! i keep forgetting steps n position~! but reali reali high~! cos we improvise abit n make it a BIG BANG~! haha hope it work.. felt that somehow it did work la.. cos the comments we get is reali great~!! the feelin is "I'M A SUPERSTAR~!!" reali reali reali shiok~!!! the feelin of havin ppl cheer for u having such a big stage with these equipments n lightings.. best is it's nite time~!! woah~! i felt like bomb exploded within me sia~! i never performed like this b4.. as in reali LET GO of myself n juz enjoy~! but it's hard.. cos when u're too into the fellin, u'll tend to forget ur steps.. but when u're tryin to remember ur steps, u'll look very dead.. so i'm tryin to be inbetween haha~!

After show**
we got alot of comments.. none of them were negative.. for that moment i feel reali great.. but i know there's alot of errors la.. haha~! it's just not obvious.. when we look at the video which ash took for us, we're like HUH!!!!! is this us?! cos we're very very synchronised~!! OMG~! darn happy~!!!! our very very FIRST performance as VIP~! witness by 1669 audience~! not a small amt~! the best part is emi's fren told her that when we were performin, the ppl who were at the holdin room at stood up and cheered while watchin our LIVE on the screen!! haha~! OMG~! superstar i am~! lol~! i wanna go back there man~! i love it~!

Utterly grateful**
i'm reali thankful to god for this day~! for everythin~! for VIP for this chance to perform for my frens who came - dharni, gary, bry, dion, teri, samantha, kelly, eugene.. for my frens who cant make it but aupported us mentally~! i thank god for makin our performance so smooth and appreciated.. i'm reali reali happy today~! i've lost my mind~! haha~! now i pray for more this kinda expreience to come~ it reali motivates me to move further and higher~! *MUACKSSSSSS* VIP ROCKS~!!!!