Melody of my Life..

Our First Date.. =^,^=
yesterday was our first date =) we went to cineleisure to catch KING KONG~ we watch midnite show 12.20am.. i met dar dar earlier at bout 3pm at cine thn we went to shop ard.. to spend more time with him ma heehee.. thn we went to action city n dar dar bought a guardian angel pig soft-toy for me so happy sia~!! =) we thn wen to cine again to eat.. cos he haven eat.. we thn ate at foodcourt.. thn after awhile emi n vith came to find us le lo.. we thn went to arcade play thn walk here walk there.. thn we met carmen n sisi we went to balcony at heeren to drink cos carmen's bday ma.. thn acc her also lo.. we drank quite alot la.. haha~ til bout 11+ thn we went to yoshinoya to eat thn slack thn go movie le lo.. the show's damn damn damn nice~! cried terribly~! lol~ after the show we went to OG outside to slack til morning first train.. thn dar dar came my place to ZzZz.. hmm happening na~ lol *shy* haha~ it juz felt so damn gd with him eside me juz by sleepin =) so happy to be in his arms.. but felt rather weird la cos emi n vith not tgt but they're like more like couple thn me n dar =( tink dar felt it too.. wanna noe more.. read on..

Emo Talk With Dar..
tonite reali very emo sia.. dunno why =( when dar dar left thn i super sian liao.. no mood to slack at mac.. hais.. shit~ tink i startin to get sticky again~!! NOOOO~! >.< i left mac at bout 8pm.. juz wanna go home n chat with him.. we chat alot on the phone.. i told him wat i was unhappy bout la.. the pain-the "hidden" feeling.. my name in his phone thingy.. and i felt that he's not reali happy in our relationship as well.. so i asked him la.. thn he say he felt somethin missin.. i admit i felt it too.. he said it's like we cant talk to each other truly.. but hmmm i felt abit la.. maybe language prob? but i'm sure this kinda things can work out de lo.. it juz takes time.. i'll be there to help too ma.. and he's rather affected by $ issue as well la.. hmm dun reali wish to talk bout it here.. but al i can say is.. in a relationship $ yes it's important but i believe with the love we had for one another things wil work out fine.. dar.. i wanna say is dun carry the full load al alone.. i'm here to share with u.. dun forget me.. i dun wan u to walk this alone.. i mean.. i'm not juz me n u're not juz u.. i'm in u n u're in me.. unless u dun feel it that way la.. i dun wan us to draw such a clear line.. u understand?? he too said that he's 80% confident in our relationship.. i onli hope it'll grow more as time goes by.. i dun ask for 100% now.. but i hope we'll juz be the rite one for each other.. we stil got a longgggggg way to go.. a longggggggg way to tahan.. he's so bz now with his sch n next year after his sch, he got NS.. *faint* reali dunno wat to do man.. but i believe n hope that love can conquer al obstacles.. i'll do everythin i can to kepp this flame burning.. to keep us goin on..

KING KONG..
juz feel like writing bout this.. when watchin king kong.. my feelings reali is damn overwhelming~! i reali wish to find this kinda guy.. noe wat.. king kong love this girl so much that he WONT allow anythin bad to happen to her.. no matter wat.. even if being attack by 3 T-rex at the same time, gettin terribly injured by al the shootings from the planes.. no one can take her away from him.. it's abit too force-ful la i mean love cant be force but he juz forced it.. haha.. but it's reali PURE TRUE INNOCENT love~! it's like he juz wanna protect her.. towards the end he dun force her to be with him anymore but he stil cares so much for her.. he'll juz be there each time she's in danger.. and there's this part that's reali sweet where they play king kong n the girl happily "skating" on ice.. thou king kong looks rather stupid at that moment but it's REALLLLL sweet..!! OMG~!! he's juz so happy to see her smile.. i tink this is wat true love is ba.. true love overcomes al obstacles.. even can tame the king of kings.. the king of beast which initially dun have any feelings for anythin.. p/s: dar.. i dun mean u're not true to me ok~!! >.< this part of my blog is juz some after-movie review.. lol~ makes me see so clearly wat pure love is.. you're perfect enough.. maybe i'm stil not.. but give me time ok~ allow me to learn.. love u~! =)