Melody of my Life..

EMO?
wah.. today damn damn emo~! wat's wrong man~!!! argh~! supposed to be a happy day wat.. =( hmm.. juz kinda miss him so much every min now.. but i know i cannot be so STICKY~!!!! i dun wan him to be felt controlled or anythin.. i dun wanna be a burden to him.. maybe i reali shouldn't sms him tat much or be in touch with him tat much.. it's not that i dun miss him anymore but i reali reali reali dun wan him to have the feeling of being controlled or ruled.. he muz have his own personal space.. but i can say la this time i give him reali so much more space thn any of my ex.. well lessons muz always be learnt.. sometimes i feel that we're so not in the same world.. but isn't that thething that make a relationship last? look at sisi n zhiwei.. they're so diff yet so gd.. haha.. so i'm goin al out for it.. nothin is impossible i guess =) so i muz smile more~!! haha~!! =D emo no more i guess.. shall never feel so emo again.. cos wat's the point of bein emo rite.. haha~! kill more brain cells onli.. rather use the effort to tink how to surprise him n how to work on the path to a perfect GF~ wahahaha~! ok the happy xinwei is back in action~! not gonna care bout anythin like wat dar said.. guess should have this mentality ba.. life might thn be better i guess =) SMILE~!!! the world is beautiful~